From today onwards, I'll be writing here:
messin' up
i won't be writing here anymore later. i'll move to LJ cuz it's much more convenient there but my LJ is messed up right now. tried 2 change d layout but ended up messin' everything.
will fix that later.
i found this very pretty layout on LJ, but it didn't come with sidebar so yeah, it's pretty sad. but it's too pretty.i'm usin' it rite now at my new LJ. since i can't put up much there - links, etc, i might use that LJ as my writing LJ - for fics. hahah.
i'll decide that later.
i need to find another layout for my current LJ - which will replace this blog later. all the codings hurt my brain!urgh. i'll look into them again later.
will fix that later.
i found this very pretty layout on LJ, but it didn't come with sidebar so yeah, it's pretty sad. but it's too pretty.i'm usin' it rite now at my new LJ. since i can't put up much there - links, etc, i might use that LJ as my writing LJ - for fics. hahah.
i'll decide that later.
i need to find another layout for my current LJ - which will replace this blog later. all the codings hurt my brain!urgh. i'll look into them again later.
Mirotic banned!
Mirotic - TVXQ's title track from their 4th album is banned due to its 'inappropriate' lyrics.
some of the offensive lyrics :
"jumon" "neol gajyesseo" "under my skin"
and i guess these too :
"million of my crystals" "red ocean"
SM has to change the lyrics if they want the song to be aired.
Mirotic without "jumon" and "under my skin" would be weird!! just why do they have to ban this song? i don't think the lyrics are that 'inappropriate" for under 19 yrs old.
and i wonder if they would ban "my devil's ride" line too... if they ban it too and it has to be changed, it will totally ruin the song!!!
mirotic without "under my skin" sounds weird already! aigooo~~
some of the offensive lyrics :
"jumon" "neol gajyesseo" "under my skin"
and i guess these too :
"million of my crystals" "red ocean"
SM has to change the lyrics if they want the song to be aired.
Mirotic without "jumon" and "under my skin" would be weird!! just why do they have to ban this song? i don't think the lyrics are that 'inappropriate" for under 19 yrs old.
and i wonder if they would ban "my devil's ride" line too... if they ban it too and it has to be changed, it will totally ruin the song!!!
mirotic without "under my skin" sounds weird already! aigooo~~
Movies nites n Family Outing
Everyday, me and Padi have movie's night.
we'll watch movies and eat in front of the pc. We also watch Family Outing together! Although she was reluctant at first since she's not into kpop, but who could resist Family Outing? She ends up liking it too!!!
I love spreading Family Outing love ^^
Hahaha, I'm cool right? right? right? tehehehe ^___^
Just now, we watched the one with DBSK - Junsu + Yunho as guests! actually i've watched it for 5 times I guess?? just because of KIM JUNSU!!! AHHHHH~~~HE LOOKS SO SO SO GORGEOUS! AND HOT!!!
DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.
IT'S WRONG!
IT'S JUST SO SO WRONG!!!
FAMILY OUTING'S THEME SHOULD BE FUNNY, NOT 'HOT', JUNSU!!!
SOMEONE ARREST HIM FOR CAUSING GLOBAL WARMING PLEASE!!
ANYONE??
ME !!! ME!!!! *RAISES HAND*
we'll watch movies and eat in front of the pc. We also watch Family Outing together! Although she was reluctant at first since she's not into kpop, but who could resist Family Outing? She ends up liking it too!!!
I love spreading Family Outing love ^^
Hahaha, I'm cool right? right? right? tehehehe ^___^
Just now, we watched the one with DBSK - Junsu + Yunho as guests! actually i've watched it for 5 times I guess?? just because of KIM JUNSU!!! AHHHHH~~~HE LOOKS SO SO SO GORGEOUS! AND HOT!!!
DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.
IT'S WRONG!
IT'S JUST SO SO WRONG!!!
FAMILY OUTING'S THEME SHOULD BE FUNNY, NOT 'HOT', JUNSU!!!
SOMEONE ARREST HIM FOR CAUSING GLOBAL WARMING PLEASE!!
ANYONE??
ME !!! ME!!!! *RAISES HAND*
DBSK's Xiah Junsu
Name : Kim Junsu
Stage Name: Xiah Junsu
Birthdate: December 15, 1986
Height: 178 cm
Stage Name: Xiah Junsu
Birthdate: December 15, 1986
Height: 178 cm
He's a great singer - his voice is just so beautiful and he's an incredible dancer. I'm totally addicted to him right now. ( ... i betrayed teuk ^^;;)
But he's really really awesome! He's such a cute guy!! And he's my age too! (except that he's a month younger than me)
he's super cute!!!!! *melts*Ahhh, I love him. Plus, he's Hyuk's bestfriend! HyukSu <333
concert chaos
2 days more before november ends.
SMTOWN Concert in Bangkok which was supposed to be on November 29 was postponed to Feb 7. i'm glad.
I don't think LSM is so bad, actually.
if it wasn't for d chaos about d concert, i really wouldn't have found out about d political crisis n all d airport drama.
i hope it gets better soon in Thai.
SMTOWN Concert in Bangkok which was supposed to be on November 29 was postponed to Feb 7. i'm glad.
I don't think LSM is so bad, actually.
if it wasn't for d chaos about d concert, i really wouldn't have found out about d political crisis n all d airport drama.
i hope it gets better soon in Thai.
sleep.n creepiness.
woke up early. was supposed to go to town but i thought i'd sleep in some more but after everyone left, i couldn't really go back to sleep.
so i was home, alone.
in a broad day light. yet it felt so creepy. i kept hearing things. i get scared easily these days.
watching too much horror movies could really affect you!
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people say if you sleep early, it's easier to get up early too.
wrong.
the other day,
i woke up at 3.30pm,
slept at 5.30 pm,
woke up at 8,
then slept again at 9pm
and the next day,
i still woke up at 3.30pm.
it was a weird day. it felt so sleepy all day. i really didn't do anything that day except sleep.
but the other days were not so much different. i woke up at 3.30pm everyday, in average. well, except for today.
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i noticed that i'm getting confused with the usage of by,of,on,with, etc. and i just kept abusing the use of past tense when i was supposed to use root words.
the more concern i was with trying to minimize grammatical errors, the more often it happened.
so the best bet would be -
stop trying!
when was the last time i wrote in bahasa ibunda? aish!
hari ni xhujan. yay! aku nampak matahari.
wut the fishcake? lol. i should edit my posts n put proper tags~ i'll do that later*when i'm not so lazy*
so i was home, alone.
in a broad day light. yet it felt so creepy. i kept hearing things. i get scared easily these days.
watching too much horror movies could really affect you!
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people say if you sleep early, it's easier to get up early too.
wrong.
the other day,
i woke up at 3.30pm,
slept at 5.30 pm,
woke up at 8,
then slept again at 9pm
and the next day,
i still woke up at 3.30pm.
it was a weird day. it felt so sleepy all day. i really didn't do anything that day except sleep.
but the other days were not so much different. i woke up at 3.30pm everyday, in average. well, except for today.
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i noticed that i'm getting confused with the usage of by,of,on,with, etc. and i just kept abusing the use of past tense when i was supposed to use root words.
the more concern i was with trying to minimize grammatical errors, the more often it happened.
so the best bet would be -
stop trying!
when was the last time i wrote in bahasa ibunda? aish!
hari ni xhujan. yay! aku nampak matahari.
wut the fishcake? lol. i should edit my posts n put proper tags~ i'll do that later*when i'm not so lazy*
why?
Oh I'm using Padi's laptop right now. i tried clubbox and yay! It worked here! and so i dloaded some TVXQ performances! well, just 2 actually, but the speed was pretty amazing so I'm happee ^__^
i love kpop nowadays! there are more good songs and dedicated singers these days! The fact that I could enjoy almost all kpop singers' songs truly surprised me. I think the music industry in Korea has improved so much.
Especially Big Bang, Wonder Girls, Epik High etc.
And ShiNee - although they've just debuted in May 2008, yet they're really doing impressive. Mini album, first album, single release, repackage album etc. Those are a lot!Their dancing and choreography are catchy, the songs are so good and addictive. They're just so refreshingly GREAT newcomer!! And they sing LIVE too!
SJ, why? just why can't they sing LIVE all the time too? *shoots self*
Rain - no, it's not Rain, Bi.
It's raining since yesterday after days of being sunny. ^__^
Two day ago i dreamt that i was murdered. some psychopath just chased after me and cut off my head.
I guess I watched and read too much psycho movies/fics!
i love kpop nowadays! there are more good songs and dedicated singers these days! The fact that I could enjoy almost all kpop singers' songs truly surprised me. I think the music industry in Korea has improved so much.
Especially Big Bang, Wonder Girls, Epik High etc.
And ShiNee - although they've just debuted in May 2008, yet they're really doing impressive. Mini album, first album, single release, repackage album etc. Those are a lot!Their dancing and choreography are catchy, the songs are so good and addictive. They're just so refreshingly GREAT newcomer!! And they sing LIVE too!
SJ, why? just why can't they sing LIVE all the time too? *shoots self*
Rain - no, it's not Rain, Bi.
It's raining since yesterday after days of being sunny. ^__^
Two day ago i dreamt that i was murdered. some psychopath just chased after me and cut off my head.
I guess I watched and read too much psycho movies/fics!
Random statistic
Cassiopeia = 800,000 (official ones) so let's say there are about the same amount of unofficial cassies, who loves DBSK just as much.
That would be a total of 1.6 million cassies.
And each and every cassie all really LOVES DBSK.
DBSK = 5.
If the number of fans for each member are minus and plus equal, then that would be a total of 320,000 fans per member.
O.o
Imagine 320,000 are loving you as in LOVE for real, as in they want to MARRY you for REAL. Isn't it crazy?
and out of 1.6 million, will any of them be really really LUCKY to finally be their GF/WIFE?
if 320,000 people are in LOVE with me like so mad, I think I'll go crazy!
Or I'll be so HIGH~ with overwhelming self-confident!
KEKEKEKEKEKE~~
86-line rocks!!Magnae too, lol ^^;;
I am still - E.L.F ^^
That would be a total of 1.6 million cassies.
And each and every cassie all really LOVES DBSK.
DBSK = 5.
If the number of fans for each member are minus and plus equal, then that would be a total of 320,000 fans per member.
O.o
Imagine 320,000 are loving you as in LOVE for real, as in they want to MARRY you for REAL. Isn't it crazy?
and out of 1.6 million, will any of them be really really LUCKY to finally be their GF/WIFE?
if 320,000 people are in LOVE with me like so mad, I think I'll go crazy!
Or I'll be so HIGH~ with overwhelming self-confident!
KEKEKEKEKEKE~~
86-line rocks!!Magnae too, lol ^^;;
I am still - E.L.F ^^
Fics, Fandom, Life
I need to finish up my thesis soon if i wanna start writing a fic. But it isn't easy. My English has gotten worse these days. Grammar mistakes happen more frequent. And I hate the fact that my vocab is so poor!
After weeks and weeks of thinking and brainstorming - squeezing every last bit of juice in my head, finally last night I got an idea on one character to put in my fic! a character that is not cliche and real. it is based on a real person that i really admire. hehe. why hadn't I thought of this before? lol.
But there's just that one character so far. and it's just a supporting character. I still need to think of the main characters, the plot, the twists etc. that are not - cliche.
Just thinking for one character took me weeks! lol.
I am still up for a Park Jungsoo fic. Although I'm still at point blank as to what I wanna write and make it interesting but a fic on Park Jungsoo will be one of my priorities. This will be my tribute for him.
I'm gonna make him as a character that everyone would remember. A character that leaves a deep impression on the readers. A character that everyone would be able to relate to and make people wonder who is this Park Jungsoo? Is he real? Is he really *eeteuk* (special)?
Hahaha, I'm being too ambitious !
But, Oppa, saranghae~! *winks* haha, I'm being cheesy again~~
There're so many fics out there in soompi on DBSK. And I've got to admit that at first I was a bit sick seeing DBSK fics everywhere on Soompi - well, that was back then when I was not yet a DBSK fan. Nowadays, I read those fics too. Some of them are really good.
And the authors are all pretty young. I guess, between 16 to 19 years of age? Despite the young age, they manage to write beautiful stories with neat, beautiful and descriptive writing. I envy them sooo sooo much. I hope I can write beautiful stories too one day.
Nae, hwaiting!!! Aja! Aja!!
Haha, I think my posts are mostly so repetitive, no?
anyway, this blog lacks pix!
Maybe next time, I'll post some of PJS's latest pix! And also DBSK! <---my new L.O.V.E ^__^
After weeks and weeks of thinking and brainstorming - squeezing every last bit of juice in my head, finally last night I got an idea on one character to put in my fic! a character that is not cliche and real. it is based on a real person that i really admire. hehe. why hadn't I thought of this before? lol.
But there's just that one character so far. and it's just a supporting character. I still need to think of the main characters, the plot, the twists etc. that are not - cliche.
Just thinking for one character took me weeks! lol.
I am still up for a Park Jungsoo fic. Although I'm still at point blank as to what I wanna write and make it interesting but a fic on Park Jungsoo will be one of my priorities. This will be my tribute for him.
I'm gonna make him as a character that everyone would remember. A character that leaves a deep impression on the readers. A character that everyone would be able to relate to and make people wonder who is this Park Jungsoo? Is he real? Is he really *eeteuk* (special)?
Hahaha, I'm being too ambitious !
But, Oppa, saranghae~! *winks* haha, I'm being cheesy again~~
There're so many fics out there in soompi on DBSK. And I've got to admit that at first I was a bit sick seeing DBSK fics everywhere on Soompi - well, that was back then when I was not yet a DBSK fan. Nowadays, I read those fics too. Some of them are really good.
And the authors are all pretty young. I guess, between 16 to 19 years of age? Despite the young age, they manage to write beautiful stories with neat, beautiful and descriptive writing. I envy them sooo sooo much. I hope I can write beautiful stories too one day.
Nae, hwaiting!!! Aja! Aja!!
Haha, I think my posts are mostly so repetitive, no?
anyway, this blog lacks pix!
Maybe next time, I'll post some of PJS's latest pix! And also DBSK! <---my new L.O.V.E ^__^
MKMF 2008
I feel so dissappointed and sad!
i wanted DBSK to win soooo much for artist of the year but they didnt.the award goes to Big Bang. Of course Big bang worked hard and deserved to win, but the fact that DBSK didn't get it still upset me!
but they won Daesang for Album of the year. Changmin cried so much. *cries too* even Yoochun, who's always so easy to tear up didnt cry as hard as Min. Changmin-a, uljima~~
The bois are great! I'm proud of them! I'm happy they won 5 awards!
Congrats Dong Bang Shin Ki!!!
still~~~I feel so upsettt!!!
Supy was nominated too for several awards, but they didnt win any. They didnt even attend the award. I wonder if they're in Japan right now, promoting Rokkugo (SJ-T) i haven't been keeping tab on them for quite a while now, since they've finally finished with Supy promotion. Plus with all the comebacks : DBSK, Big Bang, Wonder Girls, and Rain, I've been too occupied. n plus the Family Outing craze as well!
The performances were pretty awesome.
Big Bang + Hyori Joint Stage rocks!!!
Plus : TOP kissed Hyori *jaw-dropped* so - unexpected!!
DBSK, Big Bang and Wonder Girls are big winners tonight. Congratulations~~
i wanted DBSK to win soooo much for artist of the year but they didnt.the award goes to Big Bang. Of course Big bang worked hard and deserved to win, but the fact that DBSK didn't get it still upset me!
but they won Daesang for Album of the year. Changmin cried so much. *cries too* even Yoochun, who's always so easy to tear up didnt cry as hard as Min. Changmin-a, uljima~~
The bois are great! I'm proud of them! I'm happy they won 5 awards!
Congrats Dong Bang Shin Ki!!!
still~~~I feel so upsettt!!!
Supy was nominated too for several awards, but they didnt win any. They didnt even attend the award. I wonder if they're in Japan right now, promoting Rokkugo (SJ-T) i haven't been keeping tab on them for quite a while now, since they've finally finished with Supy promotion. Plus with all the comebacks : DBSK, Big Bang, Wonder Girls, and Rain, I've been too occupied. n plus the Family Outing craze as well!
The performances were pretty awesome.
Big Bang + Hyori Joint Stage rocks!!!
Plus : TOP kissed Hyori *jaw-dropped* so - unexpected!!
DBSK, Big Bang and Wonder Girls are big winners tonight. Congratulations~~
Rainism
Rain is back! Yeah, he's back!
I loved I'm Coming and In My Bed of Rain from his previous album. But his comeback album is really really HOT! It just gets so much HOTTER and BETTER!
I haven't listen to the full album but i've listened to Love Story and Rainism! They're both are good! Love Story is nice, but I love Rainism so much! That song is so addictive!! Plus Rain's choreography is so HOT! ahahaha.
And I love Rain's new image for Rainism! His new haircut is just sooo cute? I love the haircut, the color, ah, I just love it!
Rain rocks!
I loved I'm Coming and In My Bed of Rain from his previous album. But his comeback album is really really HOT! It just gets so much HOTTER and BETTER!
I haven't listen to the full album but i've listened to Love Story and Rainism! They're both are good! Love Story is nice, but I love Rainism so much! That song is so addictive!! Plus Rain's choreography is so HOT! ahahaha.
And I love Rain's new image for Rainism! His new haircut is just sooo cute? I love the haircut, the color, ah, I just love it!
Rain rocks!
Yunho = Super Cool, Junsu = Super Fast
Family Outing totally pwns yo!!
Today I finished downloading episode 13 and 14!!
Last nite, me, Diba, Ano, Effa, and Sya (Zana also watched a bit)watched episode 2 of Family Outing. We laughed so hard that our stomach hurt!! It was insanely funny~~!!!
So afterwards, I didn't know what to download next, I went over youtube and just browsed around and i saw previews, clips etc of Family Outing and there was this cut of episode 18 Family Outing - featuring Junsu and Yunho!
They danced to sexy Back!!! (with the chin movement from 'mirotic' and the famous horizontal dance! was there S line too??lol, i didnt notice) but gosh, it was so dammnnn HOT!!!!!
Earlier, I watched episode 17 on Youtube ( because of Yunho and Junsu!!!!) and goddddd!!!Junsu ran so fast!! he was even faster than Yunho!!
Yunho fell in the water and got all wet and messy! n yet he still looked so cool and handsome!!*dies*
shootssss, even when he walked, he looked like he was filming CF! Gya!! Only Yunho manages to do that!!
Yunho's awesomeness from Family Outing:
- walked over seagulls n fed them. *looked like filming CF!*
- ran at the speed of a bullet along with Junsu. *super awesome*
- fell in the water during the game, yet still looked cool!
- went to pick veggies with Daesung! as a hyung, he was super nice to Daesung! *aww, cuteness*
- bribe plan with Daesung!! *cute*
- the duo dance with Junsu (Mirotic chin 'move' + horizontal dance) *massive flailing*
- the Cats performance!! *hot-->> dead on the floor*
- knocked his head on house's pillar, fell flat *super cute!*
- his morning out-of-bed look! *hot!*
- threw his cap and shook his hair. *looked like in CF! *hot!*
*IS SUPER JEALOUSSSS*
YUNHO-YAAA~~!!! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO COOL 24/7?? *shoots self*
Today I finished downloading episode 13 and 14!!
Last nite, me, Diba, Ano, Effa, and Sya (Zana also watched a bit)watched episode 2 of Family Outing. We laughed so hard that our stomach hurt!! It was insanely funny~~!!!
So afterwards, I didn't know what to download next, I went over youtube and just browsed around and i saw previews, clips etc of Family Outing and there was this cut of episode 18 Family Outing - featuring Junsu and Yunho!
They danced to sexy Back!!! (with the chin movement from 'mirotic' and the famous horizontal dance! was there S line too??lol, i didnt notice) but gosh, it was so dammnnn HOT!!!!!
Earlier, I watched episode 17 on Youtube ( because of Yunho and Junsu!!!!) and goddddd!!!Junsu ran so fast!! he was even faster than Yunho!!
Yunho fell in the water and got all wet and messy! n yet he still looked so cool and handsome!!*dies*
shootssss, even when he walked, he looked like he was filming CF! Gya!! Only Yunho manages to do that!!
Yunho's awesomeness from Family Outing:
- walked over seagulls n fed them. *looked like filming CF!*
- ran at the speed of a bullet along with Junsu. *super awesome*
- fell in the water during the game, yet still looked cool!
- went to pick veggies with Daesung! as a hyung, he was super nice to Daesung! *aww, cuteness*
- bribe plan with Daesung!! *cute*
- the duo dance with Junsu (Mirotic chin 'move' + horizontal dance) *massive flailing*
- the Cats performance!! *hot-->> dead on the floor*
- knocked his head on house's pillar, fell flat *super cute!*
- his morning out-of-bed look! *hot!*
- threw his cap and shook his hair. *looked like in CF! *hot!*
*IS SUPER JEALOUSSSS*
YUNHO-YAAA~~!!! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO COOL 24/7?? *shoots self*
April Loves Black Coffee!!
I finally read Conversations between us. It was a good fic. i kinda skipped some parts,ahahaha. But, April Loves Black Coffee is definitely sweet! It was a tragedy fic? i liked how there are parts in the fic that are refreshing and not cliche! ^^
Reading the fic made me crave for Coffee Beans! Ahh! Ice blended!!
My medicine arrived today. I took two to advance the effect, cuz the allergy had already gotten so bad. It seems to work, tho' ^^
I rili rili miss home. Terengganu, wait for me, I'll be home next week! Hopefully!
Reading the fic made me crave for Coffee Beans! Ahh! Ice blended!!
My medicine arrived today. I took two to advance the effect, cuz the allergy had already gotten so bad. It seems to work, tho' ^^
I rili rili miss home. Terengganu, wait for me, I'll be home next week! Hopefully!
Family Outing - the most hillarious show ever!!
I watched Family Outing yesterday. It was so freakin' hillarious!! My stomach hurt so much from laughing! I didn't even laugh this hard when I watched Exploration of Human Body (EHB)
Hyori's just so crazy!! She loves picking on Yoo Jae Suk! And Park Ye Jin is just really unexpected!!! I love all the MCs!! The girls are seriously tough despite of their sweet look! lol.
Even the guests are soo funny!!! And the games they played looks fun!! I rili love seeing Hyori fangirling over Big Bang! Too adorkable!!
I've watched episode 1 and 3 so far. I can't wait for other episodes to finish downloading! and i hope FO Fansubs will finish subbing episode 7 and above soon.
i tried to dload the episode where junsu and yunho were guesting on clubbox but my clubbox was being stupid, the dload didnt start at all. urgh!
i hope dbsjproduction will release alternative links, MU, MF whatever.Me is dying to watch HoSu's dorkiness!!ahhhhh~~~
Hyori's just so crazy!! She loves picking on Yoo Jae Suk! And Park Ye Jin is just really unexpected!!! I love all the MCs!! The girls are seriously tough despite of their sweet look! lol.
Even the guests are soo funny!!! And the games they played looks fun!! I rili love seeing Hyori fangirling over Big Bang! Too adorkable!!
I've watched episode 1 and 3 so far. I can't wait for other episodes to finish downloading! and i hope FO Fansubs will finish subbing episode 7 and above soon.
i tried to dload the episode where junsu and yunho were guesting on clubbox but my clubbox was being stupid, the dload didnt start at all. urgh!
i hope dbsjproduction will release alternative links, MU, MF whatever.Me is dying to watch HoSu's dorkiness!!ahhhhh~~~
could it be - her?
yesterday's my 22nd birthday. i didn't expect so many people to wish me happy birthday. it felt good. and i got a birthday cake too. it's been so long since i got a birthday cake for my birthday. it's nice.
yesterday, i met Nikki at Pavilion. It's my second time going to Pavilion. Thanks to Kak Nor! I really like Pavilion. It's beautiful!
So I met Nikki. She didn't look so different from the picture. She's Diba's height. She's fun and lively. Hahahaha, it's nice to finally meeting her! And she gave me the Teukie T that she promised me! It's cute! It's Teukie with the wings! Hehehe ^^
We met very briefly cuz I already arrived so late and she had to go to KLCC afterwards. But it's nice. So after that, me, KNor and her family walked outside Pavilion towards the Bukit Bintang Entrance and then -
I noticed this one girl.
Actually I noticed her nose first. That nose looked so familiar. I know that nose way too well. And then I looked up to see her face. And then that's when the shock came! And then I analyzed her clothing and hair.
Seriously, she looked TOTALLY TOTALLY like Park In Young!!
And then, I was flabbergasted, stunned, numb, shocked, all at the same time and I just kept staring at her with the shocked expression.
She must've think I was weird or something.
But OMG! i really was shocked at that time. Could anyone looked so similar to her? Or was that really her? Idk, i have a strong feeling that she was indeed Park In Young!
She looked pretty normal.
When i got home, I opened her cyworld and one of her pics in the photo section looked totally like the girl I saw before! The nose, the face, even the messy-like hair!
And the way she wore the scarf!
I sooo think it was Park In Young that I saw yesterday! But she was gone while I was so busy being shocked so i didnt get to go and confirm if that really was her!
Ok, so Park In Young.Who is she? Why was I so shocked? And why does she seemed to matter so much?
Park In Young is Park Jungsoo's elder sister.
In simpler form, she's Teukie's sister, yo!
Did I just see Teukie's sister at Pavilion? and - on my birthday? lol
yesterday, i met Nikki at Pavilion. It's my second time going to Pavilion. Thanks to Kak Nor! I really like Pavilion. It's beautiful!
So I met Nikki. She didn't look so different from the picture. She's Diba's height. She's fun and lively. Hahahaha, it's nice to finally meeting her! And she gave me the Teukie T that she promised me! It's cute! It's Teukie with the wings! Hehehe ^^
We met very briefly cuz I already arrived so late and she had to go to KLCC afterwards. But it's nice. So after that, me, KNor and her family walked outside Pavilion towards the Bukit Bintang Entrance and then -
I noticed this one girl.
Actually I noticed her nose first. That nose looked so familiar. I know that nose way too well. And then I looked up to see her face. And then that's when the shock came! And then I analyzed her clothing and hair.
Seriously, she looked TOTALLY TOTALLY like Park In Young!!
And then, I was flabbergasted, stunned, numb, shocked, all at the same time and I just kept staring at her with the shocked expression.
She must've think I was weird or something.
But OMG! i really was shocked at that time. Could anyone looked so similar to her? Or was that really her? Idk, i have a strong feeling that she was indeed Park In Young!
She looked pretty normal.
When i got home, I opened her cyworld and one of her pics in the photo section looked totally like the girl I saw before! The nose, the face, even the messy-like hair!
And the way she wore the scarf!
I sooo think it was Park In Young that I saw yesterday! But she was gone while I was so busy being shocked so i didnt get to go and confirm if that really was her!
Ok, so Park In Young.Who is she? Why was I so shocked? And why does she seemed to matter so much?
Park In Young is Park Jungsoo's elder sister.
In simpler form, she's Teukie's sister, yo!
Did I just see Teukie's sister at Pavilion? and - on my birthday? lol
just being sad.
i have to stay longer in shah alam. my research proposal got rejected, so i have to re-do it, all over again. for most part. i need to go to the library too. uh, i hate this. i'll go crazy sooner or later.
i - don't really have any friends, do i? maybe a few. very few.
ahhh~~ i just hate going anywhere alone. i can't expect to ask people to come out with me all the time. i know and that's the most depressing part, cuz i just simply can't be all by myself. it'll drive me crazy and depressed.
should i try making some new frens? as if it's so easy to find frens. urgh. that's why i hate shah alam. because i'm alone here. alone.
i want company. i can't stand just being by myself. i hate to say this, but i really can't be alone. I NEVER wanted to admit this before but - that's it.
the only person that always goes out with me is nad. sometimes, i would bug her to go out with me.no, i always bug her to go out with me. i'm so selfish. i think she must get sick at me at some point. i even get sick at myself. ahh~ just - why am i like this?
why is it things are like this? why can't i have the good times of going out with a group of friends and just have fun?
i want to have a bunch of friends like the old days.
uh, i'm getting even more emo than teuk now. shoots! i better stop.
i - don't really have any friends, do i? maybe a few. very few.
ahhh~~ i just hate going anywhere alone. i can't expect to ask people to come out with me all the time. i know and that's the most depressing part, cuz i just simply can't be all by myself. it'll drive me crazy and depressed.
should i try making some new frens? as if it's so easy to find frens. urgh. that's why i hate shah alam. because i'm alone here. alone.
i want company. i can't stand just being by myself. i hate to say this, but i really can't be alone. I NEVER wanted to admit this before but - that's it.
the only person that always goes out with me is nad. sometimes, i would bug her to go out with me.no, i always bug her to go out with me. i'm so selfish. i think she must get sick at me at some point. i even get sick at myself. ahh~ just - why am i like this?
why is it things are like this? why can't i have the good times of going out with a group of friends and just have fun?
i want to have a bunch of friends like the old days.
uh, i'm getting even more emo than teuk now. shoots! i better stop.
smile always, park jungsoo
just because he's smiling happily ^___^
oppa, do u know that u look even prettier when you smile??
you do! so smile mowrrr oppa~ ^^
i love the ever soooo beautiful park jungsoo!!!
My favourite fictions ^^
Conversations between us
i've read so many great reviews about this fic. it even won fic of the year for 2007 at soompi. but twice i read the prologue n first chap n it didnt interest me enough so i left it.
but now, i'm really really curious as why it is so phenomenal at soompi. it's legendary. so i'm saving the chapters on word and when i'm done with my research proposal, i'm gonna go read it.
seriously, soompi is full of talented writers!
my favs so far are starlit_pinay, Ji_Eunie,angeldan27,Veneer, to name a few.
The best stories that I've read so far on Soompi
oneshot(s) by starlit_pinay
- this girl is seriously amazing. when it comes to writing style, i havent met anyone who could beat her as my fav. she's seriously ingenous with words. so much emotion. she just writes so - beautifully!
Harsh Moonlight by rasinah
- altho' it was also posted on soompi, i read it on sjfh. this is one of my fav fics ever. the writing is so neat and descriptive. the twist at the end is the best part of it. expect the unexpected when u read this fic.
rasinah is just this one wonderful author, i really love her works and i have been loyally stalking her fics since i read Harsh Moonlight and they really aren't dissappointing!
her english is seriously awesome! grammatically correct sentences, perfect structures, perfect flow, n abundance of great vocabs!
lol, i even needed to use dictionary when i chatted with her, cuz there would be at least 3 words that i didn't know or never heard of.( hahaha, it's embarrassing but it's actually good)
Sun Shower by Veneer
-frankly, when i first read the prologue, i left this fic. the reason - junsu died. what's the point of the story if when u read the very beginning, the hero is dead. but that was where i'd been wrong. so the other day, i gave it another shot.
i read the prologue all the way to the epilogue in one night. and it's totally worth it.it's one awesome fic! every chapter is just heart-breaking.
towards 20+ chapters, i just cried and cried at the slightest mention of junsu. the epilogue is just beautiful, but even as all the friends have moved on, i was still stuck with my crying.
this is the first story, that could break my heart more and more as i read more of it. at every chapter, if not crying, i would be close to crying. it was that tearjerking.
Painfully Hopeless, Hopelessly Painful by Ji_Eunie
- the story started with the death of the protagonist being told to her husband. the rest of the story follows the flashbacks of her life, and the present - the pain she left her husband and all her mistakes that broke so many hearts.
this fic only contains 9 chapters. short but it is enough to make u feel the pain the characters went through.this is another story which is written so beautifully, so - heartbreaking.
Inhyeong: Doll by rasinah
this is my fav fic to date.it's still ongoing, but i fell in love with this fic from the prologue and i just can't help myself falling in love with every chapter that follows.
i think i'm obsessed with this fic. i've read it more than 10 times, and i even had it printed out and i would read the fic every night before i sleep.no matter how many times i read it, i still find each chapter so exciting and it makes me crave for more.
okay, partly, i'm biased. cuz the lead character is Park Jungsoo. Ring a bell? Yeah, it's the one and only Park Jungsoo. And then the other characters are Kim Jongwoon, Kim Jaejoong, Kim Heechul etc. They're all MY FAVS!!
Ok, so biasness aside,still, the plot is really EXCITING!Even if it's not all my favs, I'm still going to get hooked to the fic cuz the plot is just awesome!!
Synopsis:
It's about a young and aspiring sculptor(Kim Jongwoon) at Seoul National University(SNU) who's secretly in love with an older student,Park Jungsoo.Park Jungsoo is famous, not only bcuz he's one of the top students in his batch, but because he's also a DJ for the university's radio and often becomes MC for university events. Plus - He's VERY PRETTY!
The rest of the story follows the awkwardness between KJW and PJS plus love triangles, friendship etc.
The title : Inhyeong or doll . Since Park Jungsoo will be leaving SNU soon, and Kim Jongwoon thought he'd never see him again, he decides to sculpt a doll/mannequin that looks like Jungsoo.
It sounds pretty crazy and psycho, but seriously, kim Jongwoon is so cute being secretly in love with Park Jungsoo.
AND last but not least, the writer that's really great at writing heart-breaking fics~~
angeldan27 a.k.a DAN!!! my very dearest dongsaeng!!
her fics were among the very first fics that i read and i really really love every single one of them!!her writing style is terrific, descriptive and beautiful. most of her fics are seldom tearjerking.
n she's a very awesome dongsaeng too~!!! altho' she's no longer addicted to suju, but she's such a fun n great person! and we both love dbsk n suyin. i really love talkin to her! n oh, she's the same age as Padi!!!she's just - so talented!!
another great point - her english is flawless!another joy when reading her fics is the grammatically correct sentences. absolutely zero mistake.
NOTE: ALL THE ABOVE MENTIONED AUTHORS ARE AMONG THE TOP AUTHORS THAT WRITE WITH ALMOST ZERO GRAMMATICAL MISTAKE.
*i'm jealous!seriously! T.T*
sidenote: ignore the gramm.mistakes. too lazy to analyse every single thing n edit.
i've read so many great reviews about this fic. it even won fic of the year for 2007 at soompi. but twice i read the prologue n first chap n it didnt interest me enough so i left it.
but now, i'm really really curious as why it is so phenomenal at soompi. it's legendary. so i'm saving the chapters on word and when i'm done with my research proposal, i'm gonna go read it.
seriously, soompi is full of talented writers!
my favs so far are starlit_pinay, Ji_Eunie,angeldan27,Veneer, to name a few.
The best stories that I've read so far on Soompi
oneshot(s) by starlit_pinay
- this girl is seriously amazing. when it comes to writing style, i havent met anyone who could beat her as my fav. she's seriously ingenous with words. so much emotion. she just writes so - beautifully!
Harsh Moonlight by rasinah
- altho' it was also posted on soompi, i read it on sjfh. this is one of my fav fics ever. the writing is so neat and descriptive. the twist at the end is the best part of it. expect the unexpected when u read this fic.
rasinah is just this one wonderful author, i really love her works and i have been loyally stalking her fics since i read Harsh Moonlight and they really aren't dissappointing!
her english is seriously awesome! grammatically correct sentences, perfect structures, perfect flow, n abundance of great vocabs!
lol, i even needed to use dictionary when i chatted with her, cuz there would be at least 3 words that i didn't know or never heard of.( hahaha, it's embarrassing but it's actually good)
Sun Shower by Veneer
-frankly, when i first read the prologue, i left this fic. the reason - junsu died. what's the point of the story if when u read the very beginning, the hero is dead. but that was where i'd been wrong. so the other day, i gave it another shot.
i read the prologue all the way to the epilogue in one night. and it's totally worth it.it's one awesome fic! every chapter is just heart-breaking.
towards 20+ chapters, i just cried and cried at the slightest mention of junsu. the epilogue is just beautiful, but even as all the friends have moved on, i was still stuck with my crying.
this is the first story, that could break my heart more and more as i read more of it. at every chapter, if not crying, i would be close to crying. it was that tearjerking.
Painfully Hopeless, Hopelessly Painful by Ji_Eunie
- the story started with the death of the protagonist being told to her husband. the rest of the story follows the flashbacks of her life, and the present - the pain she left her husband and all her mistakes that broke so many hearts.
this fic only contains 9 chapters. short but it is enough to make u feel the pain the characters went through.this is another story which is written so beautifully, so - heartbreaking.
Inhyeong: Doll by rasinah
this is my fav fic to date.it's still ongoing, but i fell in love with this fic from the prologue and i just can't help myself falling in love with every chapter that follows.
i think i'm obsessed with this fic. i've read it more than 10 times, and i even had it printed out and i would read the fic every night before i sleep.no matter how many times i read it, i still find each chapter so exciting and it makes me crave for more.
okay, partly, i'm biased. cuz the lead character is Park Jungsoo. Ring a bell? Yeah, it's the one and only Park Jungsoo. And then the other characters are Kim Jongwoon, Kim Jaejoong, Kim Heechul etc. They're all MY FAVS!!
Ok, so biasness aside,still, the plot is really EXCITING!Even if it's not all my favs, I'm still going to get hooked to the fic cuz the plot is just awesome!!
Synopsis:
It's about a young and aspiring sculptor(Kim Jongwoon) at Seoul National University(SNU) who's secretly in love with an older student,Park Jungsoo.Park Jungsoo is famous, not only bcuz he's one of the top students in his batch, but because he's also a DJ for the university's radio and often becomes MC for university events. Plus - He's VERY PRETTY!
The rest of the story follows the awkwardness between KJW and PJS plus love triangles, friendship etc.
The title : Inhyeong or doll . Since Park Jungsoo will be leaving SNU soon, and Kim Jongwoon thought he'd never see him again, he decides to sculpt a doll/mannequin that looks like Jungsoo.
It sounds pretty crazy and psycho, but seriously, kim Jongwoon is so cute being secretly in love with Park Jungsoo.
AND last but not least, the writer that's really great at writing heart-breaking fics~~
angeldan27 a.k.a DAN!!! my very dearest dongsaeng!!
her fics were among the very first fics that i read and i really really love every single one of them!!her writing style is terrific, descriptive and beautiful. most of her fics are seldom tearjerking.
n she's a very awesome dongsaeng too~!!! altho' she's no longer addicted to suju, but she's such a fun n great person! and we both love dbsk n suyin. i really love talkin to her! n oh, she's the same age as Padi!!!she's just - so talented!!
another great point - her english is flawless!another joy when reading her fics is the grammatically correct sentences. absolutely zero mistake.
NOTE: ALL THE ABOVE MENTIONED AUTHORS ARE AMONG THE TOP AUTHORS THAT WRITE WITH ALMOST ZERO GRAMMATICAL MISTAKE.
*i'm jealous!seriously! T.T*
sidenote: ignore the gramm.mistakes. too lazy to analyse every single thing n edit.
Sunshine through my window~ and his ^^
i am glad. seriously, i'm glad! or should i say overjoyed? maybe overjoyed would describe my feelings right now better.
today, i was on soompi, in suju thread, n i read the translation of park jungsoo's latest cyworld entry and he was saying sorry for making everyone worry about him and he kinda would work harder towards being positive(sort of - i didnt remember exactly) but it was a positive post, compared to the previous ones, which were mostly emo.
so, EmoTeuk's gone - for now.
I hope he would SERIOUSLY be MORE POSITIVE after this. Although he doesn't have as much effect on me as he used to, i still feel bad when he feels bad. See oppa, i'm still rooting for you! Back then I used to like it whenever we had this similarity.
I mean in terms of our mood swing. Now, i cringe from having anything similar to him. I don't hate him. How could I hate the GREAT PARK JUNGSOO? I'm just learning not to get too attached.
So far, I'm doing FINE.
My life right now is not at its best, but I think I'm happier. There are things that make me happy. There are people that make me feel that my life's good.
EDIT: OK, I THINK HE'S STILL NO.1~~ I LOVE THEE, PJS!! ^^
today, i was on soompi, in suju thread, n i read the translation of park jungsoo's latest cyworld entry and he was saying sorry for making everyone worry about him and he kinda would work harder towards being positive(sort of - i didnt remember exactly) but it was a positive post, compared to the previous ones, which were mostly emo.
so, EmoTeuk's gone - for now.
I hope he would SERIOUSLY be MORE POSITIVE after this. Although he doesn't have as much effect on me as he used to, i still feel bad when he feels bad. See oppa, i'm still rooting for you! Back then I used to like it whenever we had this similarity.
I mean in terms of our mood swing. Now, i cringe from having anything similar to him. I don't hate him. How could I hate the GREAT PARK JUNGSOO? I'm just learning not to get too attached.
So far, I'm doing FINE.
My life right now is not at its best, but I think I'm happier. There are things that make me happy. There are people that make me feel that my life's good.
EDIT: OK, I THINK HE'S STILL NO.1~~ I LOVE THEE, PJS!! ^^
help! AE! no! *cries bloodtears*
so the day has come when i have to finish my research proposal for my Academic Exercise a.k.a AE a.k.a thesis. urgh.i hate! otokeiiii ?? T.T
so, i unwillingly did chapter 1 and 3. n chapter 2 - literature review - i still hasnt finished it yet. i hate it. i hate articles, i hate making reviews.urgh!
Nikki will arrive on October 30 in Malaysia. I guess i'll go see her on October 31 and November 1. And then, maybe on Nov 1's night, I can go back to Trg and on my bday I'll be at my lovely hometown ^___^
i sent my PC to be formatted.now, me borrowing Dba's laptop cuz i need to do that damn AE(urghh,i so hate!)
10 days after my bday will be my one year anniversary of loving Park Jungsoo! but - i dun think i love him as much as i did in the past, so should i celebrate it?
maybe just for the sake of him being my fav in Suju, i should celebrate it. Maybe i'll get myself some ice-cream and chocolates to eat.
Hehehe..peace,oppa!! ^____^
so, i unwillingly did chapter 1 and 3. n chapter 2 - literature review - i still hasnt finished it yet. i hate it. i hate articles, i hate making reviews.urgh!
Nikki will arrive on October 30 in Malaysia. I guess i'll go see her on October 31 and November 1. And then, maybe on Nov 1's night, I can go back to Trg and on my bday I'll be at my lovely hometown ^___^
i sent my PC to be formatted.now, me borrowing Dba's laptop cuz i need to do that damn AE(urghh,i so hate!)
10 days after my bday will be my one year anniversary of loving Park Jungsoo! but - i dun think i love him as much as i did in the past, so should i celebrate it?
maybe just for the sake of him being my fav in Suju, i should celebrate it. Maybe i'll get myself some ice-cream and chocolates to eat.
Hehehe..peace,oppa!! ^____^
fanfics and cliches
so today i commented all the fanfics that i was on in PM list. there were just four. not that much, but i forgot to leave comment earlier. n i was procrastinating some. but now that i've commented all the fics, it feels good.
so after that, i felt like checking the fanfix at soompi. lol, usually i just went through the list of the fanfix, cuz there were like hundreds of fics at soompi n u really don't know how to choose or which one is good. so, yeah, when i was in the mood, i'd clicked on some that caught my attention. but very few really suited my taste. (yeah, i'm such a fussy b*tch)
ok, so i figured i should read some new fics, n i remembered the other day, i read briefly of Ji_Eunie's latest fic(but I forgot d title) n it kinda got me interested so i tried to find it, but yeah, i really didnt remember what d fic's title was and what the story was about so i just clicked at Ji_Eunie's signature's links of her fics. i clicked some, n still i didn't know if any of them was the one that i read a few days back.
but, ahh~~it doesn't matter. so there was this one fic by her that I think is pretty interesting. the title is The Point of A Star.
It's different. It's an NG girl with Big Bang's GDragon and TOP.
I dont usually read fics with anyone other than Suju or DBSK but this one is an exception cuz the story is really good and i really really like the main character - Han Byul. She's a real B*TCH!! but her character is so real n i like how the story is something that would happen in real life.
usually whenever i watch a movie or reading books, fics, whatever, the female character is always nice, decent, innocent?, n is good in any thinkable way, u know.
n then, since the female protagonists are so often portrayed in such way, it becomes cliche.
when it becomes cliche, it gets lame.
when it's lame, it starts to make u feel sick.
n yes, i'm one of the very few who's getting tired of such 'lame'ness.
if we look at the real world, at the real people, how many ppl out there are really, truly REAL - not fake? very few.
ah, before i start to sound like i-think-i'm-over-the-top person, i better stop.ahahahaha.but yeah, cliche's getting boring. i hope aspiring writers out there would experiment more with refreshing and creative ideas.
writing is really a hard task. the reason why i never finished any fics that i wrote was, one of them being the fear of writing cliche stories, n yeah, i'm just not creative enough to think of something new, and refreshing n real.
so, rather than writing cliches, i'd rather leave them unattended and take my time to bring in the creative juice. it could take forever,tho' hahahaha
so, hail to all the writers out there who make it to the writing world! n for breaking out of the cliche!!
sidenote: i'm not at the best mood, so just ignore all the grammatical errors, been really lazy to re-check and edit every single thing. lol. ^^;;
so after that, i felt like checking the fanfix at soompi. lol, usually i just went through the list of the fanfix, cuz there were like hundreds of fics at soompi n u really don't know how to choose or which one is good. so, yeah, when i was in the mood, i'd clicked on some that caught my attention. but very few really suited my taste. (yeah, i'm such a fussy b*tch)
ok, so i figured i should read some new fics, n i remembered the other day, i read briefly of Ji_Eunie's latest fic(but I forgot d title) n it kinda got me interested so i tried to find it, but yeah, i really didnt remember what d fic's title was and what the story was about so i just clicked at Ji_Eunie's signature's links of her fics. i clicked some, n still i didn't know if any of them was the one that i read a few days back.
but, ahh~~it doesn't matter. so there was this one fic by her that I think is pretty interesting. the title is The Point of A Star.
It's different. It's an NG girl with Big Bang's GDragon and TOP.
I dont usually read fics with anyone other than Suju or DBSK but this one is an exception cuz the story is really good and i really really like the main character - Han Byul. She's a real B*TCH!! but her character is so real n i like how the story is something that would happen in real life.
usually whenever i watch a movie or reading books, fics, whatever, the female character is always nice, decent, innocent?, n is good in any thinkable way, u know.
n then, since the female protagonists are so often portrayed in such way, it becomes cliche.
when it becomes cliche, it gets lame.
when it's lame, it starts to make u feel sick.
n yes, i'm one of the very few who's getting tired of such 'lame'ness.
if we look at the real world, at the real people, how many ppl out there are really, truly REAL - not fake? very few.
ah, before i start to sound like i-think-i'm-over-the-top person, i better stop.ahahahaha.but yeah, cliche's getting boring. i hope aspiring writers out there would experiment more with refreshing and creative ideas.
writing is really a hard task. the reason why i never finished any fics that i wrote was, one of them being the fear of writing cliche stories, n yeah, i'm just not creative enough to think of something new, and refreshing n real.
so, rather than writing cliches, i'd rather leave them unattended and take my time to bring in the creative juice. it could take forever,tho' hahahaha
so, hail to all the writers out there who make it to the writing world! n for breaking out of the cliche!!
sidenote: i'm not at the best mood, so just ignore all the grammatical errors, been really lazy to re-check and edit every single thing. lol. ^^;;
When the angel takes on the runway...
On October 18, 2008 - Park Jungsoo a.k.a Leeteuk of Super Junior modelled for designer Park Jong Chul for his latest collection - Seoul Collection. OMG!!!! HE'S - ONE - FREAKIN' - HOT - RUNWAY - MODEL !!!!
YOU'RE KILLING MY BRAIN CELLS,PARK JUNGSOO!!!!
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO HOTTTTT???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO HOTTTTT???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????
*brain damage*
Psycho day
IT'S 'RAIN'ING IN MY DREAM T.T
I wanted to kill Nadrah!!!How could she wake me up when I was so happily dreaming of Rain!!
It's Rain, Nadrah!!!
Rain!!!!
R-A-I-N, FOR GOD'S SAKE !!!!!
You don't dream of Rain everyday, you know????
ARGHHH!!
Woman, why did you have to ruin it???
WHYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Rain was just about to start his concert!!It was circus-like theme but it was really COOL!!!
And, and - I was right in front of him!!!
IN FRONT OF HIM, NADRAH!!!!
But then, this woman came and- there goes my RAIN dream!!!!
So I woke up unhappily and the whole day I was complaining to her about ruining my Rain dream!!
THE LITTLE KITTEN STORY
After we (the woman who squashed my dream and I) bought our lunch, we went over to her house. and she got this kitten living with her.
the kitten's name is Wahfi. and he (as that woman claimed) really likes to be pampered and showered with attention.
He has this habit of licking.
so he came to Nad, and i warned her to make sure the little kitten stayed away from me. Because I don't like cats.
I don't hate cats, I just don't like them.
Ok, there are certain days, that I like them, that is when they don't give a damn about me!
Ok, so the kitten stayed away from me.
After that, i was sleeping( Nad already put the kitten outside the house) and again, when i was just about to dream, I felt something cold on my closed eyes.
Is it water? I thought..
So I opened my eyes and that little kitten actually was in front of me!!
AND THAT COLD THAT I FELT CAME FROM HIM!!!!
HE ACTUALLY LICKED MY EYES!!!!!
Ingenious kitten!!!*note the sarcasm*
So I immediately woke up, grabbed the kitten and threw it in his box and closed all windows and doors!!
URGHHHHH!!! WHAT A 'LUCKY' DAY I HAD TODAY!!!
PATHOLOGY WHATTTTT???
Today, me and Nadrah (yeah, her again) watched Pathology, a psycho movie about a group of intern doctors?surgeons?pathologists? who committed murders as part of their game as to pick out one who commits the perfect murder.
urgh.blood. i hate. n then the pathology room. dead bodies.urgh.
n the whole story is just psycho. even the ending is psycho.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt even understand the story at first. all the jargons just made it more psycho. lol, how could i comprehend something that my IQ couldn't catch up?
wait - it's not my IQ's fault.! i'm ingenious, yes, it's just pathology is not my field.
so it's just understandable that i didnt understand all the jargons and terms.
but since i'm smart, after wtaching the movie, i googled about the film and finally I understood what actually happened.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, SEE I'M SMART!!!
PC ku
My desktop background is DBSK - it's the MIROTIC pic. actually i'm kinda bored with it but i dun have any idea yet what pic to replace that one.
And my PC's been extraordinarily st*****pid. I opened the Firefox window several times and it hanged and then i had to close it and then opened again and it hanged again and closed again and opened again.
While waiting for Firefox to open, I talked to my desktop background>>the effect of watching too much psycho movies.
But it was fun.
JAE's FORGOTTEN SEASON
I watched Jae's Forgotten Season performance on Youtube. It's awesome! Awesome! Awesome!!
Although he looked tired, he's still awesome!!!
YOU ROCK, JAE!!!!
but u looked tired, when u're over with 4th album's promotion and is thinking of having vacation, you can always come to Terengganu, Jae! Tell Yunho too!! Here, he can get a natural tanning (so he doesn't have to go to the tanning salon anymore!*see, a great way to save money, ain't it?)
But be careful not to overdo it!!! Or else Cassie might not recognize him anymore!!AHAHAHA
ROKKUGO JAPANESE MV
The MV is out! the japanese version of Rokkugo is pretty ok. AND- PARK JUNGSOO IS EXTREMELY FINE IN THE MV!!!
HE IS DAZZLINGLY PRETTY/BEAUTIFUL/GORGEOUS!!!!
GYAAAAAA!!! HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THIS GUY????
T.T
I wanted to kill Nadrah!!!How could she wake me up when I was so happily dreaming of Rain!!
It's Rain, Nadrah!!!
Rain!!!!
R-A-I-N, FOR GOD'S SAKE !!!!!
You don't dream of Rain everyday, you know????
ARGHHH!!
Woman, why did you have to ruin it???
WHYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY???
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Rain was just about to start his concert!!It was circus-like theme but it was really COOL!!!
And, and - I was right in front of him!!!
IN FRONT OF HIM, NADRAH!!!!
But then, this woman came and- there goes my RAIN dream!!!!
So I woke up unhappily and the whole day I was complaining to her about ruining my Rain dream!!
THE LITTLE KITTEN STORY
After we (the woman who squashed my dream and I) bought our lunch, we went over to her house. and she got this kitten living with her.
the kitten's name is Wahfi. and he (as that woman claimed) really likes to be pampered and showered with attention.
He has this habit of licking.
so he came to Nad, and i warned her to make sure the little kitten stayed away from me. Because I don't like cats.
I don't hate cats, I just don't like them.
Ok, there are certain days, that I like them, that is when they don't give a damn about me!
Ok, so the kitten stayed away from me.
After that, i was sleeping( Nad already put the kitten outside the house) and again, when i was just about to dream, I felt something cold on my closed eyes.
Is it water? I thought..
So I opened my eyes and that little kitten actually was in front of me!!
AND THAT COLD THAT I FELT CAME FROM HIM!!!!
HE ACTUALLY LICKED MY EYES!!!!!
Ingenious kitten!!!*note the sarcasm*
So I immediately woke up, grabbed the kitten and threw it in his box and closed all windows and doors!!
URGHHHHH!!! WHAT A 'LUCKY' DAY I HAD TODAY!!!
PATHOLOGY WHATTTTT???
Today, me and Nadrah (yeah, her again) watched Pathology, a psycho movie about a group of intern doctors?surgeons?pathologists? who committed murders as part of their game as to pick out one who commits the perfect murder.
urgh.blood. i hate. n then the pathology room. dead bodies.urgh.
n the whole story is just psycho. even the ending is psycho.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt even understand the story at first. all the jargons just made it more psycho. lol, how could i comprehend something that my IQ couldn't catch up?
wait - it's not my IQ's fault.! i'm ingenious, yes, it's just pathology is not my field.
so it's just understandable that i didnt understand all the jargons and terms.
but since i'm smart, after wtaching the movie, i googled about the film and finally I understood what actually happened.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, SEE I'M SMART!!!
PC ku
My desktop background is DBSK - it's the MIROTIC pic. actually i'm kinda bored with it but i dun have any idea yet what pic to replace that one.
And my PC's been extraordinarily st*****pid. I opened the Firefox window several times and it hanged and then i had to close it and then opened again and it hanged again and closed again and opened again.
While waiting for Firefox to open, I talked to my desktop background>>the effect of watching too much psycho movies.
But it was fun.
JAE's FORGOTTEN SEASON
I watched Jae's Forgotten Season performance on Youtube. It's awesome! Awesome! Awesome!!
Although he looked tired, he's still awesome!!!
YOU ROCK, JAE!!!!
but u looked tired, when u're over with 4th album's promotion and is thinking of having vacation, you can always come to Terengganu, Jae! Tell Yunho too!! Here, he can get a natural tanning (so he doesn't have to go to the tanning salon anymore!*see, a great way to save money, ain't it?)
But be careful not to overdo it!!! Or else Cassie might not recognize him anymore!!AHAHAHA
ROKKUGO JAPANESE MV
The MV is out! the japanese version of Rokkugo is pretty ok. AND- PARK JUNGSOO IS EXTREMELY FINE IN THE MV!!!
HE IS DAZZLINGLY PRETTY/BEAUTIFUL/GORGEOUS!!!!
GYAAAAAA!!! HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THIS GUY????
T.T
The saddest of all
I know who killed me
Despite of the amount of violent and disturbing scenes in the movie, i found it intensely sad. it might get a lot of worse awards nominations, but as psycho as it is, it still peculiarly tugged at my heartstring.
the saddest love in the world
In this world, do you know what is the saddest love?
the one moment that i still feel like a dream is when I first saw them. I was metres away, but we could all see them so clearly. It was surreal. It felt like a dream, a dream so real, it hurts.
Right there, I saw them.
Right there, he came out. He was the very first person that I saw, though i've expected it.
And seeing him in real life is beyond my expectation.
I thought it would never happen.
But I really did see him.
And he was beyond extraordinary. He was PRETTY beyond words. His SMILE was even brighter than the sun.
I wanted to cry, and I wanted to laugh.
I came because of my love for them. For him.
And it pained how much that LOVE hurt me. then. and now.
Despite of the amount of violent and disturbing scenes in the movie, i found it intensely sad. it might get a lot of worse awards nominations, but as psycho as it is, it still peculiarly tugged at my heartstring.
the saddest love in the world
In this world, do you know what is the saddest love?
the one moment that i still feel like a dream is when I first saw them. I was metres away, but we could all see them so clearly. It was surreal. It felt like a dream, a dream so real, it hurts.
Right there, I saw them.
Right there, he came out. He was the very first person that I saw, though i've expected it.
And seeing him in real life is beyond my expectation.
I thought it would never happen.
But I really did see him.
And he was beyond extraordinary. He was PRETTY beyond words. His SMILE was even brighter than the sun.
I wanted to cry, and I wanted to laugh.
I came because of my love for them. For him.
And it pained how much that LOVE hurt me. then. and now.
yesterday I watched Eagle Eye. It's awesome. there was never a dull moment. great movie!yes! i borrowed diba's cd yesterday 'pathology' but after less than 5 minutes, i stopped watching. cuz it's so disgusting!blood, blood, blood and some more blood..urgh..
oh, n today i watched Factory Girl episode 2. n at the end of the show, in the preview for the next episode, they have to invite celebrities as guests for the ELLE GIRL party..n i sort of heard Sica suggested DBSK!!!whoaaa!!! I hope it's true!! It'll be really awesome if DBSK really become the guests!!!
but- there's no YOONA in episode 2 of Factory Girl T.T (I guess she's busy filming her drama *sighs*)
oh, n today i watched Factory Girl episode 2. n at the end of the show, in the preview for the next episode, they have to invite celebrities as guests for the ELLE GIRL party..n i sort of heard Sica suggested DBSK!!!whoaaa!!! I hope it's true!! It'll be really awesome if DBSK really become the guests!!!
but- there's no YOONA in episode 2 of Factory Girl T.T (I guess she's busy filming her drama *sighs*)
Going Out~
I'm back in Shah Alam. So today Nad and I went out, at first we planned to go swimming but since she forgot her house key, so she couldn't get her swimming suit, so we just went out - u know, going to the mall.
We went to PKNS and SACC! And Oh! I had Coffee Beans Ice Blended Mocha today!!! yay!!! but after that, my throat's started hurting. Too much sugar?? Even after I drank a bottle of mineral water, it still feels so urgh! i should drink some more water!
SNSD - Girls Go To School
oH, AND TODAY I watched SNSD's Girls Go To School!! It was really fun! I watched the first two episodes and then Nad came, and so I loaded episode 3, 4, and 5 and paused them before going out. When we got back we continued watching!
I've watched 5 episodes so far! 4 more to go! Hwaiting!!
So far, I really LOVE the show!!! I'm starting to REALLY REALLY LOVE the girls after watching the show!!!How can I not LOVE them? They're so adorable!
Ok, so once I didn't like them. Especially Yoona. Should I say I HATED HER back then? But she didn't even do anything to me. And after a while, I didn't really care about SNSD whatsoever.
And then, after a while, when was it? I guess when I watched Haptic CF the girls did with DBSK that I began to like them. (Not that because it's with DBSK and not Suju, thus I was happy *cuz back then I was not a DBSK fan)
But they really are too cute in the CF with their DBSK oppas!!And that was when I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOONA!!! After that I searched for her videos on Youtube and then I watched several videos of her and Sica and the two of them started getting me interested in SNSD.
But I just like the two of them. And only recently, I REALLY GET INTO THE GROUP. I mean the whole group of SNSD, not just the two - Yoona and Sica. It was after I watched Factory Girl. And from that show, I began to like every single one of them.
And then, I went to Soshified and started posting cuz I wanted to download their subbed videos in HQ. And then I watched Girls Go To School, and I began to learn more baout the girls and their hardships before their debut etc.
AND NOW, I REALLY REALLY LOVE SEO NYUH SHI DAE!!!!
ANTIS, give the girls some space..
I soo think all the antis should watch GIRLS GO TO SCHOOL!!
Seriously, the girls work really hard and practise like MAD and all the antis do is BASH??Maybe they did mistakes whatsoever, but who didn't? Even my no.1 idol - Suju and DBSK did too, but somehow when it comes to their idols, they would defend them but when it comes to the girls, they would just BASH and there's like no space for forgiveness at all. *This goes for all fans in general*
For god's sake, they are still young. They have yet a lot more to learn. Give them some space and chance! If you don't do mistakes, you'll never learn.
And yeah, all the complaints about them being plastic girls (cuz of surgery etc)Tho' i don't know how much that one is true, but even if they did have it, so what? I think other idols did too, and they didn't bash cuz it's their idols. lol.
Ok, i don't mean it in a bad way, just - you know, they're not as bad as you think they are. Get to know them and you'll eventually love them.
Oh, I'm starting to get really EMO now. I guess I should stop, hahahaha. But from now on, I will CHEER for the girls!
SNSD, HWAITING!!! UNNI WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU!!! ^___^
We went to PKNS and SACC! And Oh! I had Coffee Beans Ice Blended Mocha today!!! yay!!! but after that, my throat's started hurting. Too much sugar?? Even after I drank a bottle of mineral water, it still feels so urgh! i should drink some more water!
SNSD - Girls Go To School
oH, AND TODAY I watched SNSD's Girls Go To School!! It was really fun! I watched the first two episodes and then Nad came, and so I loaded episode 3, 4, and 5 and paused them before going out. When we got back we continued watching!
I've watched 5 episodes so far! 4 more to go! Hwaiting!!
So far, I really LOVE the show!!! I'm starting to REALLY REALLY LOVE the girls after watching the show!!!How can I not LOVE them? They're so adorable!
Ok, so once I didn't like them. Especially Yoona. Should I say I HATED HER back then? But she didn't even do anything to me. And after a while, I didn't really care about SNSD whatsoever.
And then, after a while, when was it? I guess when I watched Haptic CF the girls did with DBSK that I began to like them. (Not that because it's with DBSK and not Suju, thus I was happy *cuz back then I was not a DBSK fan)
But they really are too cute in the CF with their DBSK oppas!!And that was when I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOONA!!! After that I searched for her videos on Youtube and then I watched several videos of her and Sica and the two of them started getting me interested in SNSD.
But I just like the two of them. And only recently, I REALLY GET INTO THE GROUP. I mean the whole group of SNSD, not just the two - Yoona and Sica. It was after I watched Factory Girl. And from that show, I began to like every single one of them.
And then, I went to Soshified and started posting cuz I wanted to download their subbed videos in HQ. And then I watched Girls Go To School, and I began to learn more baout the girls and their hardships before their debut etc.
AND NOW, I REALLY REALLY LOVE SEO NYUH SHI DAE!!!!
ANTIS, give the girls some space..
I soo think all the antis should watch GIRLS GO TO SCHOOL!!
Seriously, the girls work really hard and practise like MAD and all the antis do is BASH??Maybe they did mistakes whatsoever, but who didn't? Even my no.1 idol - Suju and DBSK did too, but somehow when it comes to their idols, they would defend them but when it comes to the girls, they would just BASH and there's like no space for forgiveness at all. *This goes for all fans in general*
For god's sake, they are still young. They have yet a lot more to learn. Give them some space and chance! If you don't do mistakes, you'll never learn.
And yeah, all the complaints about them being plastic girls (cuz of surgery etc)Tho' i don't know how much that one is true, but even if they did have it, so what? I think other idols did too, and they didn't bash cuz it's their idols. lol.
Ok, i don't mean it in a bad way, just - you know, they're not as bad as you think they are. Get to know them and you'll eventually love them.
Oh, I'm starting to get really EMO now. I guess I should stop, hahahaha. But from now on, I will CHEER for the girls!
SNSD, HWAITING!!! UNNI WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU!!! ^___^
Hyukjae's smiley top! I wanttttt!!!!
I want that long sleeve Hyuk's wearing!!! It's so cute!!! One big smiley!!! And most importantly Hyukjae's wearing it!!! He looks so adorable!!! T.T Hyukjae, i want one!!!!
I found a similar one at girlsholic.co.kr, but i couldnt understand what it said there except the price is 24,00 won (RM64.38), plus i dun do online shopping!!! whyyyy?? *cries*
I WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!
We Got Married featuring Eeteuk and Hyukjae
YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Teukie and Hyukjae are on We Got Married this week!!! AHHHHHHH *spazzes*
I watched it!
I watched it!
I watched it!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
They got tricked by Alex! Alex told Teukie that Shin Ae wanted to meet them. And Teukie bluntly believed him and went to their house only to find that they had to babysit four babies!!!!
They were so loud!
Hyukjae was so funny! He swung the baby to make her stop crying! Wahahahaha!! And his pauses n weird poses to silence the crying baby are just too cute!! Wahahahaha, can he get more adorable? Hyukkie - ya, I so love you!!!!
While Teukie just sat, talking to Alex as he watched Hyukie's attempt to stop the crying baby!!! Oh, bad hyung! how could you just watch Hyukie TRYING ALONE???
But after that he, too tried to help with the babies! And the baby cried!!! Wahahahaha!!! His frustration face was too damn cute!!!
Leader-ssi, I think u have to try harder!!!
And then, the episode ended!
Their screentime was so short!!! But the babysitting will continue next week!!! YAY!!!!! ANOTHER EPISODE OF WE GOT MARRIED WITH TEUKIE AND HYUK!!!!! YAHHHHH!!!!
TOO GOOD!!! TOO GOOD!!!!!
OH, did i say Hyukie was adorable?? Oh, I did!!! But he really was/is!!!!
HYUKJAEEEEEE, DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU??? AHHHHHH!!!!
Teukie and Hyukjae are on We Got Married this week!!! AHHHHHHH *spazzes*
I watched it!
I watched it!
I watched it!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
They got tricked by Alex! Alex told Teukie that Shin Ae wanted to meet them. And Teukie bluntly believed him and went to their house only to find that they had to babysit four babies!!!!
They were so loud!
Hyukjae was so funny! He swung the baby to make her stop crying! Wahahahaha!! And his pauses n weird poses to silence the crying baby are just too cute!! Wahahahaha, can he get more adorable? Hyukkie - ya, I so love you!!!!
While Teukie just sat, talking to Alex as he watched Hyukie's attempt to stop the crying baby!!! Oh, bad hyung! how could you just watch Hyukie TRYING ALONE???
But after that he, too tried to help with the babies! And the baby cried!!! Wahahahaha!!! His frustration face was too damn cute!!!
Leader-ssi, I think u have to try harder!!!
And then, the episode ended!
Their screentime was so short!!! But the babysitting will continue next week!!! YAY!!!!! ANOTHER EPISODE OF WE GOT MARRIED WITH TEUKIE AND HYUK!!!!! YAHHHHH!!!!
TOO GOOD!!! TOO GOOD!!!!!
OH, did i say Hyukie was adorable?? Oh, I did!!! But he really was/is!!!!
HYUKJAEEEEEE, DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU??? AHHHHHH!!!!
BYE BYE FATS!!
I lost another kg today. So now, I have lost a total of 6 kg in 3 weeks. Good job!!! Syabbas beti!!! *congratulates self*
And oh, I used Happy Abs on my thighs today ( after such a long time!) and after the third time, the blood vein sort of burst inside the skin? it was all red, but it didn't bleed.
I wonder why it happened?
So after that, I read the manual and it said u can't use it for more than 30 minutes non-stop. err, i think i used it for more than 1 hour non-stop. O.o
SHOULD I -
a. slap myself for being st****pid.
b.pretend that no stupidity ever occured.
i think the answer is quite obvious, yes? how can i hurt my nice and beautiful skin??? WAHAHAHA
AND OHHHH~~
I dreamt of Coffee Beans' Ice Blended Mocha again last night! For the 4th time, now! Whyyyyyy?? Do you have to even haunt me in my sleep??? NOOOOOOO!!!
SOMEBODY!!!BUY ME THAT DAMN ICE BLENDED PURLIZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!*cries bloodtears*
and again, I DREAMT ABOUT GOING BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????
Obviously it's a dream that can never come true!!!!
I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! BUT NOT AS A TEACHER! I WANT TO BE A STUDENT, AGAIN. SEE, IT'S SO IMPOSSIBLE, ISN'T IT??
AM I DEPRESSED OR IS IT NORMAL TO FEEL THIS WAY??
I'M NOT INSANE, AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
SOMEBODY, ANSWER ME!!!!!!
And oh, I used Happy Abs on my thighs today ( after such a long time!) and after the third time, the blood vein sort of burst inside the skin? it was all red, but it didn't bleed.
I wonder why it happened?
So after that, I read the manual and it said u can't use it for more than 30 minutes non-stop. err, i think i used it for more than 1 hour non-stop. O.o
SHOULD I -
a. slap myself for being st****pid.
b.pretend that no stupidity ever occured.
i think the answer is quite obvious, yes? how can i hurt my nice and beautiful skin??? WAHAHAHA
AND OHHHH~~
I dreamt of Coffee Beans' Ice Blended Mocha again last night! For the 4th time, now! Whyyyyyy?? Do you have to even haunt me in my sleep??? NOOOOOOO!!!
SOMEBODY!!!BUY ME THAT DAMN ICE BLENDED PURLIZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!*cries bloodtears*
and again, I DREAMT ABOUT GOING BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????
Obviously it's a dream that can never come true!!!!
I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! BUT NOT AS A TEACHER! I WANT TO BE A STUDENT, AGAIN. SEE, IT'S SO IMPOSSIBLE, ISN'T IT??
AM I DEPRESSED OR IS IT NORMAL TO FEEL THIS WAY??
I'M NOT INSANE, AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
AM I?
SOMEBODY, ANSWER ME!!!!!!
finally, 50 posts!
my head ached so bad! today, i made 40 + plus posts on soshified.
im soo going crazy!!!! the reason for so many posts? so that i can access the sub download section cuz i wanted to download HQ Factory Girl! and also the Girls Go To School episode. But now i can't find the Girls Go To School episodes!lol. I guess, I'll find them later!! My brain is way too tired now!
My posts are mostly at Sica and Yoona personal threads! lol. cuz these two are my favs in SNSD! I think i love Yoona more? idk. but i love these two the most! I can't wait for Episode 2 of Factory Girl! I hope Yoona doesnt have to leave so early to film her drama!
OK, that's it. I'm tired. Will continue sometime tomorrow? Ahh, k, nite!!!
im soo going crazy!!!! the reason for so many posts? so that i can access the sub download section cuz i wanted to download HQ Factory Girl! and also the Girls Go To School episode. But now i can't find the Girls Go To School episodes!lol. I guess, I'll find them later!! My brain is way too tired now!
My posts are mostly at Sica and Yoona personal threads! lol. cuz these two are my favs in SNSD! I think i love Yoona more? idk. but i love these two the most! I can't wait for Episode 2 of Factory Girl! I hope Yoona doesnt have to leave so early to film her drama!
OK, that's it. I'm tired. Will continue sometime tomorrow? Ahh, k, nite!!!
Factory Girl featuring SNSD
From left : Yuri, Sunny, Jessica, Taeyeon, Yoona
From left: Sooyoung, Hyoyeon, Tiffany, Seohyun
Oh, I love the show sooo much!! Factory Girl is a new reality show by SNSD a.k.a Girl's Generation. It's a mix of Devil Wears Prada + reality TV. Gosh! I love it.
Tho' the managing director of ELLE Girl was not mean like Miranda in Devil Wears Prada but she didn't go easy on the girls either! But i think she's kinda nice, in many ways!
The girls are really lucky to get to work as editors at ELLE Girl! And they're so pretty!!
Before this I only knew a bit of Sica, Fany, Yuri and Soo Young. But watching the show, I learn a lot of things about them. Especially Sunny, Fany, Hyoyeon and magnae SeoHyun. Taeyeon, as well( I used to hate her cause of Taesu scandal, but I've just learnt her adorable side and how could I hate the ever so dorky Taengoo??lol) and Sunny, she's so easygoing? she's brave, too. ahh, she just grows on me. Hyoyeon and magnae, i didnt learn that much yet about them but yeah, i'm loving all nine of them.
And at the end of episode 1 of Factory Girl, ELLE Girl's management gave them their own working place! plus some welcome gifts! (what else? of course it's a whole wardrobe of awesome clothes, shoes,bags, make-ups) wow!!the girls are really really lucky!!! BUT THEY DESERVE IT! SERIOUSLY!!
Gosh, I'm so gonna download the show!
TILL THEN, FIGHTING GIRLS!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
It's boring! Boring! Boringggggggggggggggggg!!!!Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
I want Eclipse! Breaking Dawn! Coffee Beans' Ice Blended Mocha!!!
I want to watch Antique 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn sore throat!! Damn flu! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I want Eclipse! Breaking Dawn! Coffee Beans' Ice Blended Mocha!!!
I want to watch Antique 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn sore throat!! Damn flu! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Vampires again
My throat hurts. Just right after I swallowed 2 paracetamol, I felt like my throat was on fire. I didn't know if those painkillers were the ones that burned my throat. And even after drinking a lot of water, my throat still hurt!
And - I'm still sick!
I'm Twilight-deprived. I really want to read Eclipse and Breaking Dawn but arghh! Are they sold here? I don't know when I will be going to town again.
Oh, and I saw a pic of Jae's intro at Music Bank today! He reminded me so much of Edward Cullen! I think if they're ever going to film Twilight, the Asian version, Jae would so perfectly fit the role!
I think I saw a lot of people who looked like vampires..
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I guess I read too much Twilight..
sidenote:
i checked suju thread at soompi just now and Jungsoo is still as beautiful as ever! ^___^
I LIKE DBSK BUT I LOVE PARK JUNGSOO! ^^
And - I'm still sick!
I'm Twilight-deprived. I really want to read Eclipse and Breaking Dawn but arghh! Are they sold here? I don't know when I will be going to town again.
Oh, and I saw a pic of Jae's intro at Music Bank today! He reminded me so much of Edward Cullen! I think if they're ever going to film Twilight, the Asian version, Jae would so perfectly fit the role!
I think I saw a lot of people who looked like vampires..
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I guess I read too much Twilight..
sidenote:
i checked suju thread at soompi just now and Jungsoo is still as beautiful as ever! ^___^
I LIKE DBSK BUT I LOVE PARK JUNGSOO! ^^
I'm so HOTT (cuz of fever, that is)
I've been down with fever, flu (and all those things that usually come in package when u get sick) for the past 3 days.
Though on that day I came home, I've already got a flu, but the house was not as hot as it used to be. Padi was sick, too. But the day she got well, I took her place on the sickbed. It was sudden. I still wonder how that contributed to making it worse.
I have a hypothesis though, on what caused it. And it was pretty superstitious. Lol.
Not that it matter so much tho'.(I refuse to believe it, that's why)
Like everyone else on this planet, I'm addicted to the Twilight Series!!! I didn't know there could be another series that could get me hooked like Harry Potter. Even Harry Potter doesn't seem that much interesting now.
I've read Twilight and New Moon. I've yet to read Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I wonder if they're sold here, in this little town.
Though on that day I came home, I've already got a flu, but the house was not as hot as it used to be. Padi was sick, too. But the day she got well, I took her place on the sickbed. It was sudden. I still wonder how that contributed to making it worse.
I have a hypothesis though, on what caused it. And it was pretty superstitious. Lol.
Not that it matter so much tho'.(I refuse to believe it, that's why)
Like everyone else on this planet, I'm addicted to the Twilight Series!!! I didn't know there could be another series that could get me hooked like Harry Potter. Even Harry Potter doesn't seem that much interesting now.
I've read Twilight and New Moon. I've yet to read Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I wonder if they're sold here, in this little town.
The Gods are making their COMEBACK!
It's DBSK's comeback today, at SBS Inkigayo. I woke up late but still, it wasn't time for the performance yet but I didn't bother to check it out LIVE on tvants cause I knew already it would be buffering all day long and at the end i would just end up cursing tvants, so it's better i stayed out of it. plus the quality sucks! So as always, i just waited for a few more hours till someone uploaded the download link.
i'm downloading it right now *smiles*
Frankly I can't really decide my fav out of the 5. I liked Junsu best, but sometimes I liked Jaejoong better, so really, it's hard to pick. But out of the 5, the 86-line (Junsu, Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun) appeal the most to me. Maybe I'm just biased, lol.
If you've noticed, lately I didn't keep tab that much on SJ. Maybe because it gets more and more tiring. And stressful too. I even neglected Jungsoo.
I could've just given up on them. Idk. For now, I don't really feel like I have the same enthusiasm that I used to have towards them anymore. Just a couple of weeks away, I feel like I don't know them anymore.
Idk in future though. I might be back to worshipping them. But as far as I'm concerned, the feeling would never be the same again. I have this feeling that I could never LOVE them as much as I DID in the past.
That time was over.
i'm downloading it right now *smiles*
Frankly I can't really decide my fav out of the 5. I liked Junsu best, but sometimes I liked Jaejoong better, so really, it's hard to pick. But out of the 5, the 86-line (Junsu, Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun) appeal the most to me. Maybe I'm just biased, lol.
If you've noticed, lately I didn't keep tab that much on SJ. Maybe because it gets more and more tiring. And stressful too. I even neglected Jungsoo.
I could've just given up on them. Idk. For now, I don't really feel like I have the same enthusiasm that I used to have towards them anymore. Just a couple of weeks away, I feel like I don't know them anymore.
Idk in future though. I might be back to worshipping them. But as far as I'm concerned, the feeling would never be the same again. I have this feeling that I could never LOVE them as much as I DID in the past.
That time was over.
Missing school days!
Joyce texted me. Farizuan added me on Myspace. I added Prashan on my Friendster. I wrote a comment to Nizam and he commented me back at Myspace. And a few days ago, Soriana texted me!
I MISS MY STUDENTS!!! Seriously!
I MISS SMK TAMAN SRI MUDA!
I was so touched when they added me on FS,MS and texted me! I really really miss them! I hope they're doing well.
I really would LOVE to see them again. But yeah, I don't know when that will happen.
I MISS MY STUDENTS!!! Seriously!
I MISS SMK TAMAN SRI MUDA!
I was so touched when they added me on FS,MS and texted me! I really really miss them! I hope they're doing well.
I really would LOVE to see them again. But yeah, I don't know when that will happen.
Anticipating Holiday + Vampire
In 3 days, I'll be off for holiday! Yayness! I can't wait to get back home.
I bought Twilight by Stephenie Meyer 2 days ago! I haven't finished it yet, but so far I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE BOOK! EDWARD CULLEN reminds me a lot of JAEJOONG! Inhumanly beautiful!I like the description!
Vampire is quite a popular word nowadays. When Nikki said she thought she fell in love with a vampire, i was like O.o
But the vampire is Edward Cullen, so it's understandable!
and then I read Twilight, n of course Twilight = vampire!
and Dan described to me of a certain somebody who kinda looked like a vampire. lol.
ahahaha.
Hmm..when I get back home, I soooo need to bury myself in English books! lol. So that I'll improve my English and maybe, I can reduce my usage of dictionary while chatting on MSN with Kak June. Her English is just so flawless that I feel so tensed up just trying to type replies on MSN cuz i got nervous - of d typos n my grammatical error etc. plus her choice of words are often awesome vocabs that I never even knew existed!
lol. I am so pathetic, ain't I?
I still need to work on my AE! I want it to be flawlessly perfect. I mean my English. Is it possible? T.T
I need to sleep now.
but - ahhh!! Twilight's tempting me! hahaha. I guess i'll read Twilight first before going to bed. till then, nite ^^
I bought Twilight by Stephenie Meyer 2 days ago! I haven't finished it yet, but so far I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE BOOK! EDWARD CULLEN reminds me a lot of JAEJOONG! Inhumanly beautiful!I like the description!
Vampire is quite a popular word nowadays. When Nikki said she thought she fell in love with a vampire, i was like O.o
But the vampire is Edward Cullen, so it's understandable!
and then I read Twilight, n of course Twilight = vampire!
and Dan described to me of a certain somebody who kinda looked like a vampire. lol.
ahahaha.
Hmm..when I get back home, I soooo need to bury myself in English books! lol. So that I'll improve my English and maybe, I can reduce my usage of dictionary while chatting on MSN with Kak June. Her English is just so flawless that I feel so tensed up just trying to type replies on MSN cuz i got nervous - of d typos n my grammatical error etc. plus her choice of words are often awesome vocabs that I never even knew existed!
lol. I am so pathetic, ain't I?
I still need to work on my AE! I want it to be flawlessly perfect. I mean my English. Is it possible? T.T
I need to sleep now.
but - ahhh!! Twilight's tempting me! hahaha. I guess i'll read Twilight first before going to bed. till then, nite ^^
posting again..
I've been posting at my LJ. cuz i hated this blog's layout!lol.i've changed d layout tho' *lol*i should've changed it then, why didn't it cross my mind? pabo! durh!
Gaia left Suju thread..
T.T
T.T
T.T
I misunderstood her twice. Pabo! Nae, when are u going to start being smart? T.T
I feel so bad about it T.T
So many things are going on. These days, going to Soompi really makes me sick. There's always some ppl who always try to argue with others and those who frown for no reason. It's sick!
So I usually skip all the spazzing or comments posts and just read the cyworld translations or news or the youtube links and then leave.
And for the past few days, i've been stalking DBSK thread, lol, i think even ppl at that thread, know how to respect other users!but some ppl just think they're soo 'something' just because they post everyday?urgh!
Being at DBSK thread is so much fun. ^^
Gaia left Suju thread..
T.T
T.T
T.T
I misunderstood her twice. Pabo! Nae, when are u going to start being smart? T.T
I feel so bad about it T.T
So many things are going on. These days, going to Soompi really makes me sick. There's always some ppl who always try to argue with others and those who frown for no reason. It's sick!
So I usually skip all the spazzing or comments posts and just read the cyworld translations or news or the youtube links and then leave.
And for the past few days, i've been stalking DBSK thread, lol, i think even ppl at that thread, know how to respect other users!but some ppl just think they're soo 'something' just because they post everyday?urgh!
Being at DBSK thread is so much fun. ^^
Happyness of holiday.
it's holiday. i get to sleep. n rest.n laze away. n indulge happily in suju.hehe.isn't it great?
teuk's been working out! he has abs n muscles!i'm so happy!lol. i always wish he would have muscles like jaejoong's.lol.jaejoong's muscles are d best.
but at least, teuk's not d skinny boney teuk anymore.i was so afraid bcuz he seemed so fragile.but now, seeing those muscles, i'm glad dat he's healthy. but he always get himself injured.
get well soon n pls be more careful, teuk oppa.
i'm happy as hell cuz of him! PJS, u're my chunsa!
teuk's been working out! he has abs n muscles!i'm so happy!lol. i always wish he would have muscles like jaejoong's.lol.jaejoong's muscles are d best.
but at least, teuk's not d skinny boney teuk anymore.i was so afraid bcuz he seemed so fragile.but now, seeing those muscles, i'm glad dat he's healthy. but he always get himself injured.
get well soon n pls be more careful, teuk oppa.
i'm happy as hell cuz of him! PJS, u're my chunsa!
Weekend : Sick or School
Weekend again. But it never feels like weekend anymore. if i'm lucky, i'll have two days off, but lately, i've been unlucky. i usually have Sunday for myself. But Saturday, sometimes, there is school.
This semester, even during the days off, i couldn't really enjoy it. Because of all the weekends i have so far, 80% of it, was spent being sick! i get sick a lot lately. too much for a normal person. is it making up for all the past years i've been healthy and strong?i dun know.
I HATE BEING SICK.
lately the two major sickness would be either the allergy or the stomach ache. The allergy is bad. and the stomachache is terrible. today, i'm sick, again, with stomach ache.
I HATE THIS STOMACH ACHE!
My premonition tells me that SHE IS GOING TO FAIL ME!! i've seen all the signs~ can't she make my life better? too many bad luck this semester! i'd rather die than fail my practicum n do it again next semester.i ahte my life. why is it so bad? TT.TT
This semester, even during the days off, i couldn't really enjoy it. Because of all the weekends i have so far, 80% of it, was spent being sick! i get sick a lot lately. too much for a normal person. is it making up for all the past years i've been healthy and strong?i dun know.
I HATE BEING SICK.
lately the two major sickness would be either the allergy or the stomach ache. The allergy is bad. and the stomachache is terrible. today, i'm sick, again, with stomach ache.
I HATE THIS STOMACH ACHE!
My premonition tells me that SHE IS GOING TO FAIL ME!! i've seen all the signs~ can't she make my life better? too many bad luck this semester! i'd rather die than fail my practicum n do it again next semester.i ahte my life. why is it so bad? TT.TT
Emo Nae VS Emo Teuk
i've become like Teuk, so emo! lol. i guess, dat's a similarity we both share..
Jungsoo, have u been emo lately? lol. i've been quite emo lately. the other day, jungsoo changed his cyworld layout(hopefully it was jungsoo) and guess what? it's d same as the phone theme i downloaded weeks before!
OMG! is this fate?ahahaha.maybe it was just a coincidence! but dat makes me so happy i smiled like an idiot! it's d 'say you love me' pink layout!kekeke..
i'm back to LOVING JUNGSOO MODE again.hehe.
hyukjae is still the best sweetheart ever! cuz he was so damn adorable and he was such a sweetheart at genting!lol. i love you hyukjae! pls dun ever change that down-to-earth attitude!
today it feels better, i'm starting to accept and forgive the bitterness in Genting. I'm back to LOVING SUJU again. and LOVING JUNGSOO. I am ELF, oppa, so i will continue to support and protect you! Super Junior Hwaiting!!!
i will definitely go to SUPER SHOW KL!! next time, i'll welcome them at KLIA.
today, i got school. well, everyday, i have school. i mean, today's morning, i went for mini sukan..it was fun. ok, well, the school isn't that bad. it's just me, being all emo. actually once i was at school, it was actually fine.
still, i can't wait for practicum to be over, because practicum is so tiring.
Jungsoo, have u been emo lately? lol. i've been quite emo lately. the other day, jungsoo changed his cyworld layout(hopefully it was jungsoo) and guess what? it's d same as the phone theme i downloaded weeks before!
OMG! is this fate?ahahaha.maybe it was just a coincidence! but dat makes me so happy i smiled like an idiot! it's d 'say you love me' pink layout!kekeke..
i'm back to LOVING JUNGSOO MODE again.hehe.
hyukjae is still the best sweetheart ever! cuz he was so damn adorable and he was such a sweetheart at genting!lol. i love you hyukjae! pls dun ever change that down-to-earth attitude!
today it feels better, i'm starting to accept and forgive the bitterness in Genting. I'm back to LOVING SUJU again. and LOVING JUNGSOO. I am ELF, oppa, so i will continue to support and protect you! Super Junior Hwaiting!!!
i will definitely go to SUPER SHOW KL!! next time, i'll welcome them at KLIA.
today, i got school. well, everyday, i have school. i mean, today's morning, i went for mini sukan..it was fun. ok, well, the school isn't that bad. it's just me, being all emo. actually once i was at school, it was actually fine.
still, i can't wait for practicum to be over, because practicum is so tiring.
my life is bitter.
it feels lonely. now that suju broke my heart, i feel even more lonely. i'm alone in this house. there's a lot of people, but then, i'm alone.
everyday, waking up to school. it feels lonely and empty. i dun enjoy teaching. i dun enjoy going to school. i dun enjoy my life.
i want to go back. and forget about the bitterness of these past months. and forget about super junior that i met in Genting.
i want to sleep as much as i can, and spend time with my family at home. and just see those little kids playing. i miss them. i'll buy them chocolates when i get back later. and i'll watch tv and play with them too.ahhh~~i miss them so much.
and find time to relax and write fanfic of suju.*i won't give up yet being a fan!* and read yaoi manga. i miss reading yaoi manga.
at least hyukjae is still adorable. hyukjae-ya ^_^
i need to stop here.nite.
everyday, waking up to school. it feels lonely and empty. i dun enjoy teaching. i dun enjoy going to school. i dun enjoy my life.
i want to go back. and forget about the bitterness of these past months. and forget about super junior that i met in Genting.
i want to sleep as much as i can, and spend time with my family at home. and just see those little kids playing. i miss them. i'll buy them chocolates when i get back later. and i'll watch tv and play with them too.ahhh~~i miss them so much.
and find time to relax and write fanfic of suju.*i won't give up yet being a fan!* and read yaoi manga. i miss reading yaoi manga.
at least hyukjae is still adorable. hyukjae-ya ^_^
i need to stop here.nite.
Shattered impression
I liked Super Junior. No. I loved them. i loved them so much that i took every chance i had just to be able to be a step closer to them.
and then came the day.
august 2, 2008.
it was d day that i hoped for once i would get to see the boys.
it was d day that i hoped i would see eeteuk.
it was d day that i hoped i would see them as how they were on tv, on radio, on shows.
and it was dat day, everything shattered.
what had gone wrong? was it me? was it us malaysian fans? or was it them?
i waited in d cold for two hours minus another hour i spent running here and there just to see them. and only 3 hours later i got to see them.
3 hours wouldn't matter so much to me.
i would wait for another hour or hours more if i had to, just as long as i get to see them.
and then they showed up.
but what did we, fans get for waiting hours in d cold??
except for hyuk and siwon who smiled and waved at us, others didn't even bother to look at us.
i am quite dissappointed with eeteuk.
he was d first to come out. and he went straight into the car. he only looked at ELFs when he was in d car.
but at least he smiled.
and then heenim, he only stared. couldn't he at least smiled or smirked, like he always did to ELFs??
i dun know about the others. but seriously, i dun remember others waving and smiling except d two.
except for hyuk n siwon, my impression of other members were shattered. n d magnae line too. is that how they really are in real-life? do they really appreciate fans? idk.
i dunno what to believe anymore. oppa, was it dat hard to just smile?
but still, i'm a fan. am i stupid? whatever.
and then came the day.
august 2, 2008.
it was d day that i hoped for once i would get to see the boys.
it was d day that i hoped i would see eeteuk.
it was d day that i hoped i would see them as how they were on tv, on radio, on shows.
and it was dat day, everything shattered.
what had gone wrong? was it me? was it us malaysian fans? or was it them?
i waited in d cold for two hours minus another hour i spent running here and there just to see them. and only 3 hours later i got to see them.
3 hours wouldn't matter so much to me.
i would wait for another hour or hours more if i had to, just as long as i get to see them.
and then they showed up.
but what did we, fans get for waiting hours in d cold??
except for hyuk and siwon who smiled and waved at us, others didn't even bother to look at us.
i am quite dissappointed with eeteuk.
he was d first to come out. and he went straight into the car. he only looked at ELFs when he was in d car.
but at least he smiled.
and then heenim, he only stared. couldn't he at least smiled or smirked, like he always did to ELFs??
i dun know about the others. but seriously, i dun remember others waving and smiling except d two.
except for hyuk n siwon, my impression of other members were shattered. n d magnae line too. is that how they really are in real-life? do they really appreciate fans? idk.
i dunno what to believe anymore. oppa, was it dat hard to just smile?
but still, i'm a fan. am i stupid? whatever.
MY FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH SUJU!
Me and my fren, Dba arrived at about 1 pm at Genting..
at first we waited at d exit of Arena of Stars..
but we were told they had finished rehearsal..
and gone back to the hotel..
and then we saw Jared Leto coming out!
he's so handsome!!!
so we went back to the hotel..
me and my friend and fellow ELFs waited outside the hotel.
a group of ELFs are putting up blue balloons.
i met fellow ELFs there and we talked
and some of d ELFs were from hongkong,netherlands etc.
i was standing right in d center, directly facing the Hotel's entrance.
But it got more crowded and i moved towards the right side and joined with aisyah and raihan..
diba stayed at d center to take videos..
we waited and at about 4pm, more securities were guarding the entrance of d hotel
and vans and mercedes,and all the big cars started arriving at d hotel.
we waited for SUPER JUNIOR..
and then we saw some artists coming out,
we strained our neck to see, hoping that it will be SUPER JUNIOR but it's not.
It's Pussycat Dolls.But we screamed anyway and they waved at us.
and then after a while, we saw the stylist noona of SUJU!!
and we screamed!!! well, idk if they're d stylist noona,
but they brought the don't don outfits
and waited in front of the hotel for the van.
and not long after that, SUJU CAME OUT!!!
and everybody screamed!!!
as i expected, EETEUK was d first to come out!!!
i felt like my brain stopped functioning when i saw him.
for a while i felt like is this real?really?!
AND YES!! HE'S REAL!!! and OMFG!!!
he looks so so so PRETTY and HANDSOME!!!and REAL!!!
he looks both PRETTY and MANLY and idk, what's d word????
lol! HE'S PERFECT!!!!!
he entered the first car.
and then i saw HYUKJAE behind him!
he stopped and looked at ELFs and waved at us!!!
*gyaaaa!!!omg,i was so nervous when he smiled!*
HYUKJAE is SO SO SO GORGEOUS TOO!!
i was like what the heck??
he looks even more GORGEOUS and HOTTER in REAL-LIFE!
and then i saw someone next to hyukjae and i looked..
could dat be yesung? and yes, it was YESUNG!
but he looked kinda different! i didn't recognize him!lol.
maybe it's because of his short hair?
just when i started to recognize him, he got inside the car.
so i didn't really get a good look of him.
and then i shifted my eyes to the second car and i saw KANGIN was standing,
trying to focus on getting in the car.
he looks bigger than in pictures. well, a bit chubby but still, HE'S HANDSOME!!
gyaa!!! i wish i could look at him longer but he got inside the car after that.
and right behind him was SIWON!!!!ahhh~~*screams*
ok, frankly, siwon is not my fav. as in soo not my fav.
but he totally makes me fall in love with his charm at Genting!!!!
HE'S TALL AND SOOOO HANDSOME!!! as in DROP DEAD HANDSOME!
i don't know if it's just me but taht's what i thought when i saw him.
and my head kept chanting OMG HE'S SO HANDSOME, HE'S SO HANDSOME, HE'S SO HANDSOME!!
he was standing behind kangin.
unlike others, he didn't enter the car straight away, instead,
he stood and looked at ELFs and smiled and waved at us!!!
*i was totally melting and i felt my face got so hot
(for a while, i didn't feel d coolness in Genting!)
OMG!!!!he's so totally charming!!!
i was totally stunned by his charm!
and then after he waved, i looked at the first car again,
and EETEUK was sitting by the window,
and he was looking at ELFs with a smile on his face. *melts*
and then i looked at the 2nd car and OMG!!!!!!
HEENIM!!!!
How could i forget about him?
he was sitting by the window in the 2nd car.
he had his hair tied up and OMG! OMG! OMG!!!
HE'S SOOOOOOOOO PRETTY!!
I SWEAR HE'S THE PRETTIEST GUY I'VE EVER SEEN!!!
HE'S SOOOOOOOOO DAMN PRETTY that my jaw dropped
and i was like damn! his skin is like porcelain!
he, too was looking at ELFs.
his eyes were so big and they looked even bigger when he looked at the elfs.
he didn't smile or wave, he just looked/stared at ELFS.
and then i shifted back to the 1st car and Eeteuk was still smiling. hehe..
and i then i spotted MING in d 1st car too. but i couldn't see him clearly..
and after everyone got in, d vans drove to d red carpet..
i didn't get to see Kyu, Ryeo, Hae, and Donghee
because everyone just walked straight inside the car,
and since there were too many of them, i didn't know who should i look at..lol.
but according to my friends, DONGHEE is VERY HANDSOME!
and he doesn't look as big as in the picture.
and one of my fren saw KYU and she said that he's SOOOO WHITE!!!
he was outside the car the longest because he didn't know which car to get in,
so he was like going back and forth between the 1st, 2nd and 3rd car..hahaha*sooo cute!*
BUT OVERALL, WHAT I CAN SAY ABOUT THEM IS, THEY ARE LIKE REAL-LIFE DOLLS!!
THEY'RE JUST TOO GORGEOUS AND THEY LOOK SOOO MUCH HANDSOME/PRETTIER IN REAL-LIFE
AND OH, DID I MENTION THEY LOOKED SOOOO WHITE??
*my fren even said they're like snow whites*
ok, well. that's all.. i;m happy i get to see them finally in real-life,
but i was kinda disappointed that they got in d car too fast,
and we didn't really get to see them well..
and i kinda wished some of them would looked at us and waved..
but never mind, maybe they were rushing..
NOTE:
at d hotel, fans were all behind the silver fence and there were guards everywhere
and the distance between d fence and SUJU was like 100 meter?
so, there's no grabbing/touching thingy happened when they came out to go to the red carpet.
at first we waited at d exit of Arena of Stars..
but we were told they had finished rehearsal..
and gone back to the hotel..
and then we saw Jared Leto coming out!
he's so handsome!!!
so we went back to the hotel..
me and my friend and fellow ELFs waited outside the hotel.
a group of ELFs are putting up blue balloons.
i met fellow ELFs there and we talked
and some of d ELFs were from hongkong,netherlands etc.
i was standing right in d center, directly facing the Hotel's entrance.
But it got more crowded and i moved towards the right side and joined with aisyah and raihan..
diba stayed at d center to take videos..
we waited and at about 4pm, more securities were guarding the entrance of d hotel
and vans and mercedes,and all the big cars started arriving at d hotel.
we waited for SUPER JUNIOR..
and then we saw some artists coming out,
we strained our neck to see, hoping that it will be SUPER JUNIOR but it's not.
It's Pussycat Dolls.But we screamed anyway and they waved at us.
and then after a while, we saw the stylist noona of SUJU!!
and we screamed!!! well, idk if they're d stylist noona,
but they brought the don't don outfits
and waited in front of the hotel for the van.
and not long after that, SUJU CAME OUT!!!
and everybody screamed!!!
as i expected, EETEUK was d first to come out!!!
i felt like my brain stopped functioning when i saw him.
for a while i felt like is this real?really?!
AND YES!! HE'S REAL!!! and OMFG!!!
he looks so so so PRETTY and HANDSOME!!!and REAL!!!
he looks both PRETTY and MANLY and idk, what's d word????
lol! HE'S PERFECT!!!!!
he entered the first car.
and then i saw HYUKJAE behind him!
he stopped and looked at ELFs and waved at us!!!
*gyaaaa!!!omg,i was so nervous when he smiled!*
HYUKJAE is SO SO SO GORGEOUS TOO!!
i was like what the heck??
he looks even more GORGEOUS and HOTTER in REAL-LIFE!
and then i saw someone next to hyukjae and i looked..
could dat be yesung? and yes, it was YESUNG!
but he looked kinda different! i didn't recognize him!lol.
maybe it's because of his short hair?
just when i started to recognize him, he got inside the car.
so i didn't really get a good look of him.
and then i shifted my eyes to the second car and i saw KANGIN was standing,
trying to focus on getting in the car.
he looks bigger than in pictures. well, a bit chubby but still, HE'S HANDSOME!!
gyaa!!! i wish i could look at him longer but he got inside the car after that.
and right behind him was SIWON!!!!ahhh~~*screams*
ok, frankly, siwon is not my fav. as in soo not my fav.
but he totally makes me fall in love with his charm at Genting!!!!
HE'S TALL AND SOOOO HANDSOME!!! as in DROP DEAD HANDSOME!
i don't know if it's just me but taht's what i thought when i saw him.
and my head kept chanting OMG HE'S SO HANDSOME, HE'S SO HANDSOME, HE'S SO HANDSOME!!
he was standing behind kangin.
unlike others, he didn't enter the car straight away, instead,
he stood and looked at ELFs and smiled and waved at us!!!
*i was totally melting and i felt my face got so hot
(for a while, i didn't feel d coolness in Genting!)
OMG!!!!he's so totally charming!!!
i was totally stunned by his charm!
and then after he waved, i looked at the first car again,
and EETEUK was sitting by the window,
and he was looking at ELFs with a smile on his face. *melts*
and then i looked at the 2nd car and OMG!!!!!!
HEENIM!!!!
How could i forget about him?
he was sitting by the window in the 2nd car.
he had his hair tied up and OMG! OMG! OMG!!!
HE'S SOOOOOOOOO PRETTY!!
I SWEAR HE'S THE PRETTIEST GUY I'VE EVER SEEN!!!
HE'S SOOOOOOOOO DAMN PRETTY that my jaw dropped
and i was like damn! his skin is like porcelain!
he, too was looking at ELFs.
his eyes were so big and they looked even bigger when he looked at the elfs.
he didn't smile or wave, he just looked/stared at ELFS.
and then i shifted back to the 1st car and Eeteuk was still smiling. hehe..
and i then i spotted MING in d 1st car too. but i couldn't see him clearly..
and after everyone got in, d vans drove to d red carpet..
i didn't get to see Kyu, Ryeo, Hae, and Donghee
because everyone just walked straight inside the car,
and since there were too many of them, i didn't know who should i look at..lol.
but according to my friends, DONGHEE is VERY HANDSOME!
and he doesn't look as big as in the picture.
and one of my fren saw KYU and she said that he's SOOOO WHITE!!!
he was outside the car the longest because he didn't know which car to get in,
so he was like going back and forth between the 1st, 2nd and 3rd car..hahaha*sooo cute!*
BUT OVERALL, WHAT I CAN SAY ABOUT THEM IS, THEY ARE LIKE REAL-LIFE DOLLS!!
THEY'RE JUST TOO GORGEOUS AND THEY LOOK SOOO MUCH HANDSOME/PRETTIER IN REAL-LIFE
AND OH, DID I MENTION THEY LOOKED SOOOO WHITE??
*my fren even said they're like snow whites*
ok, well. that's all.. i;m happy i get to see them finally in real-life,
but i was kinda disappointed that they got in d car too fast,
and we didn't really get to see them well..
and i kinda wished some of them would looked at us and waved..
but never mind, maybe they were rushing..
NOTE:
at d hotel, fans were all behind the silver fence and there were guards everywhere
and the distance between d fence and SUJU was like 100 meter?
so, there's no grabbing/touching thingy happened when they came out to go to the red carpet.
Will my fate be with suju?
today..just few hours away, i'll be going to Genting.
i didn't get tickets for MTV ASIA AWARDS, but anyway, i'm going there to see super junior.
hopefully i'll get to catch a glimpse of them..i just want to see how they look in real-life. from the fancam and pictures of them in malaysia, they seemed more humane.. as in more real to me and thus i'm curious.
i really hope that i could see them. just a glimpse at least. if i could just see them , i'll be so happy already..
but hopefully, well, i wish i could get near eeteuk and greet him with my broken korean. hehe. just wanna see how it's like.
lol.k, need to sleep.
God, please let me meet them later.pls.
i didn't get tickets for MTV ASIA AWARDS, but anyway, i'm going there to see super junior.
hopefully i'll get to catch a glimpse of them..i just want to see how they look in real-life. from the fancam and pictures of them in malaysia, they seemed more humane.. as in more real to me and thus i'm curious.
i really hope that i could see them. just a glimpse at least. if i could just see them , i'll be so happy already..
but hopefully, well, i wish i could get near eeteuk and greet him with my broken korean. hehe. just wanna see how it's like.
lol.k, need to sleep.
God, please let me meet them later.pls.
my practicum anecdote
practicum is tiring.
n i gave up crying because it's tiring too.
nothing surprises me anymore.
i've seen all kinds of students.
those who are really nice.
those who hate me.
those who are obedient.
those who talked back at me.
those who fight before my eyes.
those who have no respect at all.
those who purposely challenge me.
those who can actually be changed.
those who hit my face and apologized.
they fight everyday.
they beat each other all the time.
boys and girls alike.
they play with pieces of woods and sharp objects.
even if they hate me.
or give me death glares all the time.
i couldn't care less.
it would be over anyway one day.
even if it's not going to be soon.
but it will be over.
and i will leave them.
till then, just go through with it.
in a way, it's good. i become a stronger person.but with less humanity .
n i gave up crying because it's tiring too.
nothing surprises me anymore.
i've seen all kinds of students.
those who are really nice.
those who hate me.
those who are obedient.
those who talked back at me.
those who fight before my eyes.
those who have no respect at all.
those who purposely challenge me.
those who can actually be changed.
those who hit my face and apologized.
they fight everyday.
they beat each other all the time.
boys and girls alike.
they play with pieces of woods and sharp objects.
even if they hate me.
or give me death glares all the time.
i couldn't care less.
it would be over anyway one day.
even if it's not going to be soon.
but it will be over.
and i will leave them.
till then, just go through with it.
in a way, it's good. i become a stronger person.but with less humanity .
MAA Roadshow at Cineleisure
i went to Cineleisure today for MAA Roadshow with hope of winning some free tickets to MAA at genting. But, but - d questions! they were difficult! i was speechless near d stage cuz i didn't know any single answer!
It was a bad day. it was awkward n uncomfortable. i miss fangirling with ayien n dba! ahh~~how i wish they were there at that moment! at least i wouldn't feel so bad!
i saw some ELFs were there too. i saw this one girl who was holding up the MTV balloon written with SJ n Super Junior in Hangul on it, so i looked at her and she saw me and i signalled to her "Super Junior?" in kinda mute signal,sort of. and she said yes, n nodded. n then i said "hiii~"as i smiled n waved at her. n she smiled n waved back.
it felt good. meeting someone who also loves suju. eventhough that was all it. i didn't really talk to her afterwards, since we were busy with trying to win d tickets, but it's still nice, those brief moments we had.
n basically, the whole moment i was there was a torture. i felt so frustrated. i really did. i felt so so so bad, not only bcuz of d questions, but also bcuz i was alone.well, i didn't go alone. i went with some ELFs, but i barely know them, n i kinda felt awkward so i've been quiet for most of the time.
but - there was this one other thing that at least kept me happy a bit there. they played super junior songs! at Cineleisure Damansara! at Malaysia! somehow i felt so good!!! i mean all these while i only listened to these songs on pc, andthen there it was!at Cineleisure. maybe i was just excited but i felt that the songs sounded so much better there.
i gave up bout d tickets.
this august 2, i'll just watch MTV and won't be going to Genting. i wanted to meet d bois, but it's just so hard! i just hope that they will come soon for Super Show.
It was a bad day. it was awkward n uncomfortable. i miss fangirling with ayien n dba! ahh~~how i wish they were there at that moment! at least i wouldn't feel so bad!
i saw some ELFs were there too. i saw this one girl who was holding up the MTV balloon written with SJ n Super Junior in Hangul on it, so i looked at her and she saw me and i signalled to her "Super Junior?" in kinda mute signal,sort of. and she said yes, n nodded. n then i said "hiii~"as i smiled n waved at her. n she smiled n waved back.
it felt good. meeting someone who also loves suju. eventhough that was all it. i didn't really talk to her afterwards, since we were busy with trying to win d tickets, but it's still nice, those brief moments we had.
n basically, the whole moment i was there was a torture. i felt so frustrated. i really did. i felt so so so bad, not only bcuz of d questions, but also bcuz i was alone.well, i didn't go alone. i went with some ELFs, but i barely know them, n i kinda felt awkward so i've been quiet for most of the time.
but - there was this one other thing that at least kept me happy a bit there. they played super junior songs! at Cineleisure Damansara! at Malaysia! somehow i felt so good!!! i mean all these while i only listened to these songs on pc, andthen there it was!at Cineleisure. maybe i was just excited but i felt that the songs sounded so much better there.
i gave up bout d tickets.
this august 2, i'll just watch MTV and won't be going to Genting. i wanted to meet d bois, but it's just so hard! i just hope that they will come soon for Super Show.
A Post for Nor
This post is dedicated especially for my dear, beloved, wonderful, amazing,awesome,wow, bestfriend for life a.k.a cousin, Nor.
Dear Nor,
In less than 10 days, you will leave for Sydney. Don't miss me too much, honey! I know it's hard to find someone like me., but don't cry a river just bcause of me dear..
ok, so next.
i hope u will do fine there. i'm sure u'll get urself some nice friend, although of course u can never meet somebody like me elsewhere, but i hope u will really find good friends there.
n remember ur diet. lol. ok, u're actually thin already. but if u still want to diet, it's up to u. omg, i'm going to be jealous of u, juz thinking of d chance u'll get to jog along those lovely beaches in sydney.(oh, wait,sydney does have beaches right?) when i go there next year, let's go jogging together at the beach,ok?
next, don't forget my 'I LOVE SYDNEY' t-shirt. YOU MUST BUY IT! u dun have any other option here, ok. am i not ur precious friend? so u must definitely buy it.wahahahaha.
n dun forget to post me postcards every week or month. and dun forget my BIRTHDAY,ever! post me something from sydney, ok?i'll be waiting!
that's all for now, i guess. i'll add more later.
n ok, i'll update about myself too later.
till then, come n see me again tomorrow! n everyday before u fly. it's not so bad. seeing me for 7 days straight before u leave, right? cuz u will not be seeing me for a year afterwards!
ok, honey, i gotta go now. need to vote for super junior for MTV ASIA AWARDS..see u later!
I LOVE U, DEAR!!OK, I KNOW U LOVE ME TOO!!! TAKE CARE!!!
Dear Nor,
In less than 10 days, you will leave for Sydney. Don't miss me too much, honey! I know it's hard to find someone like me., but don't cry a river just bcause of me dear..
ok, so next.
i hope u will do fine there. i'm sure u'll get urself some nice friend, although of course u can never meet somebody like me elsewhere, but i hope u will really find good friends there.
n remember ur diet. lol. ok, u're actually thin already. but if u still want to diet, it's up to u. omg, i'm going to be jealous of u, juz thinking of d chance u'll get to jog along those lovely beaches in sydney.(oh, wait,sydney does have beaches right?) when i go there next year, let's go jogging together at the beach,ok?
next, don't forget my 'I LOVE SYDNEY' t-shirt. YOU MUST BUY IT! u dun have any other option here, ok. am i not ur precious friend? so u must definitely buy it.wahahahaha.
n dun forget to post me postcards every week or month. and dun forget my BIRTHDAY,ever! post me something from sydney, ok?i'll be waiting!
that's all for now, i guess. i'll add more later.
n ok, i'll update about myself too later.
till then, come n see me again tomorrow! n everyday before u fly. it's not so bad. seeing me for 7 days straight before u leave, right? cuz u will not be seeing me for a year afterwards!
ok, honey, i gotta go now. need to vote for super junior for MTV ASIA AWARDS..see u later!
I LOVE U, DEAR!!OK, I KNOW U LOVE ME TOO!!! TAKE CARE!!!
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the day after tomorrow park jung soo will be 25th in Western year, and 26 korean year..and Leeteuk will be 4 years old! saengil chukahamnida!!!
i will go there someday. and go to Kiss The Radio and all of their performances in Seoul!
till then, i have to finish my study..aishhh!!*stress*
hope to see u next year, oppa!!
wish me luck!!! ahahahahaha..
i will go there someday. and go to Kiss The Radio and all of their performances in Seoul!
till then, i have to finish my study..aishhh!!*stress*
hope to see u next year, oppa!!
wish me luck!!! ahahahahaha..
welcome to hell,nae.
school is terrible. i felt terrible. everything felt so terrible. i felt like i just died everytime i stepped in d school ground.
home alone.
i'm alone at home. it feels really empty. my life has become so meaningless.
everything became meaningless since June 16, 2008.
suju, the day it started.
i love suju. it's d only group/artist that i'm sooooooo attached to.
suju is special. i think i can love this group forever.
i didn't like music before. i hate singing. i tdidn't understand why ppl wants to be a singer. i was just a non-believer of the beauty of music.
that is until - i knew super junior.
suju gave me a new life. suju makes me see the beauty of music.
and suju gives me the reason to live my life.
eversince i knew suju, i've been really happy. i haven't cried for a long while now. i smiled a lot more and laughed so much more.
my life has become much more meaningful because of suju.
i love every member of suju. even though how much i love each member may differ from one another. i do love all of them.
heechul - d first person dat got me sooo into suju, d person with a witty sense of humour, full of sarcasm, too confident of himself, narcississtic and is prettier than any girls.
eeteuk - d last person dat i noticed in suju, n d person dat i hated so much when i first knew him. n later i grew to love this leader so much and became so attached to him.my fav pelvic thrust dancer, possesses a great persuasive speech power, caring hyung and sensitive.
hyukjae - whom i thought looked like a monkey at first and looked way too ordinary. and as time passed, his rapping n dancing got me awed! n d fact dat he's getting hotter n dorkier each day makes me love him more and more each day.
kangin - who had such a cool hairstyle in don't don. d scratch on his head made him too hot!!!n his silliness never fails to put a smile on my face.
yesung - whom at first i thought he was trying too hard to get attention, but his beautiful husky voice blows me away. and his dorkiness in EHB! he's definitely one of my fav members!
kyuhyun - d beautiful magnae. his face is a work of art. his voice is perfection. and his brain is probably as genius as einstein.lol.he is perfect in every sense.
shindong - despite his heavy physical, he is very flexible and he has great dancing skills..d cutest member of suju. he reminds me of a delicious candy.
ryeowook - d angelic voice who sends chills to the body when he starts humming to d song.
hankyung - d sexy pelvic thrust dancer! one of d main dancer in suju, who masters martial arts and all 54 types of chinese traditional dance. a great cook.
sungmin - who's more than a pretty face. cute but manly, and has a lovely voice.
kibum - boyish looks. serious. killer pretty boy smile. a great actor.
donghae - sweet, soft-hearted, sensitive member. and possess a soothing voice. one of main dancers in suju.
siwon - rich! rich! rich! yes, he's rich! plus his face is too good-looking! and his body and abs is a perfection. the most gentleman out of all members. and he drives a cool expensive audi!
i love all 13 of them.
they are gorgeous, beautiful, silly, perfect.
i will never get bored by them.
MY TOP 3 OF SUJU as of now
1. Eeteuk
2. Yesung+Hyukjae
3. Kangin + Heechul
MY TOP PAIRINGS
1. KangTeuk
2. YeTeuk + KyuTeuk
3. HanChul + KyuChul
4. EunTeuk
home alone.
i'm alone at home. it feels really empty. my life has become so meaningless.
everything became meaningless since June 16, 2008.
suju, the day it started.
i love suju. it's d only group/artist that i'm sooooooo attached to.
suju is special. i think i can love this group forever.
i didn't like music before. i hate singing. i tdidn't understand why ppl wants to be a singer. i was just a non-believer of the beauty of music.
that is until - i knew super junior.
suju gave me a new life. suju makes me see the beauty of music.
and suju gives me the reason to live my life.
eversince i knew suju, i've been really happy. i haven't cried for a long while now. i smiled a lot more and laughed so much more.
my life has become much more meaningful because of suju.
i love every member of suju. even though how much i love each member may differ from one another. i do love all of them.
heechul - d first person dat got me sooo into suju, d person with a witty sense of humour, full of sarcasm, too confident of himself, narcississtic and is prettier than any girls.
eeteuk - d last person dat i noticed in suju, n d person dat i hated so much when i first knew him. n later i grew to love this leader so much and became so attached to him.my fav pelvic thrust dancer, possesses a great persuasive speech power, caring hyung and sensitive.
hyukjae - whom i thought looked like a monkey at first and looked way too ordinary. and as time passed, his rapping n dancing got me awed! n d fact dat he's getting hotter n dorkier each day makes me love him more and more each day.
kangin - who had such a cool hairstyle in don't don. d scratch on his head made him too hot!!!n his silliness never fails to put a smile on my face.
yesung - whom at first i thought he was trying too hard to get attention, but his beautiful husky voice blows me away. and his dorkiness in EHB! he's definitely one of my fav members!
kyuhyun - d beautiful magnae. his face is a work of art. his voice is perfection. and his brain is probably as genius as einstein.lol.he is perfect in every sense.
shindong - despite his heavy physical, he is very flexible and he has great dancing skills..d cutest member of suju. he reminds me of a delicious candy.
ryeowook - d angelic voice who sends chills to the body when he starts humming to d song.
hankyung - d sexy pelvic thrust dancer! one of d main dancer in suju, who masters martial arts and all 54 types of chinese traditional dance. a great cook.
sungmin - who's more than a pretty face. cute but manly, and has a lovely voice.
kibum - boyish looks. serious. killer pretty boy smile. a great actor.
donghae - sweet, soft-hearted, sensitive member. and possess a soothing voice. one of main dancers in suju.
siwon - rich! rich! rich! yes, he's rich! plus his face is too good-looking! and his body and abs is a perfection. the most gentleman out of all members. and he drives a cool expensive audi!
i love all 13 of them.
they are gorgeous, beautiful, silly, perfect.
i will never get bored by them.
MY TOP 3 OF SUJU as of now
1. Eeteuk
2. Yesung+Hyukjae
3. Kangin + Heechul
MY TOP PAIRINGS
1. KangTeuk
2. YeTeuk + KyuTeuk
3. HanChul + KyuChul
4. EunTeuk
JULY 1 is approaching!!
today is 28th of June! OHHH~~!!Only two more days to Eeteuk's 26th birthday~!! Oppa, saengil chukahamnida!!
I read of Heechul's cyworld entry about him wanting to get married. Hehe, heechul-a, u really can't wait eh? I would love to see him marry too, but all the people u listed in the list are guys, you don't even have any close female friends, how are u going to get married, heechul-a? You should start finding urself a girl and then u can get married.
strangely, i'm anticipating seeing heechul getting married.. but someone will get heart-broken..eh?hehe..
imagine if eeteuk gets married first instead of heechul?lol. T.T
i'll be heart-broken, but i would want to see him getting married. i wish him happiness if he finds himself a girl he loves. these days, i find it sweet whenever i see him getting close or just being nice to any girl(celebrities or not) i hope he will find a nice girlfriend and be happy.
if he has a son soon, i'm sure his son must be pretty like him.
OMO..he must be a dank cute kid!!!ohhh~park jung soo jr.
suju is d only thing dat keeps me happy.
it's d only thing dat heals me after d bad days at school. i hate school. i want d practicum to be over soon. i.really.hate.school. T.T
k, cut d SCHOOL CRAP!!
oppa, i will go over and see u in Seoul next year, hopefully!!
till then, stay alive!!
I read of Heechul's cyworld entry about him wanting to get married. Hehe, heechul-a, u really can't wait eh? I would love to see him marry too, but all the people u listed in the list are guys, you don't even have any close female friends, how are u going to get married, heechul-a? You should start finding urself a girl and then u can get married.
strangely, i'm anticipating seeing heechul getting married.. but someone will get heart-broken..eh?hehe..
imagine if eeteuk gets married first instead of heechul?lol. T.T
i'll be heart-broken, but i would want to see him getting married. i wish him happiness if he finds himself a girl he loves. these days, i find it sweet whenever i see him getting close or just being nice to any girl(celebrities or not) i hope he will find a nice girlfriend and be happy.
if he has a son soon, i'm sure his son must be pretty like him.
OMO..he must be a dank cute kid!!!ohhh~park jung soo jr.
suju is d only thing dat keeps me happy.
it's d only thing dat heals me after d bad days at school. i hate school. i want d practicum to be over soon. i.really.hate.school. T.T
k, cut d SCHOOL CRAP!!
oppa, i will go over and see u in Seoul next year, hopefully!!
till then, stay alive!!
eeteuk oppa, bogo shipda!
oppa, jinja ru! gyoreun haja!!
oppa, saranghae! oppa, bogo shipda! oppa, jigum, uh dee eh yo? oppa!!!
i..want to see super show so badly! oppa! when are u coming here? next year?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
I.HATE.SCHOOL! otokei oppa, i really HATE SCHOOL!!!
gyaa..i'm so stressed already!!!
oppa, saranghae! oppa, bogo shipda! oppa, jigum, uh dee eh yo? oppa!!!
i..want to see super show so badly! oppa! when are u coming here? next year?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
I.HATE.SCHOOL! otokei oppa, i really HATE SCHOOL!!!
gyaa..i'm so stressed already!!!
when life takes another turn..
i think the next 3 months will be the toughest time in my life!ever! T.T
i'm really scared. i don't think i'm prepared!i hope i can survive the next 3 months!
WUWUWUUUUUUUU~~~
him.
eeteuk oppa.did he change? why does he seems different to me?
he looks different..n he smiles less too..
maybe if the 13 are reunited, he will smile more?
i miss 13 again T.T
i thought it over. for now, i think i should just be a teacher. and find a work near home.
mum will be happy. n dad too. and it's not bad, is it? why do i always want to go against their wishes?
my parents. they are so nice to me. but i'm not really a good daughter. sometimes i gave up on myself but they never give up on me.
that alone, makes me feel so grateful.
i should learn to be nice too. and stop being stubborn.
i miss them. it feels really empty all alone here.
my journey gets more and more empty.
i.hate.this nothingness.
i want to live a life. a meaningful one.
with eeteuk.hehehehehe..
oppa~~!!! uri..gyoreon haja!*winks*ahahahaha
nite, oppa.
i'm really scared. i don't think i'm prepared!i hope i can survive the next 3 months!
WUWUWUUUUUUUU~~~
him.
eeteuk oppa.did he change? why does he seems different to me?
he looks different..n he smiles less too..
maybe if the 13 are reunited, he will smile more?
i miss 13 again T.T
i thought it over. for now, i think i should just be a teacher. and find a work near home.
mum will be happy. n dad too. and it's not bad, is it? why do i always want to go against their wishes?
my parents. they are so nice to me. but i'm not really a good daughter. sometimes i gave up on myself but they never give up on me.
that alone, makes me feel so grateful.
i should learn to be nice too. and stop being stubborn.
i miss them. it feels really empty all alone here.
my journey gets more and more empty.
i.hate.this nothingness.
i want to live a life. a meaningful one.
with eeteuk.hehehehehe..
oppa~~!!! uri..gyoreon haja!*winks*ahahahaha
nite, oppa.
Long Day
Pre-practicum has started.. It's very tiring..i was sleepy during d talk.. all i ever wanted was to sleep..
i got to online today. i felt like dying after only 1 day without internet connection. ahh~!
he was being emotional again. i noticed that he seemed 2 be facing some problems?. maybe he's stressed or depressed or frustrated or whatever. but even when he smiles, i could see that pained look in his eyes.*what am i a body language reader?*
n he didn't join in with his friends while they are fooling around, or just playing..he just sat n looking focused at his work. n he didn't get enough sleep.
he rarely acted silly these days. i wonder why. i miss him being his silly self. i miss his lame jokes. i hate seeing him so down like that.
smile again, will u? n be happy. i can't be happy if u don't. i hope whatever it is that's troubling u will soon go away.
i will miss you later on. i'll be busy soon. well, i miss u already.
take care, chunsa~! pls be happy~!
i got to online today. i felt like dying after only 1 day without internet connection. ahh~!
he was being emotional again. i noticed that he seemed 2 be facing some problems?. maybe he's stressed or depressed or frustrated or whatever. but even when he smiles, i could see that pained look in his eyes.*what am i a body language reader?*
n he didn't join in with his friends while they are fooling around, or just playing..he just sat n looking focused at his work. n he didn't get enough sleep.
he rarely acted silly these days. i wonder why. i miss him being his silly self. i miss his lame jokes. i hate seeing him so down like that.
smile again, will u? n be happy. i can't be happy if u don't. i hope whatever it is that's troubling u will soon go away.
i will miss you later on. i'll be busy soon. well, i miss u already.
take care, chunsa~! pls be happy~!
Flustered and Crushed
It's a Happy Day! Suju-H album is released today. I listened to the song. Cooking? Cooking! is really cute! I like d song! Such a happy song!n d lyrics are so cute too. I can't wait to see the MV n the performance of this song.
Other songs are cute as well. All are so pleasant. I like them. More official pics are released too. Cute n happy pics.
I read something. n it made me crushed. All my happiness as of today seemed to go down the drain.
On such a happy day like this, why must i read of such things. i came across d sign twice. those were nothing. But at d 3rd one,i totally crumbled.
.
It's late.Nite, everyone.
I hope everyone in this world will be HAPPY and will find their HAPPINESS.
^______________^
Other songs are cute as well. All are so pleasant. I like them. More official pics are released too. Cute n happy pics.
I read something. n it made me crushed. All my happiness as of today seemed to go down the drain.
On such a happy day like this, why must i read of such things. i came across d sign twice. those were nothing. But at d 3rd one,i totally crumbled.
.
It's late.Nite, everyone.
I hope everyone in this world will be HAPPY and will find their HAPPINESS.
^______________^
MALAYSIA IS SO HOT!!!
it hasn't been raining these days. it's so hot!
when i woke up, my room has already turned into a sauna. somehow it's the temperature that woke me up everyday.
Although i wanted to sleep in more, but the high temperature made me wide awake.
Malaysia is so hot!!!
i hope it will rain soon. Just rain, no thunder please, or storm, whatsoever..
It's so hot!!! i wish to sleep in more!!!
ahh~~~
2 days to Dream Concert!!!
Yay! Super Junior + DBSK + SS501
13 + 5 + 5 = 23 HOT GUYS on JUNE 7, 2008 !!
ahahahahaha..It really is a DREAM concert!!!ahahahaha..
I wanna see Pelvic-thrust dancing that i missed so much..
n S-LINE!!
n DejaVu dance!!!!
SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!!
DBSK FIGHTING!!
DOUBLE S 501 FIGHTING!!
ELF FIGHTING !!
CASSIOPEIA FIGHTING !!
TRIPLE S FIGHTING!!
ahhh..it's so hot here..i need to stop..bye~!!
when i woke up, my room has already turned into a sauna. somehow it's the temperature that woke me up everyday.
Although i wanted to sleep in more, but the high temperature made me wide awake.
Malaysia is so hot!!!
i hope it will rain soon. Just rain, no thunder please, or storm, whatsoever..
It's so hot!!! i wish to sleep in more!!!
ahh~~~
2 days to Dream Concert!!!
Yay! Super Junior + DBSK + SS501
13 + 5 + 5 = 23 HOT GUYS on JUNE 7, 2008 !!
ahahahahaha..It really is a DREAM concert!!!ahahahaha..
I wanna see Pelvic-thrust dancing that i missed so much..
n S-LINE!!
n DejaVu dance!!!!
SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!!
DBSK FIGHTING!!
DOUBLE S 501 FIGHTING!!
ELF FIGHTING !!
CASSIOPEIA FIGHTING !!
TRIPLE S FIGHTING!!
ahhh..it's so hot here..i need to stop..bye~!!
Super Show Dream T.T
Super Show in Thailand would be this July 12th, 2008.
i really want to go. It's so near. It's in Thailand.
And i can't wait anymore for them to come to Malaysia but the no confirmation of the date is making me anxious!
i don't know if i will be able to make it.
i hope i can go.
i REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO T.T
i hope they will come to Malaysia around November 2008, just like DBSK..
so i will have enough time to prepare for um - d concert ^_^
and by that time, i will be over with my practicum too ~
yay~ hwaiting!
i really want to go. It's so near. It's in Thailand.
And i can't wait anymore for them to come to Malaysia but the no confirmation of the date is making me anxious!
i don't know if i will be able to make it.
i hope i can go.
i REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO T.T
i hope they will come to Malaysia around November 2008, just like DBSK..
so i will have enough time to prepare for um - d concert ^_^
and by that time, i will be over with my practicum too ~
yay~ hwaiting!
Hollywood Bowl, Dream Concert, Super Show
when is Hollywood Bowl? is it today or tomorrow?Suju-T will be performing at Hollywood Bowl.Wow! Lucky Californians! I so want to go see them so badly, i mean Suju. If only i have money, ill go to all of their concerts.
And Thailand's Super Show is this July 12th! Now, it makes me wanna go there so badly!!Aish! When are they going to confirm the date of KL Super Show? I feel like i've waited all my life!I so wanna go! I wanna meet Suju! At least for once in my life i want to meet them!
Ahh~~~ Otokeii!! Dream Concert, come soon! I MISS 13 T.T
i'm sleepy. dunno why i feel so tired today. nitez!
And Thailand's Super Show is this July 12th! Now, it makes me wanna go there so badly!!Aish! When are they going to confirm the date of KL Super Show? I feel like i've waited all my life!I so wanna go! I wanna meet Suju! At least for once in my life i want to meet them!
Ahh~~~ Otokeii!! Dream Concert, come soon! I MISS 13 T.T
i'm sleepy. dunno why i feel so tired today. nitez!
24 Hours Marathon - My oppa T.T
i woke up at 12 pm! When i was happily sleeping, Teuk, Hyuk,Donghee, Min, n Kangin were still running d marathon.
i saw d caps of them running, taking a break n sleeping. They must be really tired. i didn't know how many kilometres they had ran, they woke up at about 5 something a.m., warmed up, ate breakfast n continue running again.
at about 2 pm, i went over to Soompi and someone posted d link to watch d marathon LIVE. so i tried it, it was buffering n it stopped. n then it was buffering again. n the next thing i knew was i was watching them running d marathon LIVE! it made me wanna cry!
when i watched, it was two hours more to reach d finishing line. Everyone looked so tired. Teuk looked d worst! He was pale n limping. He was quiet most of the time. And he looked like he couldnt take it anymore but he kept on running. I've never seen him like that. Towards the end, his right leg seemed to be in really bad condition. And his face looked so painful.
I felt like crying watching him like that.
When they reached d finishing line, Teuk cried, n they got on d stage, n Yesung appeared in crutches. it was really heart breaking seeing him like that! i almost cried seeing him getting on stage with those crutches.
And Shindong cried too, n then Hyuk said something, but he couldnt finished it as he teared up too. n Kangin pushed his cap n hugged Hyuk. Kangin is so sweet!
n Teuk talked, but his face was red. n pale. i saw wet tears on his cheeks. i've never seen him like that.
Sungmin n Kangin are the only ones who didnt cry. They are always so strong. I'm so proud of all of them. They finished the 70km run!
I hope they get their rest by now. And Yesung, i hope your feet gets better soon.
Seeing them doing d marathon makes me LOVE SUJU EVEN MORE!!
they're angels!
*going off to get some sleep now*
Oppa-dul get well soon!
i saw d caps of them running, taking a break n sleeping. They must be really tired. i didn't know how many kilometres they had ran, they woke up at about 5 something a.m., warmed up, ate breakfast n continue running again.
at about 2 pm, i went over to Soompi and someone posted d link to watch d marathon LIVE. so i tried it, it was buffering n it stopped. n then it was buffering again. n the next thing i knew was i was watching them running d marathon LIVE! it made me wanna cry!
when i watched, it was two hours more to reach d finishing line. Everyone looked so tired. Teuk looked d worst! He was pale n limping. He was quiet most of the time. And he looked like he couldnt take it anymore but he kept on running. I've never seen him like that. Towards the end, his right leg seemed to be in really bad condition. And his face looked so painful.
I felt like crying watching him like that.
When they reached d finishing line, Teuk cried, n they got on d stage, n Yesung appeared in crutches. it was really heart breaking seeing him like that! i almost cried seeing him getting on stage with those crutches.
And Shindong cried too, n then Hyuk said something, but he couldnt finished it as he teared up too. n Kangin pushed his cap n hugged Hyuk. Kangin is so sweet!
n Teuk talked, but his face was red. n pale. i saw wet tears on his cheeks. i've never seen him like that.
Sungmin n Kangin are the only ones who didnt cry. They are always so strong. I'm so proud of all of them. They finished the 70km run!
I hope they get their rest by now. And Yesung, i hope your feet gets better soon.
Seeing them doing d marathon makes me LOVE SUJU EVEN MORE!!
they're angels!
*going off to get some sleep now*
Oppa-dul get well soon!
Jung Su - ya
My Clubbox is working! ahhh~~ *throws confetti*
so now i can download all suju subbed files n performances!! OMG!!this is too good!
I MISS 13 T.T
i want June 7 to come quickly!
Jung Su oppa is too adorable! i fall in love with him again today!
i just fall in love with him everytime i see him!! Ahahahaha
Angel, when will u come here? Aish~
Writer's block! i want to write bout Jung Su, but urgh, i got stucked!
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
^_^ Take care oppa! ILU Youngwonhi
so now i can download all suju subbed files n performances!! OMG!!this is too good!
I MISS 13 T.T
i want June 7 to come quickly!
Jung Su oppa is too adorable! i fall in love with him again today!
i just fall in love with him everytime i see him!! Ahahahaha
Angel, when will u come here? Aish~
Writer's block! i want to write bout Jung Su, but urgh, i got stucked!
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
Jung Su
^_^ Take care oppa! ILU Youngwonhi
our summer getaway battle - round 1
i'm doing a poster battle on sjfullhouse..
it's called OUR SUMMER GETAWAY..
there will be 5 rounds..
for Round 1 - the theme is Teukie!! *smiles*
i posted up my poster.. my battle buddies are really amazing!!!
im so no match compared to them..
btw, im battling with Dan and Lav!!
They're great artists!!!
i envy their coloring skills!!! cuz i know nothing at all bout coloring..
i need to learn MORE!!!
here's what my poster for ROUND 1 looks like..
it's called OUR SUMMER GETAWAY..
there will be 5 rounds..
for Round 1 - the theme is Teukie!! *smiles*
i posted up my poster.. my battle buddies are really amazing!!!
im so no match compared to them..
btw, im battling with Dan and Lav!!
They're great artists!!!
i envy their coloring skills!!! cuz i know nothing at all bout coloring..
i need to learn MORE!!!
here's what my poster for ROUND 1 looks like..
the color is too pale!!!
i only realized it when i posted it up!!! T.T
but anyway, i'll do better for the 2nd round!!
2nd round theme is ... YOOCHUN!!!
gyaa~!!! im going to have a hard time doing him..
i dun even hv a single pic of him..
but anyway, ill do my best..
NAE, HWAITING!!!
Oh, btw, today is SUKIRA OPEN CONCERT!!
TEUKIE LOOKS SO GORGEOUS!!!
hehe..
Bashing + Bashing = Threads closed!
i went stalking DBSK thread at Soompi and backlogged some 10+ pages back to find the gifs from ANYCALL HAPTIC CF.
i found some, and since i was specifically looking for Micky + Yoona pairing gifs, there are gifs that i haven't found yet.
So i was just thinking to post on the thread to request for the gifs but on d last page, it said the thread was closed.
And i read a mod's post saying that the thread will be closed for the weekend and will only re-open tomorrow due to so many BASHING over DBSK+ SNSD ANYCALL HAPTIC CF collaboration.
there was this one comment bashing Yoona. It was really harsh.
i just feel that the few that bashed SNSD bcuz they're in the CF with DBSK should not be so upset over it. It's just a CF afterall.
moreover DBSK n SNSD are under d same company, they're like family and they have known each other for years, even longer than the fans, so i think it is pretty much a friendly brotherly CF rather than real romance.
And by the way, I like the CF. And the phone!
ANYCALL HAPTIC looks so irresistible!
plus Teukie is using dat phone too!!!
Although i'm not Yoochun's fan but i think Yoona and Yoochun make such a cute pair!
Honey VS SNSD
after seeing the DBSK thread got closed down, i went to SNSD's thread to request the same thing.
i backlogged a few pages, but i couldn't find any post related to the CF (it must be that the thread grows so fast, that it must be some 20+ pages back)
and on d last few pages i read post of a certain 'she' who was being talked by the users at d thread..
i read several more posts, and it was about Tiffany acting fake and 'arrogant'? i dunno, that was wut it said over there. And i read on how she acted fake on variety shows n several others agreeing.
Isn't it a SNSD thread? a thread for ppl who love SNSD? but why would Honey (SNSD's official fan name) bashed Tiffany?
Hmm..maybe those posts are from the antis. i don't know.
So i wanted to make a post to request for Yoona and Yoochun gifs from the CF, but as i scrolled to the bottom of d last page, again it said the thread was closed.
i checked the page again cuz i thought i was still on DBSK's thread, but no - it was SNSD thread.
n then i saw a mod's post of d notice for closing. again, it was due to the bashing. but this time, it was towards Tiffany. it will be re-opened again tomorrow.
both DBSK n SNSD thread are closed as of today.
*speechless*
guess i have to wait till tomorrow to request for d gifs.
juz hope Super Junior thread will not face d same fate.
oh..im double-posting today. i guesS i'll stop here.
*off to hunt for Yoona + Yoochun ANYCALL HAPTIC CF gifs*
Tomorrow will be May 5th! Yay for Suju on MBC!!
Hari ini
Wah!! Gaia opened the 3rd thread of Suju at Soompi. It's really beautiful!!
POWER CONCERT - MAY 3RD,2008
Yesterday was d Power Concert. Only 6 of Suju were there.
All Suju-T except Heenim plus Yesung!
Ahhh. I miss 13!!
SIVAJI THE BOSS - 2ND TIME!!
I watched Sivaji the Boss for the 2nd time yesterday!!
Ahahaha..It was really funny!!!
took me 2 days to download the whole movie!!
Heenim!!!*Melts*
Yesterday i watched Magolpy MV featuring Kangin,Shindong,Heechul,Micky Yoochun, Eru etc.
OMG!!it's such a cute MV.
n Heechul!!! I like the way he looked at Yoochun n smiled.
Gya~!!!!!*Melting helplessly*
Suju on MBC again!!
May 5, some of Suju will be on MBC show with children.
It's live! Yay!
There's smthg to look forward to!
DREAM CONCERT THIS JULY~!!
N Suju will be at Dream Concert this July!! i hope all 13 will be there!!
DBSK will be there too!!
plus SS501!!!ahahaha..
too many HOT + good-looking guys in one concert!!
wut more can i ask for??
POWER CONCERT - MAY 3RD,2008
Yesterday was d Power Concert. Only 6 of Suju were there.
All Suju-T except Heenim plus Yesung!
Ahhh. I miss 13!!
SIVAJI THE BOSS - 2ND TIME!!
I watched Sivaji the Boss for the 2nd time yesterday!!
Ahahaha..It was really funny!!!
took me 2 days to download the whole movie!!
Heenim!!!*Melts*
Yesterday i watched Magolpy MV featuring Kangin,Shindong,Heechul,Micky Yoochun, Eru etc.
OMG!!it's such a cute MV.
n Heechul!!! I like the way he looked at Yoochun n smiled.
Gya~!!!!!*Melting helplessly*
Suju on MBC again!!
May 5, some of Suju will be on MBC show with children.
It's live! Yay!
There's smthg to look forward to!
DREAM CONCERT THIS JULY~!!
N Suju will be at Dream Concert this July!! i hope all 13 will be there!!
DBSK will be there too!!
plus SS501!!!ahahaha..
too many HOT + good-looking guys in one concert!!
wut more can i ask for??
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