dreams

i dreamt of going to the beach last night. and watched the sunrise. it was beautiful. i didn't dream of mukesh, like i wished, hahaha.. i'm insane, i know. but the sunrise was beautiful, there were other people there, strangers.

"if you want something with all your heart, then the universe will help you get it.." - Om Shanti Om.

i want to go to the beach and watch the sunrise.
i want to eat a huge lobster by the beach.
i want to sing and dance in the rain.
i want to lie on the grass and look at the clear sky above.
i want to wear shades, and eat ice cream as i watch people pass by me.
i want to wear colourful outfits on a clear day and walk down the street in them.
i want to sit at a cafe and sip coffee and write stories.

i want to run and run and run until i can't run anymore
and walk and walk and walk until i can't walk anymore,
and then, i'd crawl and crawl and crawl until i can't crawl anymore.

and i'll just lie flat on the ground,
burnt out of exhaustion,
so exhausted - that my heart can't feel any pain, any regret, any tears.

i want to just lie there..broken