when life takes another turn..

i think the next 3 months will be the toughest time in my life!ever! T.T

i'm really scared. i don't think i'm prepared!i hope i can survive the next 3 months!

WUWUWUUUUUUUU~~~

him.

eeteuk oppa.did he change? why does he seems different to me?

he looks different..n he smiles less too..

maybe if the 13 are reunited, he will smile more?

i miss 13 again T.T

i thought it over. for now, i think i should just be a teacher. and find a work near home.

mum will be happy. n dad too. and it's not bad, is it? why do i always want to go against their wishes?

my parents. they are so nice to me. but i'm not really a good daughter. sometimes i gave up on myself but they never give up on me.

that alone, makes me feel so grateful.

i should learn to be nice too. and stop being stubborn.

i miss them. it feels really empty all alone here.

my journey gets more and more empty.

i.hate.this nothingness.

i want to live a life. a meaningful one.

with eeteuk.hehehehehe..

oppa~~!!! uri..gyoreon haja!*winks*ahahahaha

nite, oppa.