O depression~

pagi.subuh.i'm dead tired. td ingat dh blh tido.but my eyes kept awake afterwards.so tired. sla test is just a few hours away. it's stressful. so much work.

i laughed too much yesterday.n now i'm all moody. my english worsen these days. i made lots of pronunciation mistake. even my grammar. cuz i thought i wouldn't bother so much 'bout it n juz let d mistake slipped. n now, it's becoming a habit. i need to work on my pronunciation n grammar.

even my malay sounded weird. haha. what language am i using actually?i'm confused myself. sumtimes i got tired so easily these days, dat even tho' i wanna say something, i juz stopped halfway,cuz it takes so much effort to even finish it. get wut i mean?it doesn't matter.it's not important anyway.

it's not true,nad.
nad said i always scored better eventho' i didn't put much effort.it's true that i didn't put much effort, but it's not true that i scored better..a lot of other ppl scored way better than me.actually, i'd never really thought of the outcome of what i did. the only thing that matter to me is just i'm comfortable doing what i'm doing. it doesn't matter to me if ppl hates wut i'm doing, if i enjoy doing it, i will just do it.

n as for test, i hate studying, that's why my result is much lower than others. so nad, wut u said is not true. i'm not a bookworm. i'm more an internetworm?hehe~

i love Super Juni-OR~!

all of d sudden..??

ahaha.i always write the 'ahaha' thingy.it's becoming a habit.sometimes i didn't really mean a merry thing, but it's just smthg i always put 2 make things sound merry.ahh,wut am i saying?whatever~

.you juz don't understand it.

i like super junior a lot. super junior is my favourite artist, singer,group,celebrity,idol etc. i'm crazy about them. but sometimes i just got hurt when people questioned :

why are u all obsessed over them/him(eeteuk)? they/he doesn't evn know u~!

altho' most of the times, i just ignored such questions, i did feel hurt tho'. i dunno whether i wanna curse them or just ignore them. i'm not a rili nice person, n lately cursing seems to be my specialty, so i might just curse them straight on their face.

ok, i'll try to be nice as of today.i'm upset when ppl said such things. frankly i hate it when ppl said that. i feel like i wanna slap them.*again i'm not a nice person.i have a rili bad temper.* it feels like they're humiliating these people that i adore. n i hate that.

but anyway i'm going to answer this question..

why do i like them?
bcuz i just do! everything about them is adorable to me.

they/he doesn't evn know u~!
so what if they don't know me?? i don't think that matters to me. just supporting them makes me feel content. as long as i can keep seeing them performing, i'll be glad already. i'm not that ambitious to even wish them to know who i am.

i won't give up supporting them juz bcuz some ppl who juz don't understand said all those stupid things. Super Junior, fighting~!

n i HATE those Suju ANTIs.damn. i hate how they spread harsh rumours and even said harsh things to Super Junior. Poor Suju oppas n dongsaengs. i juz hope they don't get really extreme to d extent of hurting Suju. Oppa, dongsaeng fighting, u know we don't believe in those craps~!

Sad Teukie T.T

Teukie oppa, why are u getting smaller n smaller each day?



Read teukie's blog's translation. he seemd sad n lonely. oppa, why are u so sad n lonely? u have lots of company there. heechul, hankyung,yesung,kangin,shindong,sungmin,siwon,eunhyuk,
donghae,ryeowook,kibum n kyuhyun.u shouldn't feel lonely.

i juz hope he doesn't get too depressed n will still be able to think straight. oppa, pls don't try to commit suicide.pls pls pls.i'm begging. u know ELFs love u,don't u? we're all here to support u~ don't feel so sad,oppa.Fighting~! We will always love and support u forever~!


Oppa, i love you (making the heart shape on d head ^_^)