Survivor - Tohoshinki

Everytime, everyday
everybody now is a survivor
Looking for everywhere
In this case, don't give up

Standing up from here
searching for the light
Together we have a chance
to change, so let's try
oh baby let's try

With One Smile
you find a heart Shine on me
Two Smiles
that we can join, Shine on me
Shine like the world does
Smile, Smile
Survive, Survivor!

Even if you're going
on a u-turn, it's not so bad
remember something important
Being alone is too hard
We can unite our feelings / thoughts to begin
Oh baby we can

Somewhere there's One Dream
With the main aim to Still (going) on
Two Dreams for a Brand new world
and someone to love
Dream Dream
Let's hug

With One Love
Tomorrow can be So easy
Two Love(s)
that we can join to Be happy
believe in yourself
Love Love
Survive, Survivor

Everyone is a Survivor
Together we are Survivors
Smile and dream now
Everybody Everybody night

With One Smile
you find a heart Shine on me
Two Smiles
that we can join,
Shine like the world does
Smile, Smile
Let’s hug

With One Love
Tomorrow can be So easy
Two Love(s)
that we can join to Be happy
believe in yourself
Love Love
Survive, Survivor

credits: frapbois@DNBN + youtube.com/kenoa83

Good News all the way!

I Only Know Love

- 11 months back, on March 14, 2008, on White Day, Yesung and Eeteuk sang a trot song on Sukira together with Davichi.

- The song is just so beautiful that I helplessly fell in love with that song.

- Since then, the song was on repeat on Windows Media Player for days.

- I've been trying to find the title of the song to find the original version but since I didn't understand Korean, I couldn't read the title and couldn't find the ori version of it.

- February 2009 - on episode 13 of Boys Over Flowers (Kkotpoda Namja), JiHoo played that song on piano!

- A week later, on Kangin's We Got Married, his wife - YoonJi played that song on her flute nad sang it afterwards.

- Another week later(this week), on episode 15 of Boys Over Flowers (Kkotpoda Namja), again, the song is featured as Jandi played the song on piano and sang it during JoonPyo's birthday party!

- I asked Ano's help to find the song. And finally, after 11 months of searching, I finally found out the title of the song (thanks to Ano!)

- The song is : Sarang bake na molla ( I Only Know Love) by Shim Soo Bong ( a trot singer)

- And found the romanized lyrics on Soompi and some of the lyrics are translated too!!!


3rd Album: The countdown begins~

- Super Junior's photo shoots for the Jacket Album for 3rd Album has finished!

- Looks like the album will really come out in March!

- There's even rumours saying the comeback might be on March 22

- ahhh! I'm dying of excitement!

- Seeing all the siggies at soompi,

- I think the title of 3rd album is : 13eyond Your Imagination

- I love how they put 13 to replace B!

- 13 ~ Wow, it's just so deep!

- I really hope the songs are going to be much much better than the previous ones

- and i hope they'll get a lot of awards/wins with the 3rd album

- and of course! MKMF DAESANG(ARTIST OF THE YEAR!)!!!

- THE WAIT IS ALMOST OVER!

- The countdown begins NOW~~


2 Years Anniversary

- Happy 2 years anniversary Super Junior T~!!!

- Super Junior T's debut: 25th February, 2007!!

dreme~

two days ago i dreamt i was Geum Jandi. and there were F4 but i didnt really get to see them.

last night, i dreamt i became Geum Jandi again. and there was Goo Joon Pyo as well. Joon Pyo hugged Jandi and kissed her. ( i think d kissing scene must be due to watching d NG of Jandi's n Joonpyo's kissing scene O.o)

and then it switched to me being chased by someone ( i dun remember who) and i hid in a corner of flats buildings.

and then there was some school too, and then i was flying on a plane but strangely the plane had no roof, and we were flying over cold places with snows and everyone was squeezed together like in "kapal hamba abdi' age of sorts and half of the passengers died frozen to death.

it was so weird. i know that dreams are always weird but these days, the dreams feel almost real. like the feeling of watching people frozen to death on the plane, it felt real. it felt terrible.

sukira.

it's been so long since i watched it.

i miss sukira.
i miss their noraebang corner.
i miss their hyperness.
i miss them dancing to songs on sukira.
why aren't they as hyper anymore?

why is sukira so monotonous these days?

Park Jungsoo

i missed seeing him. watched a tiny bit of him in We Got Married Kangin and Yoonji. he was being himself, quiet, humble, sentimental. i miss him.

there was a part when Yoonji played flute and sang to a song ( which i dun what the title is) but it's the song that teuk sang with yesung and davichi on sukira on white day last year - march 14, 2008.

i repeated the clip again and again.

watched teuk's clip of supershow nanjing where he and yesung sang "love really hurts". it was so beautiful. the duet was just so beautiful.

play.repeat play.repeat play.repeat play.repeat play.
and they sang.
and sang.
and sang.
and i miss him more.
and more.
and more.

pls come back soon oppa so i can see more of u.

Quick Updates

i realized i haven't updated much about myself these days. so, some quick updates.

1) met Dr.Gurnam on Friday! luckily i didn't get scolded.

she told me that my research questions didnt answer my research title so she told me to develop questionnaires first so from the questionnaire, i can derive the research questions.

i think the meeting was pretty ok.

she borrowed my books and articles to do an article regarding literature. i feel so proud. imagine one day reading her article, i know that one of the major resource of that article comes from me. WHAT A STORY TO TELL MY GRANDCHILDREN.

2) I seriously deeply LOVES Seo Nyuh Shi Dae (SNSD) a.k.a Girls' Generation.

i remembered back then i was their anti and i just hated everything about them especially Yoona but now I LOVE THEM TO DEATH! ESPECIALLY IM YOONA!!

Ironic, isn't it? Hehe. I wish someday I can meet them ^_^

3) Super Junior is my first Korean group crush.

It is because of Super Junior that I got into Korean Music. It is also because of them I began noticing DBSK(their ultimate bestfriends) and got into their music too.

I have to admit that DBSK is the best Korean group in Korea's history but still, i can't betray Suju so Suju is still my fav group even though I enjoy DBSK's songs as well. But, both are jjangs(the best!) to me.

4) I just realized that my favs are mostly from SMTown - SNSD, SUPER JUNIOR and DBSK!

So, Go SMTOWN!

5) I can't stop looking at SNSD's colourful skinny jeans.

I want one too but unfortunately I'm not skinny to fit in it. Aish. Maybe I should seriously consider about losing weight?

6) I hope it rains in Shah Alam.

It's just so hot, I can't bear it anymore. Or, if it doesn't rain, BUT RAIN ( hi, name saya Rain) comes instead in Shah Alam, that's not bad either.

7) I want a hoodie like After School's. It's so cool~!

8) I want to buy stilettos and wear them everywhere until my feet hurts and then I'll feel bad for my feet but after it heals, I'll want to wear them again and again because Nad says that 'beauty is pain'.

I know the saying isn't originally from Nad but when it was said by someone else I couldnt care less but because Nad said it, I believe it because she's the living proof of how beauty can be pain.

Why?because she always wears high heels and trips all the time, yet she can still happily think she's sexy like that.

9) Nor's waist size is 25! Jaejoong's waist size is 24! SNSD's I bet are in 23's~!!!

I must be super fat cause my waist is ..I'm not saying it! But someday, I'm gonna beat jaejoong! When that day comes, guess who'll be laughing?

ME!

ME! ME! ME! ME! ME! ME! ME!

Korean dreams

Hehe. I've added some new things to my Korean list..hehe^^ If i go to Korea one day, this are some of the things that I want to do.

1) Go to Sukira and meet Eeteuk and Eunhyuk
2) Attend any of Suju performance (at least one)
3) Attend any SNSD performance
4) Go to SM Building
5) I must meet SNSD no matter what and take their pictures
6) Take a look at Junsu's dad's pizza restaurant
7) Go to ChinChin and say Hello to Taengoo~ ^_^
8) Watch any After School performance!
9) Meet After School and take pictures of them esp Ga Hee, Bekha and Jung Ah!!

And maybe when i've earned my own money later, i'll go over there to watch Dream Concert~!
Maybe 2011, 2012's one..

That's still few years away, till then, i have to work hard! Fighting~!!!

Misses Pamelo and Ms Jaja

i miss padi and jaja T.T
i want to go picnic-ing with them
and go to the town and eat at secret recipe
and then take pics
i miss them so muchh T.T

like a strawberry shortcake

hunger. cravings.

like a strawberry shortcake.
full of sensation.
desire.
need.
want.
and like the strawberry on the short cake, it's gone.
so short, so temporary.
so...meaningless.

life like a strawberry shortcake.
love like the strawberry on the shortcake.
could it be this empty?

maybe there's more in the icings
but icings will soon gone too
and i'm still looking
for that one feeling unlike that of the strawberry shortcake.

It's Friday 13th

Friday 13th. Friday = Nae. 13 = Super Junior . It's my day .. Just because ~ ^^

I miss 13 so much. Please come back soon~!
MARCH 2009 - SUPER JUNIOR'S COMEBACK WITH THE 3RD ALBUM
SJ will ROCK the MKMF and bring back Daesang again~!!
ELFs believe in the miracle of 13~!!
SUPER JUNI~OR, fighting !!!

Han Saram Maneul ( The One I Love)

I forget when it started; I don't know why I'm like this
A day seems so long and doesn't seem to have an end
How does another morning come? I don't know
I can't do anything while not doing anything

I look at the slow time
Where are you? What are you doing?
Because I only think of one person

I shouldn't be doing this, I know
I know that I can't love you
My confession will make you go through more pain I know, I know

Even though I knew (I knew)
I can't do anything (can't)
I can only think of you

If I close my two eyes or open them again
I can only think of one person

The memory I can't erase for one second (even today)
I just think of you

I can't do anything while not doing anything

I look at the slow time
Where are you?
What are you doing?

Because I only think of one person
Because I think of that one person

- Park Jungsoo - since November 2007 -

By Naemah Ab.Hamid

Memorabilia on my part 1/3

I was five and so was she.
I was sitting in a corner,
She was playing with another girl.
We did not talk.
She was too busy playing.
I was too busy staring.
Only silence filled the air,
In a whisper, it sang the rhythm of my solitary heart,
Telling her of a friend that was watching her in a corner,
She didn’t hear it.
But somehow I knew, someday she would hear it.
And someday, she was going to be my friend.

Memorabilia on my part 2/3

At six, we were friends.
How did it start? I couldn’t remember.
When we were in kindergarten we were already close.
We were comrades, allies, partners-in-crime, of sorts
We were in everything together
And we didn’t need any cause or reasons not to be,
We fought for toys with others.
We fought for everything together
We always won,
- because we were strong.
And that strength of ours was each other.

Memorabilia on my part 3/3

There was time when rivalry took its course.
Once, during the kindergarten year,
I wanted to have a vest like hers
She wanted to have a headband like mine
Like a child we were, we eyed each other enviously,
As if hoping by staring hard, our wishes would come true.
As if hoping by staring hard, a fairy would jump out of the fairy tale pages and fulfill our wishes
Just how innocent and simple-minded we were,
But it didn’t happen
Cause our life isn’t a fairy tale.
In the world we live in, fairies don’t exist.

Memorabilia on my part - epilogue

And yet we never fought, we never pull each other’s hair over such rivalries,
Maybe deep inside we knew,
That those little things didn’t worth our friendship.
And that was how we went about our childhood years,
With laughter and smiles, we painted colourful dreams and sweet reveries
On the pages of our life’s chapter.
And the pages will keep on flipping,
On and on and on,
And until the very last chapter, when we look back someday,
There will be us,
In every single breath of air,
In every song the birds sang,
In every picture that was taken.
All will tell the story
Of our lives and -
Of our everlasting friendship.

By Nor Hekmat Yahaya

Memorabilia 1/3

I wore brown baju kurung. She wore pink.
I looked upon the mirror. Pondering about how good i look.
"Mirror, mirror on the wall. Who is the fairest among us all"
I fathomed through the stupid fairy-tale which is used to whisper sleepiness before the children's eyes.
No reply.
Wouldn't those children wonder, that the fairy-tale story is actually a BIG-FAT-LIE?
I felt stressed.
I slammed the locker door, hard enough to hear my powder bottle swifted from the second-upper compartment, down into the brink of the locker.
She grabbed a lazy sling bag from a messy bed, and stuffed her tiny discman.
No books were touched.
Mine either.

Memorabilia 2/3

We walked.
Thru the building.
Thru the night.
We sipped the fresh air blowing from the South China Sea.
We hardly spoke.
We did not fight.
We felt too easy with each other.
That even the silence that wrapped us did sound like a Jazz's.
Sometimes I think, why do people bother to probe on heavily-thought idea.
Just to find topic to make friend with other.
Just talk leisurely.
Be ourselves.
Then it is up to anybody whether to befriend us.
If not, I would be the last person to befriend you.

Memorabilia 3/3

We entered the class room.
Full of people.
I sat.
She sat.
I stared at her.
She stared at her bag.
Her bag was not lazy anymore.
Her bag carried her very precious discman.
The discman carried her even more precious cd.
We spent our prep class of the night staring.
While the discman faithfully rubbed the cd.
She heard the Linkin Park tuning-poems.
I heard her singing em.
On and on and on..till the prep class drawn its curtains back.
Again, no books were touched.

dreams

i dreamt of going to the beach last night. and watched the sunrise. it was beautiful. i didn't dream of mukesh, like i wished, hahaha.. i'm insane, i know. but the sunrise was beautiful, there were other people there, strangers.

"if you want something with all your heart, then the universe will help you get it.." - Om Shanti Om.

i want to go to the beach and watch the sunrise.
i want to eat a huge lobster by the beach.
i want to sing and dance in the rain.
i want to lie on the grass and look at the clear sky above.
i want to wear shades, and eat ice cream as i watch people pass by me.
i want to wear colourful outfits on a clear day and walk down the street in them.
i want to sit at a cafe and sip coffee and write stories.

i want to run and run and run until i can't run anymore
and walk and walk and walk until i can't walk anymore,
and then, i'd crawl and crawl and crawl until i can't crawl anymore.

and i'll just lie flat on the ground,
burnt out of exhaustion,
so exhausted - that my heart can't feel any pain, any regret, any tears.

i want to just lie there..broken

sometimes, i get so tired

sometimes the way home takes so long
sometimes i get so tired and exhausted
as soon as i opened the door, i fall asleep
and when i wake up no one is there

when i lay my body in the small bathtub
a small snail comes to me
with his small voice, he whispered to me

*that someday when that day comes
i will go to the ocean at the end of this harsh world
no one saw it but
i will follow the waves that i can hear in my head
i want to go forever

on the road filled with cars
in as small corner store
i headed out on the street
with a pack of cigarettes and a melting ice cream bar

the sun is up high, shining on me
when small snail suddenly comes to me
and greets me
and sings for me quietly

*that someday when that day comes
i will go to the ocean at the end of this harsh world
no one saw it but
i will follow the waves that i can hear in my head
i want to go forever

SNSD + 2PM : When Fandom Collides!!

I have to write about this.

I watched MBC Every1 Idol Show Season 3 (MCs - 2PM and Boom) episode 8 and 9, New Year Special. The guest is SNSD~!!! Gosh, it's like a dream come true. I've always loved SNSD, and I love 2PM!

SNSD and 2PM are super cute together! The couple selection is seriously amazing. I think it's the best couple selection in any episode of Idol Show!

Wooyoung + Tiffany = Wooyoung at first said Fany was his least fav member of SNSD and Fany sort of made him suffer for that, and ironically it turned out that he likes Fany best~!! I like their fighting antics~

Taecyong + Sunny = Taec is so cheesy - totally, absolutely, ultimately cheesy! and yet that cheesiness of him is so adorable. I just love him choosing Sunny~!! Sunny so deserved it.

ChanSung + Yoona + Nickhun = Chansung picked Yoona and Nickhun also picked Yoona. And in the end Yoona got paired up with ChanSung! yay! i love this couple altho' of course Khun is so darn cute.

Junho + Hyoyeon = haha, no comment.

Junsu + Seohyun = Each SNSD member seemed really excited when it was his turn. When he started singing, everyone was awed, especially Tiffany. And then Junsu picked Seohyun. His last line >> It's now 'SEOHYUN's Generation' was so cheesy, I didn't know he is the cheesy type, but gosh, it's cute.

And finally THE PERFECT COUPLE in the history of IDOL SHOW

SEATTLE LEADER, JAEBUM + OCTOPUS HAIR, JESSICA
they say save the best for the last. they sure did. Jaebum is amazing. His dancing skill is undeniable and stunning! He prepared the dances especially for THE girl and even bugged Wooyoung and Taeyoung to assist him.
1) He danced to 3 songs.
2) The 3rd/last song was SNSD's Gee!!!
3) He did Sica's part!
4) He actually trained overnight for the dance!

And the filename 'When I Seduce Jessica' is totally EPIC.

He got super nervous about the whole dance and filename thingy. He was sweating so much and even blushed.

Jaebum : Not it wasn't me. It was Taecyoung who wrote the filename
Sica looked slightly dissappointed.
Boom : So you don't like her?
Jaebum: No, it's not like that, of course not! I was just - I -
Taecyoung : It was his true feelings
Jaebum : (speechless)
Sica was blushing and seemed happy again.

Sica : I was waiting for oppa (Jaebum) too.

So actually everyone knew that leader likes Sica that's why nobody dared pick her. And here I thought ' how could they not pick Sica?'

Gosh, can they get any cuter?

They're my favs from 2PM and SNSD and they got this mutual chemistry~!!!I'm totally rooting for JaeSica.

THIS TOTALLY MADE MY DAY.