I'm doing writing right now.but i got stuck. i couldn't really think right now. i can't brainstorm anything. my mind is so full of things. things that make me worry, sad, frustrated. things that i don't want to think, but they just keep coming.
tonight is cold. lately it's been cold.it's not that extremely cold.it's just a little cold. or maybe my immune system has weaken n become more sensitive.
.a letter to the author.
i wrote messages to Ovidia Yu, the author of A Dream of China, asking her some questions about the short story. it really feels different writing messages to intellectual. i felt kinda like an idiot. i guess the questions i asked seemed kinda stupid. it's so embarrasing, but luckily she replied my messages. but i guess it must annoyed her reading my long messages. i feel so bad.
she's active writing plays these days, if i'm not mistaken, judging from the info i got from the net. i googled to find her biography, but i haven't found one that's really complete. maybe i didn't try hard enough? i'll try again, later.
i also read her wordpress page.i like her style of writing in those pages where she shares what's inside her intellectual mind. since these days the only source of my reading is just what's written in the Super Junior forums, so it really is a change of genre. and content. it's a nice feeling.
when i read about her plays, it reminded me of those early days as TESL students when we got to see theater quite often. i enjoy watching plays in KLPac n The Actor's Studio. Some of the plays that i've watched are Romi, Joolee dan lain lain, Broken Bridges, Second Link. Oh, so actually i've only seen three plays. But i love all of them.
But these days i don't have any chance to go and watch plays.
Hm..well, maybe after i've graduated and earn my own money and go over Singapore, i'll catch one of Ovidia Yu's plays. if any is playing. her plays seem interesting. i would love to see what singaporean's play is like.
I would really love to go to Singapore one day.
.a long twisted path of life.
how many times in your life do you get confused?what kind of question is that?ah, i think i'm living so much for myself that i'm disappointing others. no matter how many times i say i'm sorry, i can never make up for what i've done. sometimes everything, the same things happen again and again. it's not sometimes, it's all the time.
i want to be happy. but my happiness isn't others' happiness. i'm just trying to indulge in this little happiness that doesn't always come across me, but why do people have to ruin it? i never care about other people's business, i never bother them, but why do they have to make my life miserable?
should i make their lives miserable too?
ah, really.i'm not like them. i think my mind's too tired now, i don't even know what i'm babbling. some things do make me upset, but do i really have the right to be upset?
i guess i'm really upset now.i'll stop here for today.
*such a serious tone today.sorry*
again, it's all Super Show~
i've been active in forums lately..i used to be a silent reader before..just flipping through pages and read what others say, but these days, i just happen to join in on the discussion, and it is much more exciting than just reading..
i get to share my interests, my excitement and i make some new friends too who share the same interest as me..it's exciting..
there will be some assignments this week and next week, so between these two weeks, i'll be busy..i'm trying to work harder..i hope i can at least improve a bit..and also test..
i also hope i can improve other aspects of my life..God,please help me~~
.Seoul Super Show fancams.
what could be more exciting than fancams? since i couldn't go to seoul to watch the Super Show, so the best i could hope is fancams!!and there's plenty of them..
first of all, most of the fancams are so CLEAR!!again, i'm amazed with their digicam!!they must be expensive..
some of the fancams that i've watched n love~
Yesung fancam during Marry U
>>the first fancam of Super Show that i watched..
>>he broke down in tears when ELFs sang Marry U~it's so touching!!
>>Yesung is so so so so gorgeous~!!
Teukie fancam during Marry U
>>he was looking happy at first n then his face went red..
>>towards the end, he broke into tears n was crying a river!!
>>oppa, don't cry T.T
Hankyung's Sexy Back
>> hot~!sexy~!
>> Nosebleed alert~!!!
>> watched this five times n my jaw just automatically dropped each time~!!
>> afterwards i keep replaying and replaying..it became an addiction!!
Suju's Introduction
>> Suju said "We are Super Juni-OR~!!
>> n ELFs replied "We are ELF-OR~!!
>> what a cute interaction!!
>> Teukie introduction is so cute !! I am Super Junior's Angel Teukie Teukie *while doing his cute spinning trademark* n everyone went so HIGH~!! with his intro!!
>> Teukie's mention of Malaysia!!The way he pronounced it is so cute~~
There are others too...but these are my favourites~!!
there're also clips of them dancing Man in Love, Rock This House, Don't Don n Twins Knockout!! They gave a rili powerful performance!! Teukie's so high n energetic!!
n during Don't Don, after KyuHyun's line, he actually stay and..
KyuHyun did pelvic thrust for the first time!!I've only seen him swayed his pelvic in Man in Love,n that one is already so HOTT..
n for Don't Don, it's triple the HOTNESS..
My top 3 Pelvic-thrust dancers
> Hankyung (he's d best at this,no doubt!)
> Kyuhyun (hotness!!)
> Eeteuk (nosebleed~!!)
KL Super Show
i'm anticipating Suju's Super Show in KL..altho' the date isn't confirmed yet, we (Malaysian ELFs) are already so anticipating..
i met some other Malaysian fans who are as eager as me and ayien and we planned to come up with surprises for Suju for their KL concert..just like how Korean ELFs prepared for the boys..
so far, there's only a few in it, so we're still trying to gather more and more ELFs to make this happen..i hope this is going to succeed~~
Malaysian ELFs, fighting!!
Super Junior fighting!!
Zhang Li Yin - I Will and Lovers MV
Zhang Li Yin's MVs I Will and Lovers, both featuring HanKyung and Siwon were released yesterday - 27th Feb..
Someone uploaded the MVs @ youtube..i watched 'em already..
Hankyung is so handsome..Hankyung's look when he secretly stares at Yeon Hee is so so heart-stealing~! I feel like i swimming in his eyes~~
and not just once..my heart just keeps falling and falling whenever he does that~oppa, don't make me drown in you~~
No-lah, only Teukie can make me drown in his eyes~~
i think Hankyung's entering my top 5 Suju members now..Teukie is still my no.1~He will always be my no.1..
Oppa, i shall see you in KL Super Show~!!
Siwon is, well, since he's not one of my favourites, so i don't really pay attention to him..am i cruel??(ah, sorry, Siwon~!)..but no doubt they're both great actors..
Hankyung's acting is so so good..But he dies again in the MV..i like him pairing up with Lee Yeon Hee tho'..Lee Yeon Hee is so pretty~~ i like her~
Preparation starts~
Ayien has already started practising some korean phrases that she wants to say to Kangin..she's writing Suju's lyrics now, trying to memorize them..
She even come up with a plan to make cue cards, just in case we don't remember the lyrics, so during the concert we can look at the cue cards..it's such an interesting idea..
i can't wait too. i wanna see them, sing along with them, and wave the Sapphire Blue balloon~!!
hehehe~~
i get to share my interests, my excitement and i make some new friends too who share the same interest as me..it's exciting..
there will be some assignments this week and next week, so between these two weeks, i'll be busy..i'm trying to work harder..i hope i can at least improve a bit..and also test..
i also hope i can improve other aspects of my life..God,please help me~~
.Seoul Super Show fancams.
what could be more exciting than fancams? since i couldn't go to seoul to watch the Super Show, so the best i could hope is fancams!!and there's plenty of them..
first of all, most of the fancams are so CLEAR!!again, i'm amazed with their digicam!!they must be expensive..
some of the fancams that i've watched n love~
Yesung fancam during Marry U
>>the first fancam of Super Show that i watched..
>>he broke down in tears when ELFs sang Marry U~it's so touching!!
>>Yesung is so so so so gorgeous~!!
Teukie fancam during Marry U
>>he was looking happy at first n then his face went red..
>>towards the end, he broke into tears n was crying a river!!
>>oppa, don't cry T.T
Hankyung's Sexy Back
>> hot~!sexy~!
>> Nosebleed alert~!!!
>> watched this five times n my jaw just automatically dropped each time~!!
>> afterwards i keep replaying and replaying..it became an addiction!!
Suju's Introduction
>> Suju said "We are Super Juni-OR~!!
>> n ELFs replied "We are ELF-OR~!!
>> what a cute interaction!!
>> Teukie introduction is so cute !! I am Super Junior's Angel Teukie Teukie *while doing his cute spinning trademark* n everyone went so HIGH~!! with his intro!!
>> Teukie's mention of Malaysia!!The way he pronounced it is so cute~~
There are others too...but these are my favourites~!!
there're also clips of them dancing Man in Love, Rock This House, Don't Don n Twins Knockout!! They gave a rili powerful performance!! Teukie's so high n energetic!!
n during Don't Don, after KyuHyun's line, he actually stay and..
KyuHyun did pelvic thrust for the first time!!I've only seen him swayed his pelvic in Man in Love,n that one is already so HOTT..
n for Don't Don, it's triple the HOTNESS..
My top 3 Pelvic-thrust dancers
> Hankyung (he's d best at this,no doubt!)
> Kyuhyun (hotness!!)
> Eeteuk (nosebleed~!!)
KL Super Show
i'm anticipating Suju's Super Show in KL..altho' the date isn't confirmed yet, we (Malaysian ELFs) are already so anticipating..
i met some other Malaysian fans who are as eager as me and ayien and we planned to come up with surprises for Suju for their KL concert..just like how Korean ELFs prepared for the boys..
so far, there's only a few in it, so we're still trying to gather more and more ELFs to make this happen..i hope this is going to succeed~~
Malaysian ELFs, fighting!!
Super Junior fighting!!
Zhang Li Yin - I Will and Lovers MV
Zhang Li Yin's MVs I Will and Lovers, both featuring HanKyung and Siwon were released yesterday - 27th Feb..
Someone uploaded the MVs @ youtube..i watched 'em already..
Hankyung is so handsome..Hankyung's look when he secretly stares at Yeon Hee is so so heart-stealing~! I feel like i swimming in his eyes~~
and not just once..my heart just keeps falling and falling whenever he does that~oppa, don't make me drown in you~~
No-lah, only Teukie can make me drown in his eyes~~
i think Hankyung's entering my top 5 Suju members now..Teukie is still my no.1~He will always be my no.1..
Oppa, i shall see you in KL Super Show~!!
Siwon is, well, since he's not one of my favourites, so i don't really pay attention to him..am i cruel??(ah, sorry, Siwon~!)..but no doubt they're both great actors..
Hankyung's acting is so so good..But he dies again in the MV..i like him pairing up with Lee Yeon Hee tho'..Lee Yeon Hee is so pretty~~ i like her~
Preparation starts~
Ayien has already started practising some korean phrases that she wants to say to Kangin..she's writing Suju's lyrics now, trying to memorize them..
She even come up with a plan to make cue cards, just in case we don't remember the lyrics, so during the concert we can look at the cue cards..it's such an interesting idea..
i can't wait too. i wanna see them, sing along with them, and wave the Sapphire Blue balloon~!!
hehehe~~
is there hope for me??
February shall end soon..money matters again..so much headache..even if i cut down my budget, i'm still short of money to pay d bills..n yet i'm dreaming of going to suju concert..
but i'll cry if i can't go TT
money matters stresses me out so much, adding more wrinkles to my face..making me age faster..dem..midnite now..i'm hungry..bcuz i need 2 cut down my budget, i juz eat once a day, n d cheapest thing too..which costs me RM3..still, i dun think that's too cheap..ahh,i'm starving!!
maybe i shouldn't think so much bout it...
i rili hate to go out with my blurry sight..i dun like wearing glasses..it just bothers me..but i guess i dun have to go out a lot anymore..cuz now dat i have to save n cut down d budget..
i rili dun buy anything this semester..no new clothes...no sandals..i bought two shoes tho' but i couldn't wear 'em cuz my feet got swollen after wearing 'em..what a bad investment,nae..so rite now i juz have my selipar jepun..dat's d only thing dat i have to put on..even d selipar jepun is so lusuh cuz i wear it everywhere..class, kedai,going out,in short..everywhere..
my bag was torn apart too..d one i bought during d semester break..so now i'm using d fcuk bag dat i bought in semester one..i think dat bag was d best investment ever..i bought it at RM90 n until now it is still in a good condition..n it's such a cute bag too..even after 3 years, i still like d bag a lot..
everyone's changing phone just like they're changing..erm..phones??haha, what kind of comparison is that? d phone i'm using rite now isn't rili mine, it was my brother's..n since it's an old phone, it's not rili in a good condition..sometimes it just died n went crazy..but i'm still using it..altho sometimes it kinda made me so frustrated then again..money matters..
i spent a lot of money for trips too..like taking trains to my sister's house..it's definitely not cheap..2 way cost is almost d same cost as the bus ticket to go back to Terengganu..i'm running out of facial wash too..except for meals, i dun have money at all to spend for other things TT
why is it tonight i feel so sad about it..
sumtimes i get tired of wanting anymore..cuz i can't get it..i can't even get wut ppl can easily get n yet i'm dreaming for much bigger things..it's rili hopeless..my faith n hope is fading everyday..this is hard..this rili is so hard..
why is my life so hopeless??
i wish i can just get away with it..but i can't.. i'll be cursed in hell..
but i'll cry if i can't go TT
money matters stresses me out so much, adding more wrinkles to my face..making me age faster..dem..midnite now..i'm hungry..bcuz i need 2 cut down my budget, i juz eat once a day, n d cheapest thing too..which costs me RM3..still, i dun think that's too cheap..ahh,i'm starving!!
maybe i shouldn't think so much bout it...
i rili hate to go out with my blurry sight..i dun like wearing glasses..it just bothers me..but i guess i dun have to go out a lot anymore..cuz now dat i have to save n cut down d budget..
i rili dun buy anything this semester..no new clothes...no sandals..i bought two shoes tho' but i couldn't wear 'em cuz my feet got swollen after wearing 'em..what a bad investment,nae..so rite now i juz have my selipar jepun..dat's d only thing dat i have to put on..even d selipar jepun is so lusuh cuz i wear it everywhere..class, kedai,going out,in short..everywhere..
my bag was torn apart too..d one i bought during d semester break..so now i'm using d fcuk bag dat i bought in semester one..i think dat bag was d best investment ever..i bought it at RM90 n until now it is still in a good condition..n it's such a cute bag too..even after 3 years, i still like d bag a lot..
everyone's changing phone just like they're changing..erm..phones??haha, what kind of comparison is that? d phone i'm using rite now isn't rili mine, it was my brother's..n since it's an old phone, it's not rili in a good condition..sometimes it just died n went crazy..but i'm still using it..altho sometimes it kinda made me so frustrated then again..money matters..
i spent a lot of money for trips too..like taking trains to my sister's house..it's definitely not cheap..2 way cost is almost d same cost as the bus ticket to go back to Terengganu..i'm running out of facial wash too..except for meals, i dun have money at all to spend for other things TT
why is it tonight i feel so sad about it..
sumtimes i get tired of wanting anymore..cuz i can't get it..i can't even get wut ppl can easily get n yet i'm dreaming for much bigger things..it's rili hopeless..my faith n hope is fading everyday..this is hard..this rili is so hard..
why is my life so hopeless??
i wish i can just get away with it..but i can't.. i'll be cursed in hell..
Super Show overdose..
the last three days..
i was like a crazy person, digging every single details of d super show at all forums that i registered in..
it was crazy..i'm not d only one,tho' lots of other suju fans were as crazy as i am too..the crazier would be those ELFs who went to Super Show..
damn, they're impressive..despite the no-camera-allowed warning, they succeed in taking HIGH QUALITY pics of super show..
n in one of d pic, i can see one of d fan zooming her camera(d expensive kind with 50 times optical zoom maybe,like d ones d reporters have) towards heechul..
oh my god!!that ELF is sure RICH!!
now it makes me think,just what kind of camera i'll need when i go to their concert later..isn't it great if i have such impressive camera too?TOO BAD, i'm not RICH..
so i can't expect much..i dun even have d money yet to buy d ticket concert..ahh, otoke~~someone help me..teukie oppa, pls give me a free ticket..pls pls pls.. i will love u more if u do..
CHANGE - the other side of Teukie ~
ahh, i watched CHANGE..they went to Suju's dorm..their new dorm is so pretty..eeteuk n heechul's room is so so nice..all white..
first..d shoe lift..again~
d magazine..Eeteuk went all red~!!
that 'guilty expression'..ahh, oppa~~
hahahaha..sorry i can't stop laughing~~
HAHAHAHAHA~~~
oppa~~
u're just like eunhyuk~!! r u guys sharing those stuffs??
ahahaha..*cracking on d floor*
u're still adorable tho'..u're keeping d blue duck dat ELF gave u..so sweet~~
i was like a crazy person, digging every single details of d super show at all forums that i registered in..
it was crazy..i'm not d only one,tho' lots of other suju fans were as crazy as i am too..the crazier would be those ELFs who went to Super Show..
damn, they're impressive..despite the no-camera-allowed warning, they succeed in taking HIGH QUALITY pics of super show..
n in one of d pic, i can see one of d fan zooming her camera(d expensive kind with 50 times optical zoom maybe,like d ones d reporters have) towards heechul..
oh my god!!that ELF is sure RICH!!
now it makes me think,just what kind of camera i'll need when i go to their concert later..isn't it great if i have such impressive camera too?TOO BAD, i'm not RICH..
so i can't expect much..i dun even have d money yet to buy d ticket concert..ahh, otoke~~someone help me..teukie oppa, pls give me a free ticket..pls pls pls.. i will love u more if u do..
CHANGE - the other side of Teukie ~
ahh, i watched CHANGE..they went to Suju's dorm..their new dorm is so pretty..eeteuk n heechul's room is so so nice..all white..
first..d shoe lift..again~
d magazine..Eeteuk went all red~!!
that 'guilty expression'..ahh, oppa~~
hahahaha..sorry i can't stop laughing~~
HAHAHAHAHA~~~
oppa~~
u're just like eunhyuk~!! r u guys sharing those stuffs??
ahahaha..*cracking on d floor*
u're still adorable tho'..u're keeping d blue duck dat ELF gave u..so sweet~~
Super Show updates~
Just when i was about to sleep, i checked Super Junior thread at Soompi forum..n there's all these updates of the first Super Show~!!
OMG!!I was so excited..the thread was growing really fast, i need to backlogging several pages, but it's all worth it..people are sending every details there..the list of songs they performed, their outfits, their new hairstyles n basically everything~!!
n a new post was added every minute..n then there were pictures of d concert~!!OH MY GOODNESS!!those who took the pictures are darn impressive!!
the PICS they took were so darn HIGH QUALITY!!i wondered just what type of camera they're using..the quality, the angle, the lighting, are of professional level!!all the pictures came out so beautiful..IMPRESSIVE ELFs!!
n back about the update..u can actually listen to it 'live' online..OMG!!my jaw dropped when i read that..i didn't even know that n the concert was already over~!!
but anyway, thank god, there will be 2 more concerts to listen to..Great!!
so today, i listened to d 2nd Super Show..it started at 7pm korean time(6pm malaysian time) n ended at 10 pmkorean time(9pm malaysian time)
they started with TWINS, just like yesterday..when TWINS came out, i was so EXCITED..listened to it with ayien..we were SCREAMING madly~!!i can't believe i was listening to their concert 'live'..ahh~~it feels really great~!!it makes me wanna go to d concert so BADLY~!!!!*teary-eyed*
during yesterday's Super Show, they were crying during Marry U..ELFs sang Marry U to them n they were crying..i think it was Eunhyuk, Eeteuk, Kibum n Yesung..
i saw Yesung's fancam n at first he was happy when ELFs sang d rapping part of EunHyuk but seconds later when it's Sungmin's line, he started to break into tears..it's so touching..just watching d fancam makes me wanna cry too..
if i'm at d concert, i'll be crying too,like mad T.T
Lots of ELFs must be crying along with them too..n they cried again during today's Marry U..this time, almost all of them, including Heenim..
it must feel really great..the stage was blue n with all Sapphire Blue Balloons in every corner of d stadium, i'm sure they're touched..
AHHH~~i really can't wait for them to come to MALAYSIA!!
ahh~~another shocking thing!!
My sister says she's going to Korea!Seoul, to be exact..i was screaming when she told me that~!!ahhh!!i wanna go too~~but i dun have d money..i have to save money first..i envy her..
ahh, but rite now, my priority is to go to Super Show in KL..i MUST go there, or i'll go crazy~!!
n then, i'll save up money to go to Korea~!!
OMG!!I was so excited..the thread was growing really fast, i need to backlogging several pages, but it's all worth it..people are sending every details there..the list of songs they performed, their outfits, their new hairstyles n basically everything~!!
n a new post was added every minute..n then there were pictures of d concert~!!OH MY GOODNESS!!those who took the pictures are darn impressive!!
the PICS they took were so darn HIGH QUALITY!!i wondered just what type of camera they're using..the quality, the angle, the lighting, are of professional level!!all the pictures came out so beautiful..IMPRESSIVE ELFs!!
n back about the update..u can actually listen to it 'live' online..OMG!!my jaw dropped when i read that..i didn't even know that n the concert was already over~!!
but anyway, thank god, there will be 2 more concerts to listen to..Great!!
so today, i listened to d 2nd Super Show..it started at 7pm korean time(6pm malaysian time) n ended at 10 pmkorean time(9pm malaysian time)
they started with TWINS, just like yesterday..when TWINS came out, i was so EXCITED..listened to it with ayien..we were SCREAMING madly~!!i can't believe i was listening to their concert 'live'..ahh~~it feels really great~!!it makes me wanna go to d concert so BADLY~!!!!*teary-eyed*
during yesterday's Super Show, they were crying during Marry U..ELFs sang Marry U to them n they were crying..i think it was Eunhyuk, Eeteuk, Kibum n Yesung..
i saw Yesung's fancam n at first he was happy when ELFs sang d rapping part of EunHyuk but seconds later when it's Sungmin's line, he started to break into tears..it's so touching..just watching d fancam makes me wanna cry too..
if i'm at d concert, i'll be crying too,like mad T.T
Lots of ELFs must be crying along with them too..n they cried again during today's Marry U..this time, almost all of them, including Heenim..
it must feel really great..the stage was blue n with all Sapphire Blue Balloons in every corner of d stadium, i'm sure they're touched..
AHHH~~i really can't wait for them to come to MALAYSIA!!
ahh~~another shocking thing!!
My sister says she's going to Korea!Seoul, to be exact..i was screaming when she told me that~!!ahhh!!i wanna go too~~but i dun have d money..i have to save money first..i envy her..
ahh, but rite now, my priority is to go to Super Show in KL..i MUST go there, or i'll go crazy~!!
n then, i'll save up money to go to Korea~!!
The countdown's over, Super Show starts~!!
They had the first concert for their Asia Tour!!They performed 27 songs~!!owh!!the Korean ELFs are so lucky!!it must be a great performance..how i wish i can go there and watch them..ahhh~~
i must start saving now, so that i can go to their kl concert.. i'll cry bloodtears if they come here and i can't go see them..nooo~!!i dun want that to happen.. i'm going to their concert, no matter what happens~~
so that i can see eeteuk..my wish rite now is to meet eeteuk n suju..ah, i'll be rili happy if i can rili meet them..meet?that sounds quite hard..if i can just see them, that's good enough for me..i'll probably cry of happiness..
i still hasn't send my pc to be formatted..money is rili tight right now..my printer ink is low too..i need to buy the refill..ahh, i dun have budgets for any other things except for my meals..i'm really pathetic T.T
i saw a horizontal scar at my friend's wrist today..it's a friend that i dun usually get to see..i'm kinda curious but i didn't ask her.. the scar looked like the kind of scar u get when u cut your wrist..it kinda disturbed me..did she tried suicide??
it's almost 2 a.m now..i'm tired..i guess i'll go get some sleep now..tomorrow, my brain needs to work actively..
Super Junior, fighting for your next concerts!!
There'll be two more concerts in Seoul~~
ah, really!!Korean ELFs are just too lucky~~!!
3 concerts back to back!!
ahhh~i wish i'm korean rite now..
so that i can go to their concert..just for three days..
n then i'll convert into malaysian again..
but since dat will never happen, i just have to be patience..n wait until their kl concert..
but anyway..
Eeteuk oppa, fighting !!
Super Junior, fighting !!
I'll always be cheering on oppa-dul..
oppa, get a good rest n gather ur energy for today n tomorrow's concerts!!
fighting~~!! eat well~~!! n take care of your health~~!!
i'll always love all super junior n be cheering for you guys~!!
eeteuk oppa, i love u again today..hehehe~~
i must start saving now, so that i can go to their kl concert.. i'll cry bloodtears if they come here and i can't go see them..nooo~!!i dun want that to happen.. i'm going to their concert, no matter what happens~~
so that i can see eeteuk..my wish rite now is to meet eeteuk n suju..ah, i'll be rili happy if i can rili meet them..meet?that sounds quite hard..if i can just see them, that's good enough for me..i'll probably cry of happiness..
i still hasn't send my pc to be formatted..money is rili tight right now..my printer ink is low too..i need to buy the refill..ahh, i dun have budgets for any other things except for my meals..i'm really pathetic T.T
i saw a horizontal scar at my friend's wrist today..it's a friend that i dun usually get to see..i'm kinda curious but i didn't ask her.. the scar looked like the kind of scar u get when u cut your wrist..it kinda disturbed me..did she tried suicide??
it's almost 2 a.m now..i'm tired..i guess i'll go get some sleep now..tomorrow, my brain needs to work actively..
Super Junior, fighting for your next concerts!!
There'll be two more concerts in Seoul~~
ah, really!!Korean ELFs are just too lucky~~!!
3 concerts back to back!!
ahhh~i wish i'm korean rite now..
so that i can go to their concert..just for three days..
n then i'll convert into malaysian again..
but since dat will never happen, i just have to be patience..n wait until their kl concert..
but anyway..
Eeteuk oppa, fighting !!
Super Junior, fighting !!
I'll always be cheering on oppa-dul..
oppa, get a good rest n gather ur energy for today n tomorrow's concerts!!
fighting~~!! eat well~~!! n take care of your health~~!!
i'll always love all super junior n be cheering for you guys~!!
eeteuk oppa, i love u again today..hehehe~~
Dancing Goddesses~
TSZX a.k.a Chung Sang Ji Hee The Grace a.k.a Tenjochiki ~
From left: Sunday, Lina, Dana and Stephanie
This group is under SM Entertainment, the same company of Super Junior. This group consists of four gorgeous women : Lina(24), Stephanie(21), Dana(22) and Sunday(21).They're all pretty. They can sing and dance really well. i really love their voices and dancing. Especially Lina and Stephanie. Dana's voice is superb. and Stephanie's dance is just so incredible~!!
My favourite is Stephanie tho'. She's a dancing goddess. i heard that she learnt ballet for 11 years, n besides that she also learnt hip hop, jazz etc.
Chunmoo Stephanie a.k.a Stephanie The Grace
I watched her dance battle on XMan n her solo dance in CSJH videos, she's really incredible. And she's hot. Her body is hot. And her micro mini skirt is hot too..~~wahh *jaw-dropping*
I love most SM artistes like Super Junior,DBSK,CSJH The Grace and Ayumi Lee..But still, i dun like Girl's Generation.. their genre of music is just not my type..i heard that SM will produce Girl's Generation 2nd album this year..wow, that's fast!! i mean they'd just released their first album around september last year(if i'm not mistaken).. n now they're coming up with a new album??even super junior took more than a year to come up with their second album..ahh, how i wish SM will produce Super Junior 3rd album too..i'm craving for more Super Junior~!!Tomorrow is Super Show!! *anticipating*
Super Junior Fighting~!!!
Mine slumber steal'd~
i was sleepy again in class today.n today's test. i studied a bit n fell asleep.so very tiring. but the grammar test is over. n i dun have class tomorrow, so i can rest a bit.i'm so happy.
Super Show !! 3 days to go!! Wow, lucky Korean ELFs!!
Five months from now, i wonder what'll happen. and next year?
Boyish Teukie..saranghae youngwonhi(love you forever)
i think eeteuk oppa cut his hair. it's slightly shorter, especially the hair which always cover his cheeks. he looks more boyish these days..n gorgeous as always!!
i miss watching suju's performances..these days, since they're busy preparing for their Asia Tour, they don't perform as much anymore..with no more Exploration of Human Body to anticipate,ahh..i miss them..
i hope they'll rili give great performances at their concert, altho' i can't go, still, i'll be cheering on them..yay!!waving blue balloons~~Oppa-dul,fighting~!!
n hopefully they get to have a break after the tour..at least a week off, they looked so damn tired..ahh,poor oppa,they're working so hard..
Eeteuk oppa..get some rest!!u looked so tired in sukira. get some sleep!!i juz hope u dun pass out after d concert..oppa fighting~!!i'll be cheering you always !!oppa!!oppa!!oppa!!fighting!!!!
Teukie oppa..i miss u T.T
please take care of your health..
n eat well,oppa..you're getting smaller n smaller each day!!
n i'm just getting bigger n bigger..T.T
if i can at least lose 7kg n juz be 37kg,won't it be great?
unfortunately i'm 45kg T.T
Sleepin' n stress, why do they have to co-exist?
should i sleep early tonite?to compensate the yesternites dat's stolen from me.ah, i'm really tired.i better get some rest b4 another shakespeare stress burden me~~
ahh,shakespeare, why wrote such difficult to comprehend plays?couldn't u just write a simple story like cinderella or lil' red riding hood or snow white..juz why richard iii n othello n others??ahh, headache!!if only we learn shin chan for our literature..haha,shin chan, juz what types of knowledge would u get from it??but it's funny ^_^ i like shin chan~~
Super Junior,fighting!!
Teukie oppa~
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Fighting~~~ ^_^
Super Show !! 3 days to go!! Wow, lucky Korean ELFs!!
Five months from now, i wonder what'll happen. and next year?
Boyish Teukie..saranghae youngwonhi(love you forever)
i think eeteuk oppa cut his hair. it's slightly shorter, especially the hair which always cover his cheeks. he looks more boyish these days..n gorgeous as always!!
i miss watching suju's performances..these days, since they're busy preparing for their Asia Tour, they don't perform as much anymore..with no more Exploration of Human Body to anticipate,ahh..i miss them..
i hope they'll rili give great performances at their concert, altho' i can't go, still, i'll be cheering on them..yay!!waving blue balloons~~Oppa-dul,fighting~!!
n hopefully they get to have a break after the tour..at least a week off, they looked so damn tired..ahh,poor oppa,they're working so hard..
Eeteuk oppa..get some rest!!u looked so tired in sukira. get some sleep!!i juz hope u dun pass out after d concert..oppa fighting~!!i'll be cheering you always !!oppa!!oppa!!oppa!!fighting!!!!
Teukie oppa..i miss u T.T
please take care of your health..
n eat well,oppa..you're getting smaller n smaller each day!!
n i'm just getting bigger n bigger..T.T
if i can at least lose 7kg n juz be 37kg,won't it be great?
unfortunately i'm 45kg T.T
Sleepin' n stress, why do they have to co-exist?
should i sleep early tonite?to compensate the yesternites dat's stolen from me.ah, i'm really tired.i better get some rest b4 another shakespeare stress burden me~~
ahh,shakespeare, why wrote such difficult to comprehend plays?couldn't u just write a simple story like cinderella or lil' red riding hood or snow white..juz why richard iii n othello n others??ahh, headache!!if only we learn shin chan for our literature..haha,shin chan, juz what types of knowledge would u get from it??but it's funny ^_^ i like shin chan~~
Super Junior,fighting!!
Teukie oppa~
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Fighting~~~ ^_^
Dance.Dance.Revolution.
Life is meaningless without sleep. but i sleep too much. does that make my life too meaningful?just how meaningful is too meaningful? too meaningful meaningful?
meaningful whatever~
do u know what is test. of course u do. i have test. what a stupid statement. ahh, i have to read n study richard III! just why do i have to study richard III? Richard III doesn't even give a damn to study me!?but it's good dat he doesn't. if he does, i'll puke~!i just hate Richard III.
grammar.grammar.grammar. yesterday we went out.me,nad,ayein,zana..went to midvalley n watched a movie. it was a great hangout. i hadn't gone out for a while so it rili feels good to me. laughing.laughing.laughing.very merry feeling.
today when i woke up, i felt rili tired. cuz i woke up late, so my body felt so tired. while waiting for d video to load, i fell asleep on d mat. so tired.so tired.so tired.i didn't want to wake up.
i ate bread.i ate tasteless rice with tasteless chicken.they're tasteless.so hungry.hungry.hungry.
these days, i like dancing n singing. maybe i like dancing more. dancing gives a rili great feeling.i tried to imitate suju's dance, but it's very fast!!i know nothing 'bout dancing n suddenly i want to dance.it's funny.
i've tried rokkugo n octopus dance..octopus dance is good to relax ur muscle.i tried to do pelvic thrust dancing too..there are several pelvic thrust dancing, i only knew one.. it's d part in don't don when they sing "stop banging my head my eyes gone red"it was exciting. i like that part a lot.everytime i dance dat part, i could feel a rili great adrenaline rush so i just keep doing just dat part over n over again.
i still can't do eeteuk's style of pelvic thrusting tho'..his pelvic thrusting is difficult.i want to learn bokgo dance too..n stephanie's explosive dance!!
i have new dancing idols! they're Stephanie n U-Know Yunho!!
These two ppl are like dancing machine!!OMG!!i have to admit that Yunho's dance's the best i've ever seen.n Stephanie. She's the best female dancer on earth!!how i wish i can dance like stephanie.ahh, n she's in d same company as suju too..i envy her..surely she always bumps into eeteuk T.T ..if i'm eeteuk, i'll surely fall in love with her..i mean she's just so hot..n a great dancer too..n stephanie's a year younger than me, yet she's so successful..!!ah, i rili envy her!!
juz now i realize dat no matter how stressed i am, i jz find dat other's stress are much worse.i guess i'm d kind of ppl who makes big things look small.most of d times, i dun bother much. what do ppl call dat?ignorant. ppl said being ignorant is not a good thing. but i love it. being ignorant gives me dis blissfulness dat i probably wouldn't have if i dun become one.
i'm happy being ignorant. but it worries me sometimes, cuz naturally i dun have much reaction or feelings towards other ppl's business, n ppl think i jz dun care enough..jz bcuz i dun show how i feel, it doesn't mean i dun care. why do i even bother to explain myself?i hate explaining myself.
ok..let's cut d crap..
why is dreaming so comforting??
meaningful whatever~
do u know what is test. of course u do. i have test. what a stupid statement. ahh, i have to read n study richard III! just why do i have to study richard III? Richard III doesn't even give a damn to study me!?but it's good dat he doesn't. if he does, i'll puke~!i just hate Richard III.
grammar.grammar.grammar. yesterday we went out.me,nad,ayein,zana..went to midvalley n watched a movie. it was a great hangout. i hadn't gone out for a while so it rili feels good to me. laughing.laughing.laughing.very merry feeling.
today when i woke up, i felt rili tired. cuz i woke up late, so my body felt so tired. while waiting for d video to load, i fell asleep on d mat. so tired.so tired.so tired.i didn't want to wake up.
i ate bread.i ate tasteless rice with tasteless chicken.they're tasteless.so hungry.hungry.hungry.
these days, i like dancing n singing. maybe i like dancing more. dancing gives a rili great feeling.i tried to imitate suju's dance, but it's very fast!!i know nothing 'bout dancing n suddenly i want to dance.it's funny.
i've tried rokkugo n octopus dance..octopus dance is good to relax ur muscle.i tried to do pelvic thrust dancing too..there are several pelvic thrust dancing, i only knew one.. it's d part in don't don when they sing "stop banging my head my eyes gone red"it was exciting. i like that part a lot.everytime i dance dat part, i could feel a rili great adrenaline rush so i just keep doing just dat part over n over again.
i still can't do eeteuk's style of pelvic thrusting tho'..his pelvic thrusting is difficult.i want to learn bokgo dance too..n stephanie's explosive dance!!
i have new dancing idols! they're Stephanie n U-Know Yunho!!
These two ppl are like dancing machine!!OMG!!i have to admit that Yunho's dance's the best i've ever seen.n Stephanie. She's the best female dancer on earth!!how i wish i can dance like stephanie.ahh, n she's in d same company as suju too..i envy her..surely she always bumps into eeteuk T.T ..if i'm eeteuk, i'll surely fall in love with her..i mean she's just so hot..n a great dancer too..n stephanie's a year younger than me, yet she's so successful..!!ah, i rili envy her!!
juz now i realize dat no matter how stressed i am, i jz find dat other's stress are much worse.i guess i'm d kind of ppl who makes big things look small.most of d times, i dun bother much. what do ppl call dat?ignorant. ppl said being ignorant is not a good thing. but i love it. being ignorant gives me dis blissfulness dat i probably wouldn't have if i dun become one.
i'm happy being ignorant. but it worries me sometimes, cuz naturally i dun have much reaction or feelings towards other ppl's business, n ppl think i jz dun care enough..jz bcuz i dun show how i feel, it doesn't mean i dun care. why do i even bother to explain myself?i hate explaining myself.
ok..let's cut d crap..
why is dreaming so comforting??
Whatever~
wut did i learn yesterday?responsibility.it's d hardest thing 2 do.n especially 4 ignorant ppl like me.my biological clock is going in reverse, thus causing me trouble.frankly, i'm scared!i keep telling myself to be more responsible.or else my whole life will crumble.but my heart keeps saying.. ahh,responsible..responsible whatever~~
HAHAHAHAHA~~(i love the famous Junsu's whatever quote)
Super Junior Kiss the Radio - Valentine's Day!
yesterday was valentine's day. i watched a bit of Super Junior Kiss The Radio(Sukira). They danced to 'A Man in Love'!!!!!argghhh*screams*Eeteuk is so hottt in his white sweater n grey shawl.his dance was sexy*jaw-dropping*n his pelvic thrusting dat i miss so much to see*nosebleed*
but he danced only halfway thru d song cuz his earphone wires got tangled so he stopped dancing n tried to untangle it..ahh, jz when i was so anticipating his sexy dance~~ahh oppa~
i hope i can see more of him in tv shows..
Oppa, i made this 2 line poem for you..i got inspired watching XMan~!
Ee - Een dreams, you come to me... n -
teuk - teuk my breath away~ ^_^
i love ur name's syllabus, they convey my feeling perfectly~
*oppa, can u smell somthing burning?it's my heart..it's on fire bcuz of you..*
ahh..it's been ages since i see teukie's latest show~~
i learnt some very mushy lines from XMan..gosh, that guy with those mushy lines are good. he can publish book on pick-up lines!!
oppa,do you know? a few days ago, my eyes hurt so bad.so i went to see the eye doctor n he said to me, my eyes hurt because they have u in them..
*oppa,wut r u doing in my eyes?? u jz hv 2 b in my heart..*
oppa, i think i need to buy Global Positioning System..
cuz i realise i'm lost inside your heart..
*ohh~i'll definitely melt if teukie said this to me*
YUNHO'S ELECTRIFYING DANCE~!I'M ELECTRIFIED BY HIM ALREADY!!
Yunho is HOTT! i'm addicted to his dancing.OMG!!his dancing is beyond superb.just dies watching him moving his body.Eeteuk oppa, i rili love you, but i rili can't resist Yunho's dance~!!
oh my goodness, it's just worth every second watching him dance!!he's just so impressive.so impressive.so impressive.so impressive*jaw dropping*my heart is jumping up n down. n jz watching him power up his dance, my heart explodes. OHHHHH~~i have to say this. yunho, u steal my heart for a few seconds~!!ahh~falling for his dance..(closes eeteuk's ears so he won't hear me say this)
*ahh, oppa,sorry*
mianhanda,saranghanda ~
HAHAHAHAHA~~(i love the famous Junsu's whatever quote)
Super Junior Kiss the Radio - Valentine's Day!
yesterday was valentine's day. i watched a bit of Super Junior Kiss The Radio(Sukira). They danced to 'A Man in Love'!!!!!argghhh*screams*Eeteuk is so hottt in his white sweater n grey shawl.his dance was sexy*jaw-dropping*n his pelvic thrusting dat i miss so much to see*nosebleed*
but he danced only halfway thru d song cuz his earphone wires got tangled so he stopped dancing n tried to untangle it..ahh, jz when i was so anticipating his sexy dance~~ahh oppa~
i hope i can see more of him in tv shows..
Oppa, i made this 2 line poem for you..i got inspired watching XMan~!
Ee - Een dreams, you come to me... n -
teuk - teuk my breath away~ ^_^
i love ur name's syllabus, they convey my feeling perfectly~
*oppa, can u smell somthing burning?it's my heart..it's on fire bcuz of you..*
ahh..it's been ages since i see teukie's latest show~~
i learnt some very mushy lines from XMan..gosh, that guy with those mushy lines are good. he can publish book on pick-up lines!!
oppa,do you know? a few days ago, my eyes hurt so bad.so i went to see the eye doctor n he said to me, my eyes hurt because they have u in them..
*oppa,wut r u doing in my eyes?? u jz hv 2 b in my heart..*
oppa, i think i need to buy Global Positioning System..
cuz i realise i'm lost inside your heart..
*ohh~i'll definitely melt if teukie said this to me*
YUNHO'S ELECTRIFYING DANCE~!I'M ELECTRIFIED BY HIM ALREADY!!
Yunho is HOTT! i'm addicted to his dancing.OMG!!his dancing is beyond superb.just dies watching him moving his body.Eeteuk oppa, i rili love you, but i rili can't resist Yunho's dance~!!
oh my goodness, it's just worth every second watching him dance!!he's just so impressive.so impressive.so impressive.so impressive*jaw dropping*my heart is jumping up n down. n jz watching him power up his dance, my heart explodes. OHHHHH~~i have to say this. yunho, u steal my heart for a few seconds~!!ahh~falling for his dance..(closes eeteuk's ears so he won't hear me say this)
*ahh, oppa,sorry*
mianhanda,saranghanda ~
.Life can change in a second.
tonite feels a bit different. i think i found hope. but my life is pretty messed up in some parts. i hope i can fix it. my mind's pretty at ease now. minus d stress from d studying thingy, i'm quite refined in other parts.
sometimes i wonder if those who read this blog(in my case, there's probably juz 2 ppl) will understand wut i write here. sometimes i juz use words so randomly dat didn't even match d context of d sentence or d meaning that i tried to express. i myself sumtimes hv to ponder a bit rereading my posts. it must be so confusing to others. but then, it's juz a blog, n d blog is mine so i guess u dun get much knowledge reading this..it's not like i put up some grammar lesson or literature notes etc, so it duzn't matter even if it's confusing,right?
DBSK, FT ISLAND,BIG BANG
lately i've been listening to other artists too..like dbsk, n ft island. n big bang. dbsk is quite ok. but i dun hv any preference as for who i like best..i like yunho's dance!he's awesome!he really is awesome! his dancing is just so sooo good!n i like changmin's screaming!it reminds me of chester ! n jaejoong, i like his randomness!!
ft island.i like their song..hongki's voice!oh my god!awesomeness!n jaejin's cute. wonbin too. n jung hoon(i'm not sure of his name yet)is cute too.all are dongsaengs tho'..
BIG BANG=G-Dragon,TOP,Seung Ri, i forgot the names of d other 2..B to the I to the BANG! BANG! they're cute..TOP's hand gesture (kinda making a circle) is wut i like d best..n their performance with wondergirls is a bonus!!i like seeing them with wonder girls,dancing Tell Me..
Suju is still my no.1~!
today i'll write d order of d members of Suju according to my preferences.
TOP 3
1-Angel Teukie Teukie Eeteuk (of course!)
2.Kangin
3.Heechul
Next is a tie..
Yesung and Eunhyuk
After that..
Ryeowook
And then
KyuHyun
Sungmin
Then comes..
Hankyung
And..
Kibum
Siwon
Donghae
Finally..
Shindong
I love all 13 of them..I love Super Junior~!
sometimes i wonder if those who read this blog(in my case, there's probably juz 2 ppl) will understand wut i write here. sometimes i juz use words so randomly dat didn't even match d context of d sentence or d meaning that i tried to express. i myself sumtimes hv to ponder a bit rereading my posts. it must be so confusing to others. but then, it's juz a blog, n d blog is mine so i guess u dun get much knowledge reading this..it's not like i put up some grammar lesson or literature notes etc, so it duzn't matter even if it's confusing,right?
DBSK, FT ISLAND,BIG BANG
lately i've been listening to other artists too..like dbsk, n ft island. n big bang. dbsk is quite ok. but i dun hv any preference as for who i like best..i like yunho's dance!he's awesome!he really is awesome! his dancing is just so sooo good!n i like changmin's screaming!it reminds me of chester ! n jaejoong, i like his randomness!!
ft island.i like their song..hongki's voice!oh my god!awesomeness!n jaejin's cute. wonbin too. n jung hoon(i'm not sure of his name yet)is cute too.all are dongsaengs tho'..
BIG BANG=G-Dragon,TOP,Seung Ri, i forgot the names of d other 2..B to the I to the BANG! BANG! they're cute..TOP's hand gesture (kinda making a circle) is wut i like d best..n their performance with wondergirls is a bonus!!i like seeing them with wonder girls,dancing Tell Me..
Suju is still my no.1~!
today i'll write d order of d members of Suju according to my preferences.
TOP 3
1-Angel Teukie Teukie Eeteuk (of course!)
2.Kangin
3.Heechul
Next is a tie..
Yesung and Eunhyuk
After that..
Ryeowook
And then
KyuHyun
Sungmin
Then comes..
Hankyung
And..
Kibum
Siwon
Donghae
Finally..
Shindong
I love all 13 of them..I love Super Junior~!
O depression~
pagi.subuh.i'm dead tired. td ingat dh blh tido.but my eyes kept awake afterwards.so tired. sla test is just a few hours away. it's stressful. so much work.
i laughed too much yesterday.n now i'm all moody. my english worsen these days. i made lots of pronunciation mistake. even my grammar. cuz i thought i wouldn't bother so much 'bout it n juz let d mistake slipped. n now, it's becoming a habit. i need to work on my pronunciation n grammar.
even my malay sounded weird. haha. what language am i using actually?i'm confused myself. sumtimes i got tired so easily these days, dat even tho' i wanna say something, i juz stopped halfway,cuz it takes so much effort to even finish it. get wut i mean?it doesn't matter.it's not important anyway.
it's not true,nad.
nad said i always scored better eventho' i didn't put much effort.it's true that i didn't put much effort, but it's not true that i scored better..a lot of other ppl scored way better than me.actually, i'd never really thought of the outcome of what i did. the only thing that matter to me is just i'm comfortable doing what i'm doing. it doesn't matter to me if ppl hates wut i'm doing, if i enjoy doing it, i will just do it.
n as for test, i hate studying, that's why my result is much lower than others. so nad, wut u said is not true. i'm not a bookworm. i'm more an internetworm?hehe~
i love Super Juni-OR~!
all of d sudden..??
ahaha.i always write the 'ahaha' thingy.it's becoming a habit.sometimes i didn't really mean a merry thing, but it's just smthg i always put 2 make things sound merry.ahh,wut am i saying?whatever~
.you juz don't understand it.
i like super junior a lot. super junior is my favourite artist, singer,group,celebrity,idol etc. i'm crazy about them. but sometimes i just got hurt when people questioned :
why are u all obsessed over them/him(eeteuk)? they/he doesn't evn know u~!
altho' most of the times, i just ignored such questions, i did feel hurt tho'. i dunno whether i wanna curse them or just ignore them. i'm not a rili nice person, n lately cursing seems to be my specialty, so i might just curse them straight on their face.
ok, i'll try to be nice as of today.i'm upset when ppl said such things. frankly i hate it when ppl said that. i feel like i wanna slap them.*again i'm not a nice person.i have a rili bad temper.* it feels like they're humiliating these people that i adore. n i hate that.
but anyway i'm going to answer this question..
why do i like them?
bcuz i just do! everything about them is adorable to me.
they/he doesn't evn know u~!
so what if they don't know me?? i don't think that matters to me. just supporting them makes me feel content. as long as i can keep seeing them performing, i'll be glad already. i'm not that ambitious to even wish them to know who i am.
i won't give up supporting them juz bcuz some ppl who juz don't understand said all those stupid things. Super Junior, fighting~!
n i HATE those Suju ANTIs.damn. i hate how they spread harsh rumours and even said harsh things to Super Junior. Poor Suju oppas n dongsaengs. i juz hope they don't get really extreme to d extent of hurting Suju. Oppa, dongsaeng fighting, u know we don't believe in those craps~!
Sad Teukie T.T
Teukie oppa, why are u getting smaller n smaller each day?
Read teukie's blog's translation. he seemd sad n lonely. oppa, why are u so sad n lonely? u have lots of company there. heechul, hankyung,yesung,kangin,shindong,sungmin,siwon,eunhyuk,
donghae,ryeowook,kibum n kyuhyun.u shouldn't feel lonely.
i juz hope he doesn't get too depressed n will still be able to think straight. oppa, pls don't try to commit suicide.pls pls pls.i'm begging. u know ELFs love u,don't u? we're all here to support u~ don't feel so sad,oppa.Fighting~! We will always love and support u forever~!
Oppa, i love you (making the heart shape on d head ^_^)
i laughed too much yesterday.n now i'm all moody. my english worsen these days. i made lots of pronunciation mistake. even my grammar. cuz i thought i wouldn't bother so much 'bout it n juz let d mistake slipped. n now, it's becoming a habit. i need to work on my pronunciation n grammar.
even my malay sounded weird. haha. what language am i using actually?i'm confused myself. sumtimes i got tired so easily these days, dat even tho' i wanna say something, i juz stopped halfway,cuz it takes so much effort to even finish it. get wut i mean?it doesn't matter.it's not important anyway.
it's not true,nad.
nad said i always scored better eventho' i didn't put much effort.it's true that i didn't put much effort, but it's not true that i scored better..a lot of other ppl scored way better than me.actually, i'd never really thought of the outcome of what i did. the only thing that matter to me is just i'm comfortable doing what i'm doing. it doesn't matter to me if ppl hates wut i'm doing, if i enjoy doing it, i will just do it.
n as for test, i hate studying, that's why my result is much lower than others. so nad, wut u said is not true. i'm not a bookworm. i'm more an internetworm?hehe~
i love Super Juni-OR~!
all of d sudden..??
ahaha.i always write the 'ahaha' thingy.it's becoming a habit.sometimes i didn't really mean a merry thing, but it's just smthg i always put 2 make things sound merry.ahh,wut am i saying?whatever~
.you juz don't understand it.
i like super junior a lot. super junior is my favourite artist, singer,group,celebrity,idol etc. i'm crazy about them. but sometimes i just got hurt when people questioned :
why are u all obsessed over them/him(eeteuk)? they/he doesn't evn know u~!
altho' most of the times, i just ignored such questions, i did feel hurt tho'. i dunno whether i wanna curse them or just ignore them. i'm not a rili nice person, n lately cursing seems to be my specialty, so i might just curse them straight on their face.
ok, i'll try to be nice as of today.i'm upset when ppl said such things. frankly i hate it when ppl said that. i feel like i wanna slap them.*again i'm not a nice person.i have a rili bad temper.* it feels like they're humiliating these people that i adore. n i hate that.
but anyway i'm going to answer this question..
why do i like them?
bcuz i just do! everything about them is adorable to me.
they/he doesn't evn know u~!
so what if they don't know me?? i don't think that matters to me. just supporting them makes me feel content. as long as i can keep seeing them performing, i'll be glad already. i'm not that ambitious to even wish them to know who i am.
i won't give up supporting them juz bcuz some ppl who juz don't understand said all those stupid things. Super Junior, fighting~!
n i HATE those Suju ANTIs.damn. i hate how they spread harsh rumours and even said harsh things to Super Junior. Poor Suju oppas n dongsaengs. i juz hope they don't get really extreme to d extent of hurting Suju. Oppa, dongsaeng fighting, u know we don't believe in those craps~!
Sad Teukie T.T
Teukie oppa, why are u getting smaller n smaller each day?
Read teukie's blog's translation. he seemd sad n lonely. oppa, why are u so sad n lonely? u have lots of company there. heechul, hankyung,yesung,kangin,shindong,sungmin,siwon,eunhyuk,
donghae,ryeowook,kibum n kyuhyun.u shouldn't feel lonely.
i juz hope he doesn't get too depressed n will still be able to think straight. oppa, pls don't try to commit suicide.pls pls pls.i'm begging. u know ELFs love u,don't u? we're all here to support u~ don't feel so sad,oppa.Fighting~! We will always love and support u forever~!
Oppa, i love you (making the heart shape on d head ^_^)
.my.faith.is.fading.away...
it's a day of frustration.i guess i got way too far with some matters and now reality bites.it's hard.my dreams seems to slowly go away too.i'm still hoping i could at least realize one of those dreams.at least one of them.
this week's packed.assignments.quizzes.presentation.it's stressful.but still, i'm writing here.this seems to be d only place i can write about how i feel, although most of d times i just write nonsense, i feel content being here.
my mood's suddenly so melancholic.i'm tired actually. lots of unfinished business.n money matters.i guess i haven't spend much time to relax. even thinking sometimes takes so much out of ur energy..you know when you worry so much how to make a good impression or just be who u are, but then,being yourself may annoy others and u just dunno which is actually working.
i guess, due to a lot of things,i'm getting older, n i'm getting tired of all that.at this age, i dun really care anymore about making good impression towards others, rather i try just to at least not hurting other ppl.all those petty things, i thought i shouldn't pay so much attention to them.and ignore them.n my life stays the same.not exactly the same.it's gotten much quieter,cause i dun participate much in crowds. cuz it feels awkward.unless i know the crowd well.but usually, i prefer to just mind my own business rather than being with a group of strangers.
i wanna blame my eyesight for not seeing everything so clearly,that i can't seem to see what life is like out there, but even when i had my glasses on, i couldn't get attracted to what it has to offer me.i don't even know what i want anymore.my faith's fading each day.my dreams.my ambition.can i really make them come true.
i'm not that young anymore. i'll be 22 this year..and next year,i'll graduate.n then i'll start working.i'm entering adulthood.it feels insecure.i hope i can at least do things i enjoy doing.i hope i can get the job that i would really love doing.i don't want my life to be wasted by regretting each second i had had.
i still want to go to korea n meet eeteuk, tho'
seeing him will make me feel content already ^_^
nae.what about him that you like so much?
*cries* everything~
i should get some rest now, so later on i can gather the strength to work harder n achieve my dreams.*praying hard*
oppa, fighting.
nae, fighting.
oppa, cheer for me too..
ehehe.nite~
this week's packed.assignments.quizzes.presentation.it's stressful.but still, i'm writing here.this seems to be d only place i can write about how i feel, although most of d times i just write nonsense, i feel content being here.
my mood's suddenly so melancholic.i'm tired actually. lots of unfinished business.n money matters.i guess i haven't spend much time to relax. even thinking sometimes takes so much out of ur energy..you know when you worry so much how to make a good impression or just be who u are, but then,being yourself may annoy others and u just dunno which is actually working.
i guess, due to a lot of things,i'm getting older, n i'm getting tired of all that.at this age, i dun really care anymore about making good impression towards others, rather i try just to at least not hurting other ppl.all those petty things, i thought i shouldn't pay so much attention to them.and ignore them.n my life stays the same.not exactly the same.it's gotten much quieter,cause i dun participate much in crowds. cuz it feels awkward.unless i know the crowd well.but usually, i prefer to just mind my own business rather than being with a group of strangers.
i wanna blame my eyesight for not seeing everything so clearly,that i can't seem to see what life is like out there, but even when i had my glasses on, i couldn't get attracted to what it has to offer me.i don't even know what i want anymore.my faith's fading each day.my dreams.my ambition.can i really make them come true.
i'm not that young anymore. i'll be 22 this year..and next year,i'll graduate.n then i'll start working.i'm entering adulthood.it feels insecure.i hope i can at least do things i enjoy doing.i hope i can get the job that i would really love doing.i don't want my life to be wasted by regretting each second i had had.
i still want to go to korea n meet eeteuk, tho'
seeing him will make me feel content already ^_^
nae.what about him that you like so much?
*cries* everything~
i should get some rest now, so later on i can gather the strength to work harder n achieve my dreams.*praying hard*
oppa, fighting.
nae, fighting.
oppa, cheer for me too..
ehehe.nite~
.When aging and poverty strike.
Finished Richard III..even after i finished it, i still feel so stressed~
Shakespeare must've cursed me~!
This is going to be a tiring week..So many things to do, so little time..Headache~!!This is partly the factor that causes me aging faster..More wrinkles~More greyhair..Oh,my skin is damaged~~So tired.So tired. When can i sleep? when can i go out and see the sun?
I want to go out and see the sun. with clear sight. i need to buy contact lens, so i can go out and have fun gleefully~ my glasses is so bothersome. have to buy the contact lens.
the bills are mountaining..i miscalculated my budget again n i missed so many things! now i have to find the money to pay for all the stuffs i've missed in the list. i don't have much money with me now. n still, there're lots of things that i have yet to pay..
plus suju's concert..i must find the money..somehow, there must be a way out..i hope my poverty won't get any worse.
Shakespeare must've cursed me~!
This is going to be a tiring week..So many things to do, so little time..Headache~!!This is partly the factor that causes me aging faster..More wrinkles~More greyhair..Oh,my skin is damaged~~So tired.So tired. When can i sleep? when can i go out and see the sun?
I want to go out and see the sun. with clear sight. i need to buy contact lens, so i can go out and have fun gleefully~ my glasses is so bothersome. have to buy the contact lens.
the bills are mountaining..i miscalculated my budget again n i missed so many things! now i have to find the money to pay for all the stuffs i've missed in the list. i don't have much money with me now. n still, there're lots of things that i have yet to pay..
plus suju's concert..i must find the money..somehow, there must be a way out..i hope my poverty won't get any worse.
Home Alone~
i'm back in shah alam..i'm alone at home..nobody's back yet,so i'm online..i'm bored n hungry..kedai mkn dpn umah xbukak..arghh..should i order mcd??but it's breakfast this time..i don't want to eat their breakfast meals..i think i'll wait till afternoon n order..
ayein will be back this evening..she said so..yay!i'm seriously bored here..n i miss talking to her~suju will be on mnet on 8tv today at 2pm..yay~!i wanna watch..yesterday dbsk was on 8tv but i didn't realized it n missed it..ok, i'm starting to like dbsk..but it's not as crazy as super junior..i think it's like how i like ft island n big bang..maybe a lil bit more than that..yeah~!
am i really critical,kangyien-ssi??OMG!i think i am!!the more i see him, the more adorable he seems to be..isn't he..he's just too cute and adorable~~oppa i love you~~ok, i should take a break from mentioning too much eeteuk..it's not like he'll appear right in front of me if i mention him many times,aite(owh, won't it be great if he does appear~~??)
gotta go..too hungry..Teukie oppa,fighting~~
ayein will be back this evening..she said so..yay!i'm seriously bored here..n i miss talking to her~suju will be on mnet on 8tv today at 2pm..yay~!i wanna watch..yesterday dbsk was on 8tv but i didn't realized it n missed it..ok, i'm starting to like dbsk..but it's not as crazy as super junior..i think it's like how i like ft island n big bang..maybe a lil bit more than that..yeah~!
am i really critical,kangyien-ssi??OMG!i think i am!!the more i see him, the more adorable he seems to be..isn't he..he's just too cute and adorable~~oppa i love you~~ok, i should take a break from mentioning too much eeteuk..it's not like he'll appear right in front of me if i mention him many times,aite(owh, won't it be great if he does appear~~??)
gotta go..too hungry..Teukie oppa,fighting~~
Let's Love Sapphire Blue
i changed my template 2 blue..i'm trying to like blue, since it's suju's official balloon colour..i used to hate blue..i didn't know why..but now i'm starting to like it..
I Love Park Jung Su
Park Jung Su..i fall in love with him again..why all of the sudden Park Jung Su?Park Jung Su is Eeteuk's real name..i love hearing the dongsaengs call him Jung Su hyung..i think Park Jung Su is a beautiful name..Leeteuk is a beautiful name too..it's because of Leeteuk i knew him..He is indeed 'Leeteuk'(which means special)
He is just too adorable..i'm so touched when i see how much he cares for the younger ones..plus the way he treats d elder, n little kids..OMG,he's perfect..i love him..i wonder who'll be d lucky girl 2 win his heart..whomever it is that he's going to marry, she's damn lucky~seriously she is!n me with thousands of other ELFs will be heartbroken so badly T.T
i hope one day, i can meet him in real life, face to face..but i probably be too happy n cry n becomes so speechless n cry some more..but i really wanna meet Eeteuk someday..i need a Miracle..i hope there'll be a Miracle..
I Love Park Jung Su
Park Jung Su..i fall in love with him again..why all of the sudden Park Jung Su?Park Jung Su is Eeteuk's real name..i love hearing the dongsaengs call him Jung Su hyung..i think Park Jung Su is a beautiful name..Leeteuk is a beautiful name too..it's because of Leeteuk i knew him..He is indeed 'Leeteuk'(which means special)
He is just too adorable..i'm so touched when i see how much he cares for the younger ones..plus the way he treats d elder, n little kids..OMG,he's perfect..i love him..i wonder who'll be d lucky girl 2 win his heart..whomever it is that he's going to marry, she's damn lucky~seriously she is!n me with thousands of other ELFs will be heartbroken so badly T.T
i hope one day, i can meet him in real life, face to face..but i probably be too happy n cry n becomes so speechless n cry some more..but i really wanna meet Eeteuk someday..i need a Miracle..i hope there'll be a Miracle..
Lai Lai Lai~!!
Happy Chinese New Year~!
It's Chinese New Year..i woke up late as usual n went to d kitchen..my sister was cooking nasi ayam..
so i asked are we going to makan besar today?
yeah,makan besar..she answered uninterestedly..i took d fried chicken n then sneaked another one..
haha, the start of new year has already bringing me prosperity..
while i'm eating prosperously, she kept slipping things..first d soy sauce..then the cucumber n sum other things..so i said to her..
poor you..you don't have much prosperity this new year..
n i laughed at her so hard..then i asked her for angpau..
i said..i'm wearing the chinese new year costume since last night(actually it was just my baggy pyjama which happens to be red),where's my angpau?u have to give me angpau..
n she ignored me..but i'm still laughing so hard cuz she just kept messing up things..hahaha~i'm so cruel..
tomorrow i'll go back to shah alam..so today i've to pack..n get rid of d assignments too..aishh..
no!i have to be more positive this new year..
ok,i'll do my assignment happily..yay~!!
Teukie oppa, happy chinese new year~!!
May the new year brings you prosperity..
i love you,oppa!!Oppa, fighting~!!!
Pelvic thrust dancing secrets~
i almost wanted to give up doing pelvic thrust dancing cuz it seemed that it juz didn't work on me until i found out the secrets of doing it last night..
so here's d tip to pelvic thrust dancing
1. bend your lower body n keep ur upper body straight.
2. thrust your pelvic back n forth(ur hips will automatically shake too)
*make sure u don't shake ur thighs..the thighs hv to be still..the only parts that'll shake are ur hips n pelvic..
..haha, i'm so enjoying this dance~~
Leeteuk's Love Fighter ep.6
OMG!I think i'm starting to like this show..yesterday, i watched the unfinished download of ep.6..n despite of having no sub, i laughed so hard watching it..it's so funny..
the first couple is so funny..the girl just blurted out things so randomly n she spoke nonstop..n the guy tried to attack back his gf but somehow his gf's talking ability is much more powerful..
they threw d mic as usual, n then he crashed a laptop n she even got to hit shindong..
DBSK Mini Drama
i watched it yesterday..funny! funny! funny! n cute~
Yunho is so cute acting all gay towards jaejoong..n jaejoong traumatised face was cute too..haha..
xiah junsu, changmin n micky are funny too~xiah junsu even sang a bit in d mini drama..his voice is so angelic~!
Mystery 6 ep 1
bcuz i'm too scared to watch this show at nite, i decided to watch it during daytime..
so i watched it yesterday's afternoon..n still, i got freaked out~!!
altho' suju's in there n they're being dorky n all, the show is still very creepy~the ghost just shows up out of nowhere n they look so scary~!!
i think the show is even more scarier than most horror movie that i've seen..
but it's a good show..i guess i'll continue watching d rest of d episode when i'm back in shah alam with ayein..
It's Chinese New Year..i woke up late as usual n went to d kitchen..my sister was cooking nasi ayam..
so i asked are we going to makan besar today?
yeah,makan besar..she answered uninterestedly..i took d fried chicken n then sneaked another one..
haha, the start of new year has already bringing me prosperity..
while i'm eating prosperously, she kept slipping things..first d soy sauce..then the cucumber n sum other things..so i said to her..
poor you..you don't have much prosperity this new year..
n i laughed at her so hard..then i asked her for angpau..
i said..i'm wearing the chinese new year costume since last night(actually it was just my baggy pyjama which happens to be red),where's my angpau?u have to give me angpau..
n she ignored me..but i'm still laughing so hard cuz she just kept messing up things..hahaha~i'm so cruel..
tomorrow i'll go back to shah alam..so today i've to pack..n get rid of d assignments too..aishh..
no!i have to be more positive this new year..
ok,i'll do my assignment happily..yay~!!
Teukie oppa, happy chinese new year~!!
May the new year brings you prosperity..
i love you,oppa!!Oppa, fighting~!!!
Pelvic thrust dancing secrets~
i almost wanted to give up doing pelvic thrust dancing cuz it seemed that it juz didn't work on me until i found out the secrets of doing it last night..
so here's d tip to pelvic thrust dancing
1. bend your lower body n keep ur upper body straight.
2. thrust your pelvic back n forth(ur hips will automatically shake too)
*make sure u don't shake ur thighs..the thighs hv to be still..the only parts that'll shake are ur hips n pelvic..
..haha, i'm so enjoying this dance~~
Leeteuk's Love Fighter ep.6
OMG!I think i'm starting to like this show..yesterday, i watched the unfinished download of ep.6..n despite of having no sub, i laughed so hard watching it..it's so funny..
the first couple is so funny..the girl just blurted out things so randomly n she spoke nonstop..n the guy tried to attack back his gf but somehow his gf's talking ability is much more powerful..
they threw d mic as usual, n then he crashed a laptop n she even got to hit shindong..
DBSK Mini Drama
i watched it yesterday..funny! funny! funny! n cute~
Yunho is so cute acting all gay towards jaejoong..n jaejoong traumatised face was cute too..haha..
xiah junsu, changmin n micky are funny too~xiah junsu even sang a bit in d mini drama..his voice is so angelic~!
Mystery 6 ep 1
bcuz i'm too scared to watch this show at nite, i decided to watch it during daytime..
so i watched it yesterday's afternoon..n still, i got freaked out~!!
altho' suju's in there n they're being dorky n all, the show is still very creepy~the ghost just shows up out of nowhere n they look so scary~!!
i think the show is even more scarier than most horror movie that i've seen..
but it's a good show..i guess i'll continue watching d rest of d episode when i'm back in shah alam with ayein..
Hari yang panjang~
Boredom~
since i'm at home, i'm not wearing glasses much..so my sight is pretty blur, n it just made me even more uninterested to do much, u know like moving around etc..(i dun even understand what's d connection??)
since i came back on feb 1, 2008 until today, i'd never go out..but i do see the sun(not directly, of course)..
actually i wanted to try out suju's dance..but everytime i tried pelvic-thrust, my stomach hurts..haha~i wonder how they did it..
My mom vs Shakespeare..
my mom said to me..
aren't u supposed to read for your test?
when are you going to start reading?
i told her i cudn't understand wut i read(who wud understand shakespeare?wait, i know one person who loves shakespeare n even looks like him>>haha,cruelty~
if that person knows i wrote about him this way, i'll be dead~!
ok,so my mom said.."alrite, let's read it together.." n i said ok..but then, oh u can't be serious~!
why wud u want to read shakespeare,mom..??ok, she actually doesn't know yet the book that i have to read is shakespeare's..
if she knows..oh, i better not continue the topic of shakespeare, i may end up cursing him again..
The phone ~
it's 5th of february already..my phone's battery was empty since(ah, i dun remember) but i just charged it today..
so when it's ON again, there was 3 messages..dated february 3rd..so that means the battery's been dead since three days ago..
n to think that i always thought no one would message me during holiday..
since it was already 2 days later, i dunno if i should reply the messages..so far i only replied one..
the handphone's been acting weird..but it's always like that.. it will turn on whenever it feels like it n whenever it's in a bad mood, it'll say INSERT SIM..
i guess it must be damn bored n so it did that to get some attention..
but i have no plan to buy a new one..i dun have d money..need to save up my money for other things..e.g suju concert's ticket..
i'll seriously go broke after i buy the ticket..hopefully i can get the ticket..
Padi made cream puffs today.. it looked good.. i think it's d first time she baked something that looked good..but it tasted sweet!!i mean quite sweet..but i ate 'em anyway..~not bad..
i hope she'll cook or bake more in future..since she's learning to be a chef, i hope she'll cook all those great cuisines i always get to see only on magazines..
Suju~
i guess i've watched pretty much everything i can watch of suju on youtube..n now, i dunno wut to do..
oh, there's two or three shows that i haven't watched yet cuz there's no sub..
i wanted to watch mystery 6, but the show is so creepy.. i watched the first episode sometime ago(having no idea that it's a ghost story)n i freaked out when the ghost came out..
what's creepy is the ghost just suddenly popped out, it's like there's no warning or sign that they're going to come out..
so now, i'm switching to DBSK..not that i'm converting into a DBSK fan but they seem pretty ok too, n i had fun watching them with suju in ehb, so i'm starting to search for their videos..
i watched 'em in golden fishery sometime ago n they acted in a mini drama..it was so funny despite of their straight faces..
but then Suju is still the best..cuz they are dorkier n crazier~!
Super Junior, i love you~!
Teukie oppa, i love you~~
in yesterday's Sukira, Eeteuk looked so young in his blue t-shirt n white beanie~~n cute~~
since i'm at home, i'm not wearing glasses much..so my sight is pretty blur, n it just made me even more uninterested to do much, u know like moving around etc..(i dun even understand what's d connection??)
since i came back on feb 1, 2008 until today, i'd never go out..but i do see the sun(not directly, of course)..
actually i wanted to try out suju's dance..but everytime i tried pelvic-thrust, my stomach hurts..haha~i wonder how they did it..
My mom vs Shakespeare..
my mom said to me..
aren't u supposed to read for your test?
when are you going to start reading?
i told her i cudn't understand wut i read(who wud understand shakespeare?wait, i know one person who loves shakespeare n even looks like him>>haha,cruelty~
if that person knows i wrote about him this way, i'll be dead~!
ok,so my mom said.."alrite, let's read it together.." n i said ok..but then, oh u can't be serious~!
why wud u want to read shakespeare,mom..??ok, she actually doesn't know yet the book that i have to read is shakespeare's..
if she knows..oh, i better not continue the topic of shakespeare, i may end up cursing him again..
The phone ~
it's 5th of february already..my phone's battery was empty since(ah, i dun remember) but i just charged it today..
so when it's ON again, there was 3 messages..dated february 3rd..so that means the battery's been dead since three days ago..
n to think that i always thought no one would message me during holiday..
since it was already 2 days later, i dunno if i should reply the messages..so far i only replied one..
the handphone's been acting weird..but it's always like that.. it will turn on whenever it feels like it n whenever it's in a bad mood, it'll say INSERT SIM..
i guess it must be damn bored n so it did that to get some attention..
but i have no plan to buy a new one..i dun have d money..need to save up my money for other things..e.g suju concert's ticket..
i'll seriously go broke after i buy the ticket..hopefully i can get the ticket..
Padi made cream puffs today.. it looked good.. i think it's d first time she baked something that looked good..but it tasted sweet!!i mean quite sweet..but i ate 'em anyway..~not bad..
i hope she'll cook or bake more in future..since she's learning to be a chef, i hope she'll cook all those great cuisines i always get to see only on magazines..
Suju~
i guess i've watched pretty much everything i can watch of suju on youtube..n now, i dunno wut to do..
oh, there's two or three shows that i haven't watched yet cuz there's no sub..
i wanted to watch mystery 6, but the show is so creepy.. i watched the first episode sometime ago(having no idea that it's a ghost story)n i freaked out when the ghost came out..
what's creepy is the ghost just suddenly popped out, it's like there's no warning or sign that they're going to come out..
so now, i'm switching to DBSK..not that i'm converting into a DBSK fan but they seem pretty ok too, n i had fun watching them with suju in ehb, so i'm starting to search for their videos..
i watched 'em in golden fishery sometime ago n they acted in a mini drama..it was so funny despite of their straight faces..
but then Suju is still the best..cuz they are dorkier n crazier~!
Super Junior, i love you~!
Teukie oppa, i love you~~
in yesterday's Sukira, Eeteuk looked so young in his blue t-shirt n white beanie~~n cute~~
A week of anticipation~!
it's been a while since i posted up pix..so i'm starting off this post with teukie's pix..
I'm so anticipating..i watched the preview last week, eeteuk was running n screaming when d couple kissed..so cute~!
plus the guests for ep 6 will be yesung,sungmin,shindong n eunhyuk~looks fun enuff..
will download d ep after i finish downloading exploration of human body~
Exploration of Human Body ep 13,last episode b4 hiatus~
it's out!it's out!i've waited all week..finally today someone's uploaded it..bcuz i wanted to watch it so much i watched it on youtube first..despite the low quality video..
nvr mind, now i'm downloading the high quality..can't wait for it to finish..need to watch it again..Teukie!!!!arghh,he looks damn HOTTT in the SWAT uniform..
i hope after the 3 weeks hiatus, they'll bring back the show..pls pls pls *praying hard~
~ Super Junior 1st Asia Tour Promotional Poster ~
18 days more to suju's 1st asia tour..starting in seoul..wow,koreans are so lucky~if i'm in korea, i'll definitely go~
can't wait 4 their concert in KL~ *anticipating *anticipating ^_^
Padi n Cream puff..
padi said she wanted to make cream puffs..finally she's making something^_^
i mean, she's learning all those cooking baking etc n we always ask her to cook what she'd learnt, n all she ever replied was she hate all those things she learnt to cook, cuz none of them tasted good..
but now, she'll make some cream puffs,yay~!!i hope she'll make muffins too someday..
tomorrow i should do some shakespeare reading..n the perempuan, isteri dan .... review..ahhh,i'm so not in d mood of doing assignments!
Teukie oppa, i love you~ ^_^ (this is so random..all of the sudden i feel like writing this..hehe~)
Teukie attending someone's wedding(forgot who)..so gorgeous~!!
i bet he looks even more gorgeous than the groom..
*is that your BMW key,oppa?? (jaw-dropping)
Love Fighter ep.6 is outi bet he looks even more gorgeous than the groom..
*is that your BMW key,oppa?? (jaw-dropping)
I'm so anticipating..i watched the preview last week, eeteuk was running n screaming when d couple kissed..so cute~!
plus the guests for ep 6 will be yesung,sungmin,shindong n eunhyuk~looks fun enuff..
will download d ep after i finish downloading exploration of human body~
Exploration of Human Body ep 13,last episode b4 hiatus~
it's out!it's out!i've waited all week..finally today someone's uploaded it..bcuz i wanted to watch it so much i watched it on youtube first..despite the low quality video..
nvr mind, now i'm downloading the high quality..can't wait for it to finish..need to watch it again..Teukie!!!!arghh,he looks damn HOTTT in the SWAT uniform..
i hope after the 3 weeks hiatus, they'll bring back the show..pls pls pls *praying hard~
~ Super Junior 1st Asia Tour Promotional Poster ~
18 days more to suju's 1st asia tour..starting in seoul..wow,koreans are so lucky~if i'm in korea, i'll definitely go~
can't wait 4 their concert in KL~ *anticipating *anticipating ^_^
Padi n Cream puff..
padi said she wanted to make cream puffs..finally she's making something^_^
i mean, she's learning all those cooking baking etc n we always ask her to cook what she'd learnt, n all she ever replied was she hate all those things she learnt to cook, cuz none of them tasted good..
but now, she'll make some cream puffs,yay~!!i hope she'll make muffins too someday..
tomorrow i should do some shakespeare reading..n the perempuan, isteri dan .... review..ahhh,i'm so not in d mood of doing assignments!
Teukie oppa, i love you~ ^_^ (this is so random..all of the sudden i feel like writing this..hehe~)
Waiting...
i've been waiting all week for EHB,so anticipating..since it's d last episode..ayy,why does it has to be put on hiatus?i hope they'll continue the show..
it will end... (T.T)
i didn't realized i had a really long slept..i was surprised when i looked at d clock..thought the clock was wrong..but no, i really did woke up really late today..
Padi is busy doing her assignment on Cheese..i saw her book lying on bed when i woke up, "Professional Baking"..
the cakes look delicious~!i'm hungry~!
Making cheese..n i saw in d book the layers of cake n it kinda reminded me of geography when we learnt 'bout the layers of earth..eh,wait is it geography or science??haha, i dunno~
ehb..~
i'm so bored, n tired (i've been waiting all day just to see Exploration of Human Body(EHB) being uploaded,but until now, no one's uploading it yet..not even on youtube..)
so i went searching on youtube on super junior's latest whatever it is they're filming..n sadly, there's nothing~!!i'm so down T.T
watched Super Adonis Camp a bit..Eeteuk's so fragile..He's sick again..Poor him..n at one episode Kangin's leaving..idk why, somehow it feels empty that kangin's leaving..
i wanted to cry when they called out his name n when he commented about his name being called..~
Watched Unbelievable Outing too..
frankly i don't like the show, it's boring but i watched a bit since Eeteuk n Kangin are in there..
Eeteuk's Love Fighter~
A few days ago i watched Leeteuk's Love Fighter..He's d MC..
I did't understand a thing cuz there's no sub, but i watched anyway since Eeteuk's in there n he's looking so gorgeous~!
Love Fighter is a program where couples who hv problems speak out their problems n the MC with some guest celebrities will give out advices..
At first, i was so blur..but i think it's quite interesting, especially when the couple started shouting n blaming each other..
i think i sounded weird but i had so much fun watching those people just shouting at each other..
they even threw the mic on the floor(it's kinda scary) when i saw them did that, i wondered, is it safe for Eeteuk to stand really near the couple?Won't he get hurt?
But,well, their violence didn't reach that extent..~Nice~!But still, i wanna watch EHB so much right now..
Yesterday was Kyuhyun's birthday..Saengil chukahamnida~!!it's d same as Eapa's..Happy Birthday Eapa~!!
Super Junior e Kiss The Radi-O~
i searched Sukira, without knowing what exactly i was looking for, n came across the cuts of EunHyuk n Eeteuk dancing to Sexy Back..
there's even a bit of EunHyuk singing Sexy Back(another cut)..He's really good!And his pronunciation is good too..
And their dancing is rili...rili..rili...OMG~~~
*smiling ^__^
they just made my day~
SLEEP AGAIN~
Maybe i should just go to sleep, i don't want to wake up late again tomorrow, altho' it's not like i have anything important to do..
At least when i wake up tomorrow, EHB will already be uploaded(hopefullly) *praying so hard that someone uploads it tonight..
it will end... (T.T)
i didn't realized i had a really long slept..i was surprised when i looked at d clock..thought the clock was wrong..but no, i really did woke up really late today..
Padi is busy doing her assignment on Cheese..i saw her book lying on bed when i woke up, "Professional Baking"..
the cakes look delicious~!i'm hungry~!
Making cheese..n i saw in d book the layers of cake n it kinda reminded me of geography when we learnt 'bout the layers of earth..eh,wait is it geography or science??haha, i dunno~
ehb..~
i'm so bored, n tired (i've been waiting all day just to see Exploration of Human Body(EHB) being uploaded,but until now, no one's uploading it yet..not even on youtube..)
so i went searching on youtube on super junior's latest whatever it is they're filming..n sadly, there's nothing~!!i'm so down T.T
watched Super Adonis Camp a bit..Eeteuk's so fragile..He's sick again..Poor him..n at one episode Kangin's leaving..idk why, somehow it feels empty that kangin's leaving..
i wanted to cry when they called out his name n when he commented about his name being called..~
Watched Unbelievable Outing too..
frankly i don't like the show, it's boring but i watched a bit since Eeteuk n Kangin are in there..
Eeteuk's Love Fighter~
A few days ago i watched Leeteuk's Love Fighter..He's d MC..
I did't understand a thing cuz there's no sub, but i watched anyway since Eeteuk's in there n he's looking so gorgeous~!
Love Fighter is a program where couples who hv problems speak out their problems n the MC with some guest celebrities will give out advices..
At first, i was so blur..but i think it's quite interesting, especially when the couple started shouting n blaming each other..
i think i sounded weird but i had so much fun watching those people just shouting at each other..
they even threw the mic on the floor(it's kinda scary) when i saw them did that, i wondered, is it safe for Eeteuk to stand really near the couple?Won't he get hurt?
But,well, their violence didn't reach that extent..~Nice~!But still, i wanna watch EHB so much right now..
Yesterday was Kyuhyun's birthday..Saengil chukahamnida~!!it's d same as Eapa's..Happy Birthday Eapa~!!
Super Junior e Kiss The Radi-O~
i searched Sukira, without knowing what exactly i was looking for, n came across the cuts of EunHyuk n Eeteuk dancing to Sexy Back..
there's even a bit of EunHyuk singing Sexy Back(another cut)..He's really good!And his pronunciation is good too..
And their dancing is rili...rili..rili...OMG~~~
*smiling ^__^
they just made my day~
SLEEP AGAIN~
Maybe i should just go to sleep, i don't want to wake up late again tomorrow, altho' it's not like i have anything important to do..
At least when i wake up tomorrow, EHB will already be uploaded(hopefullly) *praying so hard that someone uploads it tonight..
Lonely Home~
o lonely house!why the lonely feeling~?!!
i'm easily anxious lately..n i'm starting to get really lame~things just change so fast..soon enuff, i'll add another year to my age..n i'll be an old woman before i even realize it..
ok, i promise to write about happy things, so i should do that, shouldn't i? well, people do change over time..they're changing already T.T
dropping d subject, cuz it's not considered as happy..
It's February already,ah, i just can't help d fact that it's February already..i guess this entry can't be a happy one..i'm getting so old~wrinkling and aging T.T
Shakespeare, thou art mine devil..!!
tried to read Shakespeare..while listening to Super Junior's song..feels kinda weird..i couldn't understand wut d heck shakespeare is writing..
n i just started blaming shakespeare all over again..of all things why did he has to write all those poems n plays??but then at that time, there's no phone or tv or internet yet..i guess he must'd been bored back then..can't blame him..poor shakespeare..(why should i pity him?)
*taking back my words~!
he could've done something else!like fishing, or farming or breeding chicken or pig or cow or goat or just anything except writing..i'm sure there's lots of stuff to do back then..!!or if he's that bored, then go be an army and fight for England..(i just sounded like a REAL anti-Shakespeare..??)
This is dedicated especially to u,Shakespeare~!For making my life so "GREAT"
O Shakespeare, thou art mine devil~!
how dare thou make mine life a misery~!
In mine idle hours thy works fill~!
thy incomprehensible words shall award me a D~!!
if shakespeare's still alive, he'll probably curse me back..
*imagining a play of myself fighting with shakespeare..the title will be :
The Fury of an anti-Shakespeare..
ACT 1 SCENE 1
Me:This is all your fault!!Do u have to make my life so miserable?!!
Shakespeare: I doth not forceth others to study mine works~!
Me: you think i want to?i'm not doing this HAPPILY~!u devil~!!
Shakespeare: thy art but devil thyself~!!thou own wrong that is..thou own self art to blame..
was it mine wrong thy take tesl?(did i ask u to take tesl?)
was it mine wrong thy hath to study literature..(did i ask u to take literature as a minor?)
Me:(Dumbfounded..) T.T
i even lost to him in d imaginary play~??!! TT.TT
Angel Teukie Teukie Eeteuk~
i'll be writing about Eeteuk again..it's like a must in every entry..
is it just me? but i think he's aging so fast..he's 26 now(in korean years) n he looks older than his age..is it because of his busy schedule that he's aging so fast??
watched Eeteuk in 3 color women talk show..he seems such a loner..n heartbroken..eeteuk-ssi, u shouldn't feel that way, the ELFs will always be there with u..i will too ^_^
eeteuk-ssi, u should just forget about d bitter past n go out on a date, that way u won't feel so lonely..haha, but lots of ELFs will be heartbroken~ ahaha, i will too, but eeteuk-aa, we all want u to be happy~!
why don't u just date an ELF then? i'm sure she'll definitely love you and be faithful to u..
plus u've the perfect package:
-good looking, pretty, gorgeous
-LOTS of MONEY $$$
-cute + dorky
-BMW (jaw-dropping)
- lots of clothes (ah,i mean stylish..silly me!)
-u can sing n dance (i'm melting already~!)
- caring (*melting everytime seeing u caring for d dongsaengs)
u could just get anyone,oppa~
ok, i'm not good with advices..nevertheless, oppa, please be happy~!
i will continue to support u no matter what~! haha~i'm such a happy fan~!!
i'm easily anxious lately..n i'm starting to get really lame~things just change so fast..soon enuff, i'll add another year to my age..n i'll be an old woman before i even realize it..
ok, i promise to write about happy things, so i should do that, shouldn't i? well, people do change over time..they're changing already T.T
dropping d subject, cuz it's not considered as happy..
It's February already,ah, i just can't help d fact that it's February already..i guess this entry can't be a happy one..i'm getting so old~wrinkling and aging T.T
Shakespeare, thou art mine devil..!!
tried to read Shakespeare..while listening to Super Junior's song..feels kinda weird..i couldn't understand wut d heck shakespeare is writing..
n i just started blaming shakespeare all over again..of all things why did he has to write all those poems n plays??but then at that time, there's no phone or tv or internet yet..i guess he must'd been bored back then..can't blame him..poor shakespeare..(why should i pity him?)
*taking back my words~!
he could've done something else!like fishing, or farming or breeding chicken or pig or cow or goat or just anything except writing..i'm sure there's lots of stuff to do back then..!!or if he's that bored, then go be an army and fight for England..(i just sounded like a REAL anti-Shakespeare..??)
This is dedicated especially to u,Shakespeare~!For making my life so "GREAT"
O Shakespeare, thou art mine devil~!
how dare thou make mine life a misery~!
In mine idle hours thy works fill~!
thy incomprehensible words shall award me a D~!!
if shakespeare's still alive, he'll probably curse me back..
*imagining a play of myself fighting with shakespeare..the title will be :
The Fury of an anti-Shakespeare..
ACT 1 SCENE 1
Me:This is all your fault!!Do u have to make my life so miserable?!!
Shakespeare: I doth not forceth others to study mine works~!
Me: you think i want to?i'm not doing this HAPPILY~!u devil~!!
Shakespeare: thy art but devil thyself~!!thou own wrong that is..thou own self art to blame..
was it mine wrong thy take tesl?(did i ask u to take tesl?)
was it mine wrong thy hath to study literature..(did i ask u to take literature as a minor?)
Me:(Dumbfounded..) T.T
i even lost to him in d imaginary play~??!! TT.TT
Angel Teukie Teukie Eeteuk~
i'll be writing about Eeteuk again..it's like a must in every entry..
is it just me? but i think he's aging so fast..he's 26 now(in korean years) n he looks older than his age..is it because of his busy schedule that he's aging so fast??
watched Eeteuk in 3 color women talk show..he seems such a loner..n heartbroken..eeteuk-ssi, u shouldn't feel that way, the ELFs will always be there with u..i will too ^_^
eeteuk-ssi, u should just forget about d bitter past n go out on a date, that way u won't feel so lonely..haha, but lots of ELFs will be heartbroken~ ahaha, i will too, but eeteuk-aa, we all want u to be happy~!
why don't u just date an ELF then? i'm sure she'll definitely love you and be faithful to u..
plus u've the perfect package:
-good looking, pretty, gorgeous
-LOTS of MONEY $$$
-cute + dorky
-BMW (jaw-dropping)
- lots of clothes (ah,i mean stylish..silly me!)
-u can sing n dance (i'm melting already~!)
- caring (*melting everytime seeing u caring for d dongsaengs)
u could just get anyone,oppa~
ok, i'm not good with advices..nevertheless, oppa, please be happy~!
i will continue to support u no matter what~! haha~i'm such a happy fan~!!
random..i can't think,it's morning!
i'm up early..i couldn't sleep so well last night..i feel tired, but i couldn't sleep..my panda eyes are showing..eeteuk-aa~~so random..panda reminds me of eeteuk..
Assignments T.T
it's the start of my mid term break, but i don't think it can be called a break cuz there's a ton of assignments waiting 2 be finished..miserable T.T
i have to read Shakespeare's Richard III..ah~the classic language that only shakespeare understands..
DBSK?I still love Suju~
Rising Sun..O..Purple something..random of DBSK songs that i heard randomly over the net..i'm not a DBSK fan..i'd never really listened to their songs..but their songs n MVs seems good..
I'm just a Super Junior fan..so i'll stick to that ^_^
Chinese New Year..
it's February already..and soon there'll be March..
FT Island's coming~
FT Island's coming to Malaysia in March..I'll probably go with ayien(probably, not sure yet)..it's not that i'm a big fan of FT Island, i'm just curious to see what Korean people are like in real life..
yeah, n most importantly i wanna observe their skin..are they really beautiful or it's all make-up??hehe~
Suju 1st Asia Concert
I should go to their concert, shouldn't i? i want to but the ticket's probably very expensive..i heard that DBSK's concert ticket was almost RM400 n they say(rumours) that Suju's concert ticket will be even more expensive..
I don't even have that much money T.T
I want to get a backstage pass too..how do people get a backstage pass?i want one too T.T
plus all the merchandise they'll be selling..that'll be a big hole in my pocket~!!
Should i go??
should i?
should i?
should i?
i want to..so badly T.T
Assignments T.T
it's the start of my mid term break, but i don't think it can be called a break cuz there's a ton of assignments waiting 2 be finished..miserable T.T
i have to read Shakespeare's Richard III..ah~the classic language that only shakespeare understands..
DBSK?I still love Suju~
Rising Sun..O..Purple something..random of DBSK songs that i heard randomly over the net..i'm not a DBSK fan..i'd never really listened to their songs..but their songs n MVs seems good..
I'm just a Super Junior fan..so i'll stick to that ^_^
Chinese New Year..
it's February already..and soon there'll be March..
FT Island's coming~
FT Island's coming to Malaysia in March..I'll probably go with ayien(probably, not sure yet)..it's not that i'm a big fan of FT Island, i'm just curious to see what Korean people are like in real life..
yeah, n most importantly i wanna observe their skin..are they really beautiful or it's all make-up??hehe~
Suju 1st Asia Concert
I should go to their concert, shouldn't i? i want to but the ticket's probably very expensive..i heard that DBSK's concert ticket was almost RM400 n they say(rumours) that Suju's concert ticket will be even more expensive..
I don't even have that much money T.T
I want to get a backstage pass too..how do people get a backstage pass?i want one too T.T
plus all the merchandise they'll be selling..that'll be a big hole in my pocket~!!
Should i go??
should i?
should i?
should i?
i want to..so badly T.T
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