Suju-C is debuting tomorrow!

Tomorrow is Suju-C debut! I'm anticipating. I dunno what to expect. I guess for now i'm pretty natural. Of course i don't agree with the addition of 2 new members but i dun bash them either.

Well, let's see how it goes!

Hm..i'm hungry.

Fanfic is an addiction~!

i'm starting to write fanfic again. i actually wanted to try to write smut, but it wasn't easy! haha.

ok so i wrote this fanfic. it was actually just a personal story, but since i have no idea whose name to put as d character, i ended up using teuk n heenim's name.

but i dun really imagine the both of them while writing.. it was just some faceless figures.

n i got so carried away..i mean the idea just flow so smoothly and i kept typing and typing until chapter 3 last night. n then i stopped.

actually i wanted to write some more but cuz it was already 4.50 a.m i had to stop cuz i need to sleep. I had test at 8.30 am.m today.

today during class, the only thing that i was thinking about was my fanfic. i was really excited about it. i couldn't wait to get home and continue. suddenly i felt like there's just so many things i wanna write.

but it's kinda personal. so i probably wouldn't post it. it's just for my guilty pleasure.

i'll write another fanfic with kangteuk and post it later. but d problem is i dun have any idea right now except for my personal fanfic.

but anyway, i'll work on kangteuk yaoi fanfic, finish it and posts it up. please anticipate.hehe^^

ok, to be honest, i actually tried writing a smut! but it went so bad. i wrote for about a paragraph n when i reread about it i felt so disgusted!Gah~!!!

But, i guess a kangteuk fanfic will only be more fun if it includes smut! so i probably include smut in my future kangteuk fanfic. haha^^*needs Master Ayien's guidance obviously*

i actually quite enjoyed my class these days. i didn't feel so awkward anymore around ppl.n it felt much more relaxing too. n i realized that i didn't feel so nervous anymore presenting. is that a good sign?i hope so.

Angel Teukie Teukie - Between Love and Hate

Teukie. I think my posts about Teukie lately made me looked like some crazy fangirl!

i mean in that post i wrote of how i love him so much n

on the next post i was all angry at him and

then the next one was a regret post and

then there was an angry post again,

n then a sad post

and then a cheerful post


and then back to another heartbreaking post

and then a sorry post again

and then angry post full of cursing words followed etc.

Oh, now that i looked at it. i am one CRAZY fangirl. darn. ok as of now. i'm NEUTRAL. i'm not sure for how long tho'

Oppa, are u scared that u have a fan that is as crazy as me?

Anyway, oppa fighting! for d sake of Super Junior!

Come to Malaysia soon! n i'll go see you.

Please anticipate my stalking later on~!

Oppa, saranghae! i know you love me too^^

Take care!

Teukie is my Endless Love~

How can i cheat on Teukie with Hyuk? Teukie is my endless love, i'll never do that!

I love Teukie.

i saw him driving in Taxi with Yesung. He's good at driving now. Oppa, when will you take me for a drive in your HOT BMW?*i'll be waiting* hehe.

N i watched Teukie on Star King today. He's with Han Geng a.k.a HanKyung!!

As usual, Teukie talks a lot. and when there's a part when they sort of talking about angel, Teukie spoke up and 'confidently' claimed that he is an angel and did his 'Angel Teukie Teukie Eeteuk.'

But of course, he's angel Teukie Teukie - *spins in a circle like Teukie*

ANGEL TEUKIE TEUKIE , I LOVE YOU!

HANGENG'S HOTNESS!!

n HanGeng! OMG! OMG! OMG!

HOWCOULDANYONELOOKSSOHOTINBLACKSINGLETANDTHATSEXYJEANS!!

*ULTIMATE JAWDROPPING PLUS NOSEBLEED*

OMG!HE'SSOFRICKIN'HOTIJUSTFORGETABOUTEETEUKNEXTTOHIM!!!


I would cheat on Teukie with Hyuk~!

Hyuk! I saw Hyuk! OMG! Hyuk!

I watched his dance battle during CYON B-BOY Championship last year. and OMG! Hyuk is so amazing! *Jaw-dropped*

OMG! OMG! OMG!

HYUK! HIS DANCE IS MADNESS *HOT*

I LOVE HIM! HE'S JUST TOO HOT WHEN HE DANCES LIKE THAT!

For a moment, i forget bout Teukie. Hehe.Oppa, sorry.

Healed.and Sealed.

I'm fine now. I feel so ashamed thinking of just how silly i was the last three days. but i guess d good thing about me being silly is it teaches me not to be so silly anymore.

i won't be silly anymore. i hope. i'll try to be a better person.

Nae, hwaiting!!

Um,that's it i guess.i'll write more later on. ^^

Healin' Heart

Currently Listening to:

P.Ramlee
Jangan tinggal Daku

I'm listening to P.Ramlee's Jangan Tinggal Daku (Don't Leave Me). Suddenly i feel like listening to P.Ramlee's songs. i love P.Ramlee's songs.They're really nice.

Jangan Tinggal Daku
Don't Leave Me

Jangan tinggal daku
Don't leave me
O adik O juwita
O dearest O lovely one
Kanda sedang rindu
i'm yearning
Padamu yang manis jelita
for you, my sweet pretty one
Hanya dikau sorang
you're the only one
Oh bintang O pujaan
O star O love
Tempat kasih sayang
my refuge for love
Harapan di masa hadapan
my hope for the future

Andai dinda pergi
If you should ever go
Daku teman tiada
I'll have no one
meratap sunyi
I'll wail in loneliness
Hampa merana
suffering in loneliness
O O jangan tinggal daku
O O Don't leave me
O dewi O manisku
O goddess O my sweetheart
Kanda rindu slalu
I always long for you
Senyuman yang manis bermadu
Your sweet honey smile

Andai dinda pergi
If you should ever leave
Daku teman tiada
I'll have nobody
Meratap sunyi
I'll wail in loneliness
Hampa merana
Suffering in loneliness
O O jangan tinggal daku
O O Don't leave me
O dewi O manisku
O Goddess O my sweetheart
Kanda rindu slalu
I always long for you
Senyuman yg manis bermadu
Your sweet honey smile


That's the lyrics of the songs. This song is from the film 'Ibu Mertuaku' (Mother- in-Law) acted by P.Ramlee and Sarimah.

SLA Class Postponed~

I don't have class today. i am supposed to have SLA class and it's my group's turn to do the presentation. We did everything last night. i only slept at 9.30 this morning and woke up at 11.20 a.m. Went downstairs and Ayien was practising her parts.

I watched her practising her parts. I've practised my parts earlier several times, so i pretty much can recall everything. So as i sat Ayien got a message that the class is cancelled.

Oh! Good! I don't know if I should be thankful or upset. I think both. Since we prepared since last night and i barely sleep, my body felt so tired, i really didn't have any energy at all.

So, now that the class is cancelled, i could get some sleep.

Well, i've prepared everything so at least, i dun need to think bout it anymore. i'll just present my points tomorrow.Great!

I need to re-do my lesson plan for writing. I'll be doing my Writing micro-teaching tomorrow. I need to fix everything. Plus I haven't started my SIG Report and that too has to be submitted tomorrow. Gosh, i really hate doing assignments!

So my schedule for this week is -

Thursday 27/03/08 - Micro-Teaching Writing, Submit SIG Report, SLA Presentation
Friday 28/03/08 - Asian Literature Test
Saturday 28/03/08 - MTLit Test

Tests, Assignment, presentation. All at once.




Times Square - Seeing the outside world~!

Today, me and Ayien went to Times Square. We went to My Star, searching for Suju stuffs. There's actually very few Suju stuffs there. Mostly are DBSK's.

But at least there is something there. So i'm thankful enough.

Because i didn't have much money i only managed to buy a notebook with Teukie's face on it, two rulers, and a handphone charm.

Here's the picture.


Teukie handphone charm*not so clear* T.T



(above) Suju ruler n Teukie's ruler (bottom) ^_^



Teukie's notebook. I bought this cuz Teukie is on d front cover n at d back, too~! ^_^


The back cover of d notebook..My Teukie ^_^


Teukie on front n back cover~! Hehe ^_^




The handphone charm, notebook n rulers~! ^_^

I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR!!

I LOVE ANGEL TEUKIE TEUKIE EETEUK~!

And there's also Don't Don the 2nd Album and Don't Don Repackage. As well as Attack on the Pin-Up Boys DVD plus Suju 2008 Diary and posters~!

It's so tempting~! I haven't bought my own copy of Don't Don.

But i didn't have enough money, so i guess i have to wait and buy them later.

But no matter what, i'll buy all Suju's Albums.

I will DEFINITELY buy~! Cuz i love my Super Junior! n I will support Suju forever.


Teukie will always be my oppa and i will always be oppa's ELF!

My heart was so broken last night when i read about Teukie's confession of having 150 girls dongsaeng who he is contantly keeping in touch with and meet every now and then and he even dated 4 of them in the past!

God! My heart officially stopped beating!i died reading that.

I was heartbroken all night. i still am, i know it's stupid to feel heartbroken over someone who doesn't even know i exist.

But i am stupid.

i'm stupid and i know that.

But today, i decided to just go on with life.

I will support oppa. No matter how many times my heart is broken, i will continue to support oppa.

I will not give up being Super Junior Fan! Ever!

ELFs buying stocks, what would Suju possibly think of it?

I'm still worried of what Suju feel about the ELFs buying the stocks.

I'm afraid they are put in a tough situation by Lee Soo Man. i hope that won't happen although it is so impossible that it won't happen, but please, i hope, Suju will be strong.

I hope they understand.

Please believe in ELF.

ELFs are trying to protect you.

I'm so afraid.

What if due to so much pressure, they give up one day?

God, please don't let that happen.

I don't want Super Junior to break up or give up.

Please let ELF and Suju be together forever.

ONLY 13

One Fan One Stock Campaign.

ELFs are buying SM stocks. So far, they have bought 58206 stocks which are worth of USD 174,618. And they are still continue buying.

Wah..That's a lot of shares and money. But so far that's just 0.3% of SM total stocks. SM total stocks are 160 million which are worth USD 540 million.

If LSM owns 50%, n Kangta owns 10% n others etc owns another 10%..

so there is 30% left.

30% of the shares equals to 48 million stocks = USD 144 Million.

That's a lot! USD 144 Million? i don't think ELF will buy all of the 30% left. That's too much money.

But i don't know, i guess i just have to wait and see.

I wonder what Suju thought of this. I'm so afraid they will not feel comfortable about it.

But if they recognize the efforts ELF made for them, I'll be really happy.

Although ELFs are doing this for them, still i hope we're doing this right.

Oppa, ELFs are doing the right thing, right?

Oppa, Please always believe in ELF. ELFs are just trying to protect only 13.

God, please protect only 13.

My life is all about Suju~!

I'm living my life to the fullest! and i'm happy~! well, not really that fullest. I'm getting myself into so many things lately. All about Suju~!

Today me and Ayien set up a Myspace and Friendster account for Super Junior Malaysia.

Here's the link -

Myspace :

http://www.myspace.com/malaysianelfs

Friendster :

http://profiles.friendster.com/64803582

But since it's new, there's still a lot that we need to do..and there's only 3 members so far.Haha, it's that few. But i hope, it will increase soon.

Everyone, let's show our Suju boys our endless love! *Waving Sapphire Blue* ^^

Fanfix, here i come!

I wrote my first fanfiction~! of Suju !

It's called Playing SamSaengShi featuring KangTeuk, n other Suju

Here's the link for anybody who's interested in reading:

http://z7.invisionfree.com/SJFullHouse/index.php?showtopic=14853

So far 7 people commented on my fanfic. And they were good comments too~! i feel so flattered~! I'll write more fanfic in future. And better ones, i promise. Gyaa- i'm so happy!

There's so many things i want to do as well, but still couldn't do due to time constraint. Like -

-To hardsub all Suju Videos
-To upload all Suju videos on MediaFire
(so that i won't lose them in case anything happens)
-To make new Suju Banners with Photoshop
(Yep, i'm photoshopping again, cuz of my dear Suju!)
- Write fanfic
(i promised my dongsaeng n unni to write fanfic for them.)

KakJah is in Kedah! She's a career woman now! Whoa~!!

Kjah, fighting~!!

Untitled, Uncut and Paperhouse

Yesterday, i went to watch a play at KLPac. it's not really a play. Rather it was actually three short plays combined together.

It's called "Untitled, Uncut and Paperhouse." It's entertaining.

Uncut starred Aishah Sinclair. She was really good~! And she's pretty too.

And guess what? i saw Gavin Yap~! Who is Gavin Yap? Well, he's a scriptwriter and he's active writing plays, and sometimes he acts too in plays.

i first saw him in "Romi, Joolee dan lain lain" during my first semester of doing Tesl. He acted as a drag. Nad n i thought "wah, he's handsome"

And then, i got to watch another play and his name became even more familiar. He's very active in theatre.

So, back to the story, i saw him at KLPac yesterday. He was also watching Untitled, Uncut and Paper house!

He was just inches away from me. Yep, it's dat close. But i didn't think he noticed. He doesn't seem like he fancies to talk much. But i dunno, it's just my assumption.

But then, it's not surprising if he doesn't like to talk much. Usually people like him would prefer to observe others rather than do the talking. Again, it's just my assumption.

And also..we sat behind him during d play~!

We also took pictures with Aishah Sinclair. She's really pretty and friendly.

By d time, we got back, i was so hungry. It wasn't that late yet, so i onlined. Need to feed myself with Suju's updates~!

Teukie's ponytail was gone. He wore a black and white stripes shirt yesterday. Wah..he looks so boyish~!Oh, he's too adorable. i love my Teukie oppa.

I can't wait to watch his drama!!

K.I.D.S spells adorable?Hmm..

Kids are adorable, aren't they? This is so not me to talk of such a sweet thing. Why suddenly kids? i juz got to meet some cute kids today. And i realized, well, kids are not that bad.^^

Tired after coming back from observation. i guess i slept for less than two hours. My whole body ached when i got home. I must sleep. but the pc distracted me and i ended up online.

Ayien went to get some sleep. I wanted to. I stretched a bit. Several times. It felt good - stretching. I think i'm quite flexible with my back now.Oh, i'm thinking high of myself again.

After a while, i knew my body could no longer stand being so tired. so i shut down my pc. it felt so hot after going back.

i felt my temperature rose as well. i dun want to get a fever.well, i rarely catch a fever. and i'm happy that my immune system is working great. but anyway, i quickly take a bath, i can't risk myself getting one. not at a time like this.

i took a long bath. it felt good. at first the heat won't leave me, but after a while, the water washed it away. Thank god, i don't catch a fever!

That dream.

I always think it's so irony that suju is on my mind all the time and especially eeteuk, i always think of him 24-7, but so far i had only dreamt about him once. And in that dream, he rejected me T.T

And today, i dreamt of him~! For the 2nd time! But - why do all my dreams of him have to be so heartbreaking? Oppa, why?

Can't u at least make me happy in my dreams,oppa? T.T

Juz thinking of that dream makes me wanna cry. AHH.. T.T

i dreamt of Teukie. But he got married. To this one girl. She's pretty i think. And they walked on the red carpet together. She was wearing high heels and was taller than Teukie.

i don't like that dream. at all. TT.TT

i hope by the time he really gets married in future, i no longer like him. so , it won't be so heartbreaking to me.

But until then..

Oppa, fighting! Although i'm not sure if i will ever get to see u, i will always support u.

Oppa, do you want to meet me? ^^

Language Universals' headache!

Today me, ayien and sue went to Intec Library again to search for books regarding language universals. as usual, it's so damn cold in there.

just as we thought we couldn't find anything, i flipped through some pages of a book i took earlier and it said that language universals is a part of Universal Grammar(UG)!*take note, everyone, this will come out in d exam!*

Wah!Finally, there's something about language universals!

and then i took another book on the table(which sue took earlier from the trolley) and flipped through the content and there it goes: Language Universals and Language Typology.

It's the whole chapter~!Whoa~!!What's greater than this?

Finally! We found Language Universals~!I'm so grateful! Cuz it's been so tiring, searching for it in every single book and it's just not there. And finally there's one about it! and it's the whole chapter too~!

Gosh, i'm really really thankful!

Yesung, I'm in love~!

I'm listening to Yesung's and Eeteuk's singing cuts from yesterday's Sukira over and over again. I'm really in love with Yesung's voice~!His voice is just so heavenly~!

Suju - Acting !

Teukie n Sungmin acted in a one-episode drama by MBC!!Yay! I get to see Teuk n min acting! I really can't wait to see the movie!

Oppa, i know u'll never dissappoint me! Oppa-dul fighting~!

Kangin's also acting. but in a movie. Not sure what's the title of the movie yet. But it's good! And i hope Teukie will get to act more in future!

But pls pls pls not as the LEAD ACTOR! i dun wanna see him kissing just any random girls on screen..I'll cry TT.TT My heart will be broken~ TT.TT

Teukie oppa, pls dun break my heart~!

If u hv a gf, just go ahead n kiss ur gf, but pls dun just go kiss anybody~!Me n other ELFs will cry all our lives if u do~!

Suddenly feel like crying. I'm too sensitive!Maybe i dun get enough sleep, that's why i'm getting all emotional. Whatever it is, oppa, fighting!

Oppa..i know i've said this for million of times, but anyway, i'm going to say it again..

Oppa, ILU forever~!

I'm so tired. Need to go n catch some sleep. Nite~!^_^

~ only 13 +ELF ~

Yesung oppa, u blow my mind away~!

Today's Sukira, Yesung replaced Eunhyuk..Poor Hyuk, he injured himself during d filming of MCountdown.

So for a while, Yesung will be DJing in his place with Teukie~ Ah, Yesung~!I love seeing him in Sukira. But i miss Hyuk already. Hyuk, get well soon!

Teuk's ponytail is getting longer~! But still, it's cute.

Sukira Singing Cuts



Yesung, Teukie with two other girls(dunno who they are) were singing trot song. They sounded so so so good~!

Yesung - His voice is heavenly~!So so heavenly ^_^
*Oppa, your voice blows me away~!I wanna hear u singing everyday~!
Teukie - His voice is good!
*Altho' i love Teukie but when it comes to singing i have to say KRY is the best~!
KRY's voice is just so perfect~!they blend together so well~!!
-But Teukie oppa, i still LOVE u the best ^_^
The two girls - Their voices are lovely + beautiful + sweet~!
*Their voices blend together were so nice~!
The girl on the left is especially good~! the way she controls her voice and following the rhythm is so so amazing~!

KRY + Shindong + Donghae -Marry U Live at Byulbam Radio



It's KRY~!Some maybe wondering what is KRY.

KRY is the first Super Junior sub unit group featuring K-Kyuhyun, R-Ryeowook and Y-Yesung. They are also the main vocals in Super Junior.

Each of them has a very unique voice and when they blend together, it creates such a harmony beautiful music~!

Kyuhyun - His voice is the best. I don't know how to describe it, but when he starts singing, he just blows you away~!

Yesung - His voice is husky, sexy, good~! Oh!I love his voice!

Ryeowook - He's the best when hitting the high note! He's d one with the angelic voice!

It's sunny n hot today~!

today it's sunny and hot..Walked to class. altho it's actually quite hot, but it's ok. these days it has always been raining, so i'm happy that it's sunny today.

After class, we went to INTEC library. The air-cond was so cold! i almost froze right after entering the entrance.gosh.it's so so cold. oh, if i can't stand this cold, how am i going to korea which is much much colder than this?ahh..no!no atter how cold it is in korea, i'm going there! i wanna go n meet my oppa ^_^

I like the new library. Because it feels so luxurious, in my opinion, in term of space and atmosphere. it feels so good. But i'm not familiar yet with the book racks. Hehe. i've only been there three or four times, so that's why. But i'll try to go more often after this.

We searched for Rod-Ellis, trying to find the topic that we have to present for SLA - Language Universal,but couldn't find it. I went to the third floor and found one. But it was not written by Rod-Ellis , it was just edited by Rod-Ellis.So, it was a failure. After a while, we gave up. Plus we were so hungry. So we left.

.Nad, the Wonder Girl.

It's not true that they said there's 7 wonders in this world.
No! They're wrong. There's 8 wonder in this world. The 8th wonder is..

Nad!

She has changed into a different person! All of the sudden, she becomes such a smart student. Yesterday, she answered during the lecture. Well, it was not surprising that she answered, but what's surprising is that her answer was so complete, as if it's taken straight away from the book.

I thought, oh maybe it was just she knew the topic. But today, she surprised me again. During SLA, she also answered, this time twice and her answers were twice as impressive. My jaw-dropped as i heard her explaining her answers to the lecturer n class.

Oh Nad! i wonder what has gotten into her. I'm still curious of how she possessed such intelligence. Nad, what's your secret?

Works~

i'm finishing up the test construction for writing right now. there's a lil bit more left.Tomorrow's the due date. And we also have test tomorrow. I wish i can be as hardworking as others. But i just hate studying. i can't go on like this. i have to study! no matter how i hate it. ah, what should i do?

Got to go for now. Need to finish up my work. Will update again later. Yorobbun-dul, annyohigaseyo.

Teukie oppa, annyohigaseyo, Muahhhs~!^_^

Oppa, i wish i can watch you in Sukira 'live' but KBS still hasn't processed my registration form. Eventhough i can't support you directly, i'll always support you from here. Oppa, fighting!

Please be healthy!
Don't be sad and always smile and laugh!
and also, eat well, oppa.

i will cheer for oppa forever~! ^_^

Super Junior fighting!

Heechul , Hankyung, Yesung, Kangin, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Kibum, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, fighting!!

~ only 13 + ELF ~

Nothing,really..

5 a.m. in the morning. checked soompi thread. there were sukira updates.suddenly today, i'm speechless. usually i can just type non-stop, but today, i really dunno what to write.

well, in general, i read fanfiction of suju in sjfullhouse. so hot. i love them. kangteuk never fails to win me over. hope the writers will update soon. love the stories so much~!

i want to write fanfic too.i've thought of this since last week but dun have d time yet. maybe later. at first i thought i'll write bout teukie with an imaginary character, but now i feel like i wanna write one of kangteuk.i love kangteuk. they are the sweetest couple ever.

it's still raining a lot lately. i rili rili rili hope there will be more sunny days soon. i miss sunny days.i love sunny days~!

13 only + ELF ^_^

*Teukie's msg to ELF @ d fanmeeting is super2 sweet.

Oppa, we will always stand by your side. not just u.
but all 13 of u.Oppa,fighting~!

Let's fill every corner of this world with Sapphire Blue Love~!!

Oppa, pray for XiYen too, she'll be getting her result today~!
XiYen, fighting~!!All the best, dongsaeng~! ^_^

Kangin oppa,
Ayien misses u..give her a call, or better yet propose to her, hehe..

Kangin oppa, fighting~!!

Hyukjae-a,
why are you so good at rapping. teach me to rap too.
love u, precious jewel guy.
pls dun cry so much.

Sungmin-a,
ur eyes shine like candies.
pls be my keychain or soft toy.
so that i can take u everywhere i go.^_^

Suju oppa,ELF will always protect you~!!

Super Juni-OR, fighting..!!!
ELF, fighting..!!

Trying a Survey

Read this survey that ayien did, posted on Friendster bulletin and i thought i'd like to do it too..but i'm posting here cuz at least here, only few ppl read it..

1. Music playing at the moment?
Fan - Epik High >>this song is addictive!

2. One reason for living?
cuz i'm precious, ppl can't live without me.

3. Do u think you're ok?
i'm not ok.i'm GREAT~!

4. Ever donated blood?
my blood is too precious, the hospital couldn't even accept it.

5. Fav colour(s)?
white (cuz eeteuk loves white)
n sapphire blue (Super Junior's)

6. Accessories you usually wear?
accessories don't really fit my image.

7. One song to describe a heartbreak
in the past?
My heart's never been broken. Nobody dares to break my heart cuz i'm too precious!

8. The most boring sport?
All sports are boring.

9. Ever had a baby?
Yeah lots~! Baby fat, baby cellulite.etc.

10. Last TV show u've seen?
Miraculous Defeat and Victory.

11. Piercings or tattoo?
None.

12. The most romantic gift?
Marry U performance by Super junior ^_^

13. Been on stage before?
Yes. i won a 2nd place in a singing competition. But there were only 3 contestants.

14. Struck by lightning before?
No.

15. Danced with your loved one before?
No bcuz usually Eeteuk always dance for me.

16. Ever wished you could turn back
time?
Yes. There's some ppl i wanna kill.

17. Idol you always want to meet..
Eeteuk! Eeteuk! Eeteuk! n Super Junior~!

18. Last one to text you?
Ayien.

19. Last person you met today?
Zana.Oh!She's back!

20. What will you be doing tomorrow?
Sleep, surf the internet, the usuals.

21. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
No, not robbing a bank. but robbing all banks~!

22. One thing u totally regret..
too many. like if i'm not too precious than maybe my life would not be so difficult for others. ah,what can i do?

23. Do people like you?
OF COURSE! it's undeniable.

24. What was the last music you played
on the computer?
Toc Toc Toc by Lee Hyori

25. Someone who means a lot to you at
the moment?
Eeteuk. Because i mean a lot to him.

26. The color of ur mobile phone?
White yang lusuh.

27. Do you hate someone at the moment?
Yes, Shakespeare. O Monstrous! O Monstrous!

28. Songs that cheer u up..
Super Junior songs, Epik High - Fan, Rising Sun - DBSK, Toc Toc Toc - Hyori

29. Last song you sang?
Marry U..i'm good at the rapping part.

30. Worst thing that ever happened 2 u?
that i'm too precious?*still happening*

31. What do u prefer cats or dogs?
i dun really like animals or plants.

32. What do u wish to happen now?
Eeteuk shows up in Malaysia, come to see me and sings Marry U to me.

33. Last thing you did?
Bought food.

34. Things you will do now..
Sing and rap to Fan - Epik High.

35. I hate..
a lot of things.

36. I love..
myself, Eeteuk n Super Junior.

Love Love Love Weekend~!

Finally, it's weekend~!!Oh.i feel so relieved!The last few days were so stressful.Lots of works, lots of stress,and not enough sleep.N it's weekend now. Yay~!

Since it's weekend, i'm gonna get my revenge.Cuz i didn't really get to enjoy myself the past few days, so i'm going to post up some pictures and videos~!Yay~!

Some videos of Teukie from Sukira (Super Junior Kiss the Radio~!)

Teukie and Hyuk singing to Rain-I'm Coming



it's so cute. Teukie's so so so good singing to this. He sings like Rain. I feel like crying watching this~!Oh oppa~!!

Teukie n Hyuk lipsynching to Big Bang - Lies



hillarious~!
>> hyuk imitated d girl from d MV doing d phone part..dorks~!
>>teukie playing on his imaginary piano n did TOP's hand motion during d rapping part..cute~!

Teukie n Hyuk singing Fan by Epik High




>> i love this song~!Fan by Epik High.

>> i first saw hyuk sang d rap part in Manwon Haengbok. searched d song n it's really good~!

>> Hyuk sang mostly Tablo n Mithra's parts. He's out of breathe, but still he's d best when it comes to rapping.

>> i love Teukie's rapping too but didn't get to see him raps often, so when he raps, it's definitely precious~!

>> this song is about a fan who is too obsessed with her idol.

>> In the MV:

- she kidnaps d idol,
- wash him in d washing machine
- n ties him on a bomb

>> i still dun rili understand d whole MV but dat's pretty much about it.

>> It's kinda psycho, i guess.

Teukie n Hyuk singing Fan by Epik High (another day, shorter one n better~!)


- This is shorter..It's from a different day..
- They sounded MUCH better here..
- i simply LOVE this one~!it's so good~!*A MUST WATCH*
- Eunhyuk especially is very very good with the rapping parts~!

That's all for this entry. Will post more later~!Have a happy n relaxing weekend~!

O Rain Rain Rain

it's 2 a.m in the morning. it's raining a lot lately. it's difficult to get to class. yesterday we were all wet. n today too, we were all wet. i hope there will be sunny days soon.

i'm going to send this pc to be formatted tomorrow. so, during those 'pc'less time, i can catch some sleep n wash my clothes. i should cut off my time on pc. it's affecting me badly. i mean really BADLY. gosh. help me.

i dun have much to say tonite. so that's it i guess.

Teukie, a man i love ~

tonight i searched a new tag 'teuki' on youtube n found some sukira clips of teukie..some clips that i watched:

eunteuk clinic



hillarious~!
- they're so random..their answers to listeners' problems are so nonsense..but funny~!

one of d listener's problem:

- my mom bought me expensive clothes

- n i juz got my report card

- if i show it to mom, she'll probably return the clothes, what should i do?

- teukie >> just spill kimchi on the clothes n show d report card..

- eunhyuk >> u'll get scolded twice as much

- teukie >> but surely u can keep d clothes

ahaha~wut a solution~!

teukie being cute cute cute



he's a camwhore!

- looks at d camera n smile..
*melts~~*
- looks at d camera n puffed in cheeks..
*cute~*
- looks at d camera n laughs..
- looks at d camera n admiring his own beauty..
*he must be super proud of his perfect flawless skin*
- looks at d camera n shows off his dimple..
*that killer dimple~!*
- looks at d camera n gives a cute pose..
- looks at d camera n attempts another cute pose..
- looks at d camera n smile some more n flips his hair~!

he never takes his attention off d camera~!even when he's eating ice cream,he still looks at d camera~!

but he's totally superbly CUTE~! so it's ok!he's so lovable~!

sukira ending kiss 2x



- they just came back from MNet's 20's Choice Awards..
- they did the ending kiss 2 times - after their names, n after their goodbye~ ^_^
- teukie's kiss at 00:03 - 00:05 is so so so melting my heart..
- Hi, i'm angel teukie teukie Mmmmuahhhhh~~ oh oh oh~!*melting*

teuki laughing at his own gag



- i didn't understand what he was saying..
- heard 'brocoli' somewhere n that's all dat i understand..
- but his expression was so cute~!!

i just keep replaying the clips over and over again.he's just too cute~!

whenever it's his line during any songs, i'll drool like some crazy girl. especially in Marry U..

Teukie's line:

Would you marry me?
Are you willing to live the rest of your life with me?

yes i do i do i do!!*goes crazy*

T.T i can cry anytime when he sings that.
who doesn't want to spend the rest of their lives with him??
thousands of girls are willing to do that~!
i am one of them.

teukie oppa, will you marry me? ^_^

Eeteuk, why are u on my mind all the time??

*i said in the previous post Pictures Spam but i only put up some. as to make up for the so-called pictures spam, i'll post more pictures later. please anticipate~!*

During Super Show, eeteuk had a new ponytail hairstyle(see d pic of him in Super Junior Kiss The Radio in d post below) it's cute.

my favourite hairstyle of eeteuk is his ponytail hairstyle back in haengbok n goong T days.but i love his new ponytail just as much.he looks younger with his latest hairstyle.

i'll post up some pictures later..needs to compile them first.hehe.

O Shakespeare, mine devil thou art mine brain's destructor~!

i need to submit shakespeare's assignment tomorrow.based on othello.argh. i hate shakespeare. his ancient language gives me endless headache.

o destruction~!
o destruction~!

well, he surely destructs my brain.

.the forgotten little sister.

3 a.m. in the morning. called my little sister just now. she texted me asking me to give her a call. i seemed to forget about her since i rarely contact her.what a bad sister i am~!

she's stressed. but she's a whole lot better than me. in many ways, i envy her. i wish, i can be as strong and as firm as her. whenever i see her, i see my flaws.

i should fix my flaws. i need help. please be stronger,nae!

i love my sister. she's a better person compared to me. i think i'm the worst ever in the family. i'm so disobedient and stubborn.i make so many people worry about me.

.life in the outside world.

i'm thinking of working overseas. i wanna experience new things. new culture. new language. and meet different people. i want to experience some challenge.i want to experience the world outside of Malaysia.

not that i don't love Malaysia. i just want to see what i'm capable of doing outside this beloved land.

that's all for now. i'm tired n sleepy.need to sleep. n wake up early to catch the nasi lemak. oh, delicious nasi lemak~

Oppa, do u want some too??

suddenly Eeteuk~! ^.^;;




Pictures Spam~!

today's posts is all about pictures. i think this blog is too plain, so i'm posting up some pictures of eeteuk oppa and super junior. enjoy~


Eeteuk's new ponytail..So cute~!


080224 Change -Invading Suju's Dorm ~!




080228 Super Junior Kiss The radio - Eunhyuk and Eeteuk oppa~



080228 Super Junior Kiss The Radio - Eeteuk oppa ^_^



Mirror Mirror on the Wall

i never realized this before, when i look at those skinny people, i just keep saying, oh they're so skinny. i envied them and even wished i would be as skinny as them.

but now i think it's not healthy. like eeteuk.he's so skinny that he looks like he'll crumble any moment. altho' he looks good the way he is and beautiful, but he looks so fragile. poor oppa.

and when i looked in the mirror just now, i realized that i am actually healthy compared to others. because i have a lot of FAT. hehehe.

and my dream changes a bit. i don't want to be skinny, i want to be a healthy thin girl.

i need to shed off some weight to achieve that goal. maybe 10kg minus will be perfect on me since i'm short.

i have a test at 10 a.m today. i hope to get over it soon. i still need to do some assignments this weekend. i need to reread 'A Dream of China' again. i guess i still don't understand a lot about the story.

.Friends stay.

i miss my bestfriend,Nor. i hope one of these days i get to meet her. We've been friends for 17 years now. i knew her since i was 5. she's also my cousin.

She is the best friend i've ever had. Although i'm lacking so much, she still stays by my side and always treats me so nicely.

talking about friends, i think i'm losing one now. i don't know for sure. but i feel like this friend of mine seems to lose trust in me and in those eyes, i could no longer see respect for me.

i guess i can't stop her if she wants to leave.

.Man in Love.

i heard a good news! i hope it's true! Suju is filming A Man in Love MV~!! i just hope it'll be just them in the MV. pls pls pls, let it be just them.

i will post up some Eeteuk and Super Junior pictures soon. Maybe in the next entry.