dreme~

two days ago i dreamt i was Geum Jandi. and there were F4 but i didnt really get to see them.

last night, i dreamt i became Geum Jandi again. and there was Goo Joon Pyo as well. Joon Pyo hugged Jandi and kissed her. ( i think d kissing scene must be due to watching d NG of Jandi's n Joonpyo's kissing scene O.o)

and then it switched to me being chased by someone ( i dun remember who) and i hid in a corner of flats buildings.

and then there was some school too, and then i was flying on a plane but strangely the plane had no roof, and we were flying over cold places with snows and everyone was squeezed together like in "kapal hamba abdi' age of sorts and half of the passengers died frozen to death.

it was so weird. i know that dreams are always weird but these days, the dreams feel almost real. like the feeling of watching people frozen to death on the plane, it felt real. it felt terrible.

sukira.

it's been so long since i watched it.

i miss sukira.
i miss their noraebang corner.
i miss their hyperness.
i miss them dancing to songs on sukira.
why aren't they as hyper anymore?

why is sukira so monotonous these days?

Park Jungsoo

i missed seeing him. watched a tiny bit of him in We Got Married Kangin and Yoonji. he was being himself, quiet, humble, sentimental. i miss him.

there was a part when Yoonji played flute and sang to a song ( which i dun what the title is) but it's the song that teuk sang with yesung and davichi on sukira on white day last year - march 14, 2008.

i repeated the clip again and again.

watched teuk's clip of supershow nanjing where he and yesung sang "love really hurts". it was so beautiful. the duet was just so beautiful.

play.repeat play.repeat play.repeat play.repeat play.
and they sang.
and sang.
and sang.
and i miss him more.
and more.
and more.

pls come back soon oppa so i can see more of u.