Sing! Sing! Sing!

My hobby is singing, haha~ it feels like writing a sentence during an english class in primary school..

i like to sing..yayaya~ but my singing was TERRIBLE..i always wonder how can people sing with rhytm?n sounds so good? whenever i sing, it's always so flat n out of tune..

n i am really bad at memorizing lyrics,too..

i just sing for fun, but even so, it's not so fun if it sounds so bad,aiyah~

PLEASE LOVE HER

recently i've been listening to a song "Please Love Her"..it is sang originally by Ha Dong Kyun.. i first listened to Kyu Hyun's version in SJ Mini Drama..

i wasn't so keen about it..n then i heard Teukie sang it on Sukira,n i started to like it..

i listened to the original version..n whoa~ Ha Dong Kyun ia an amazing singer..he sang it so beautifully~

the song is a sad song, n i love the way he sang it with those sad feelings~

Teukie's version is just as nice..i LOVE his version of d song..

Although Teukie's voice isn't the best, but he's really great at singing(i always like his version of any songs better than the original singers cuz he sings better) n there's always this feeling when he sings that makes any song he sings sounds really good!

oh,n in d 1000 Songs Challenge! He rapped..just like in Eomonimkke..

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hehehe..Teukie is the best~

Happy abs~

i'm havin' so much fun with happy abs~ it seems that i am the only one who's using it..well, mom used it too, once everyday..i used it several times cuz it's so fun, it feels relaxing~

i could even fall asleep sometimes..ah,indulgence~

EXPLORATION OF HUMAN BODY EP.7

I had so much fun watching Exploration of the Human Body..it's episode 7 now..i hope there'll be lots more episodes in d future, i know i'll never get bored watching them..

but how am i going to watch it later on??i'll be in shah alam at that time..three days to go before i'll be back in shah alam again..

i'll miss streamyx!!n d comfort of being home..

A ROOM FOR MYSELF~

this week, i had a room for myself..usually me, n my 2 sisters will squeeze in one room, despite of the fact that there are two other rooms that are not used..

but since my uncle's visit the other day(last week) i've been spending my time in one of d empty room..it feels quite comfortable xcept that there isn't air-cond.. i have my own space..

it feels so good lying down on d bed that's all mine(i don't have to fight for space with my sisters)..n turn on d laptop,listen to songs n fall asleep..

MY LAST DAYS AT HOME T.T

my younger sister will go back tomorrow..so tomorrow i'll have to say goodbye to her laptop..i juz love it, in fact i used it more than she did..

oh money~ i'm spending more than what i have, OMO..*unhappy!

money,money,money, please drop from the sky n make me happy..but, lol..
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. . . it's a hopeless hope!

Super Junior addiction~

1.How did I start getting into Super Junior?
>Attack on the Pin-up Boys- Super Junior's movie that i watched just out of boredom..
>at first i thought the song at d end and d dance was fun, so i surfed d internet to find more bout them..
>it's tricky when i first watched them cuz i didn't know anything about them at that time, so i was guessing who are d members of d group out of d bunch of people in d movie cuz usually there are 5,or 6 ppl in a group, but when i found out the group consists of 13 ppl, i was really surprised..so all the guys in d movie, even those who appeared for just a few minutes are also group members!!

2.The first person I noticed?'
>Siwon, cuz i've seen him before(Timeless MV,Spring Waltz)

3.The characters that first appealed to me?
>Kibum - cuz he's d main character in d movie
>Donghae - he's like one of d main characters too
>HeeChul - his boosting confidence in d movie(his character in d movie is totally like him in real-life)

4.Those that I thought weren't d member of Super Junior at first?
>Kangin
>Shindong
>Ryeowook (cuz he's such a geek in d movie)

5.The first person that i was fond of?
>HeeChul
-he's pretty(if i hadn't known him, i would've thought he's a girl..)
- his sense of humour(he's the funniest in Super Junior)
- i think what's so recognizable about him is his overspilled-confidence..
- n his eccentricity..i think only ppl with really strong mentality can deal with him..

6.The first song of Super Junior that I listened to?
>Wonder Boy cuz it was at d end of d movie (Their dance are so cute ^_^)

7.The members that I last noticed?
>LeeTeuk..It's kinda irony that i always forget him at first and how much i dislike him at first..n now I'm totally in love with this 'kot mi nam'
>I guess d reason i dislike him at first was bcuz he looks too much like a girl. He even looks girlier than HeeChul..
>n he was always smiling and looking at d camera..i found it so annoying then..
>i think i learnt to remember his name bcuz he was one of d four dat was involved in d car accident..poor oppa~

8.The member that i like the most in Super Junior?
>It used to be Hee Chul
> but now it's LeeTeuk oppa~

9.The members who are the best at dancing in Super Junior?
>EunHyuk and Donghae - no doubt
>n HanKyung too..
>but I love LeeTeuk oppa's pelvic dancing the best..

10.My favourite voices in Super Junior?
>Hee Chul (he has a really nice voice..frankly I like him better than KRY)
>LeeTeuk - he can sing really well
>KRY - these are the voices of angels..they have really powerful voices..
>Donghae - He has a nice sweet voice

11.The funniest in Super Junior?
> Hee Chul
> Kangin
> Lee Teuk
I simply love their combination..just by watching their expression, i can crack in laughter..they always make the atmosphere so lively and hillarious!!

Merry me~

There's nothing so merry about me actually..my mood swings get really bad lately, i think i'm upsetting people more n more everyday..

although i never say it, i'm really sorry for my behaviour these days..i get so upset lately, n it seems that i couldn't help upsetting others too..I'M SORRY T.T

SAYING FAREWELL TO MY HOLIDAY..

My quiet holiday will end soon, just thinking about it makes me feel so sad..although it's been lonely and quiet, i love spending my holiday..i really dun feel like going back to shah alam..

plus it seems like there's a lot of things that remains unsettled, so it's quite a burden..that's what about being an adult that i hate so much..lots of stress, more responsibility n endless conflicts..

am i an adult already?ah, i'm just 21..

i'll be missing the internet connection the most! Super Junior~

The show is back!!

I'm posting again..it's been a while since i posted pixx here, so today i'll be posting some 'delicious' pixx..^_^

EXPLORATION OF HUMAN BODY CONTINUES..LA~LA~LA~

but first, i just wanna mumble a bit..ok first thing first, the Exploration of Human Body hasn't ended!!Yay!!I was so happy when i saw episode 6 being uploaded just now, but too bad, the download is darn slow, that i couldn't stand it so i cancelled the download..

well, will be downloading them later-hopefully the speed gets back to a kicking 56kbps, or at least 20kbps,ahh~it's making me so tired feeling so stressed just thinking 'bout it..

i desperately wanna watch it..ah, the tension,i'm so in desperate need of it..i miss the upcoming hillarious moments already T.T;

SUPER JUNIOR AT GOLDEN DISC AWARDS

Super Junior won some awards at Golden Disc Awards, n they performed Marry U jazz version, a bit of Don't Don dance and A Man in Love perf which is totally jaw-dropper!!

They had new outfits..n they were some smoking hot BLACK ones!!

I love their dance..especially when KyuHyun appeared n started waving his pelvic sexily..eventhough he's not fully recovered yet, he can still dance so well..

n EunHyuk's dance is as impressive as ever..I just love it when he started doing his solo powerful dance, it's so GREAT!!

Red Carpet: Golden Disc Awards HOT MEN IN BLACK!!
(from left Eeteuk,Kangin,HanKyung,Siwon)
-They look so good..Eeteuk!!

From left: ShinDong, SungMin,DongHae,YeSung,Kangin,EunHyuk,EeTeuk
-They'll be the new co-host for Wonderful Outing Season 3..
-It's going to be chaotic ~
-If only HeeChul's in it too, it's going to be really2 fun..

I didn't know the date of this pix, but it's EunHyuk and EeTeuk, hosting Mnet M!Countdown..

Is it too much already??
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Will be back soon~ i'm so in the mood of posting ^_^

When waiting gets really tiring..~

been feeling a lil down these days..the download'd been really slow, it's killin'..sumtimes it was just at 1kbps..

it was still goin' great a few days ago..i just don't see what's the problem..i've removed half of my files on D, but still, durh~

after subuh, i couldn't sleep, so i surfed d net..watched love letter on kbsworld, it wasn't the loveletter show i was expecting, so i went back to surfing d net, then watched a bit of star golden bell, then got distracted n left it..

tonite i watched tv with everyone at home after a long time..i think mom appreciated it,i hope so..cuz it seemed that i'd been 'missing' from the family for so long..

she used to say to me "u'd never come out of d room," n "come out once in a while"..

i'm not doin' anything weird..i juz lived too much by myself lately..so it' s been a pretty quiet life..

i ate, n i didn't feel full, then i felt so tired, am i lacking sugar?or did i ate too much carbs?

i ate popia goreng,n it left me an 'unforgettable' memory..it was soooo salty,OMO, it felt as if whoever made it accidentally(or INTENTIONALLY) slipped a one packet of 1kg salt into it..

it should be featured in Exploration of Human Body..watching the show, it was hillarious that they eat all types of salty bitter stuffs, but when u actually experience it..

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it's NOT funny at all.. T.T

Exploration of the Human Body is the best!!

i watched Exploration of the Human Body..it is the most enjoyable educational programme i've ever watched..yesterday i watched episode 5 on Youtube..

the sesame street doll thingy sitting down and getting up are so cute..i laughed so hard watching 'em..

usually there'd be a preview at the end of the episode of the upcoming episode, but yesterday there were none..

was it the final episode already?ah, i don't want it to end..

i just love the programme so much..it's so funny!!

Hot Muffin~

My object of affection today is muffin!!

Last week, the new neighbour(my mom's friend's daughter) came and sent back my mom's bowl..and it wasn't just an empty bowl..

there were MUFFINS in it..

the MUFFINS looks so good that i thought she might buy it off somewhere..

but as i laid my hands on it..it was still hot, it was freshly baked muffin!!

and to top their PERFECT appearances, they TASTED SO SO SOOO GOOD!!

eversince that day, i fell in love with the muffin..

and today i asked mom if she'd take order if we request the muffin, and my mom asked me to go over her place and learn from her how to make the muffin..

of course i said, ah~

and this evening, her mother(my mom's friend)dropped by..(what a coincidence!!we've been talking 'bout 'em) and from far, i could see her bringing something..i was already grinning, my heart was jumping crazily..

and she brought a chocolate cake!! and it looks so delicious!!

mom told her that we'd just talked about 'em and the muffin and she said to just go over to her daughter's place and ask her 'bout the muffin..and i just smiled..




..of course i'm too shy to go over there!

..but i want those MUFFINS T.T

Omonim~

this is something i wanted to share for so long..the song is so sad(mostly are rapping, but still, its a sad song)it is originally sang by G.O.D, but i love EunHyuk and EeTeuk version more, when they sang it on Sukira..Here's the translation for the song..

Mother by G.O.D

(mother..i miss you..)

from the time i was a child ,
our family was poor,
We never ate like other people
when mother had gone to work,
i always ate instant noodles by myself,
and then i got sick of the instant noodles,
i complained that we should eat something good,
then my mother reluctantly took out her emergency money,
and the bowl of black bean noodles made me so happy,
but for some reason, my mother wouldn't eat any,
my mother said she hates black bean noodles..
my mother said she hates black bean noodles..

ya iya iya~
and life goes on like that..
with regrets like that and tears too..
ya iya iya~
and life goes on like that..
and it hurts so much but still smile again..

in grade seven lunch time,
we all open our lunches together,
the rich kid got angry,
he complained that my lunch wasn't good enough,
i was embarrased, i cried,
and then he made fun of my crying,
i couldn't stand it so my fist flew to his face,
and my mom was called from work again..
she was called..no, she was dragged there,
she begged that this won't happen again,
she bowed to that punk and begged..
my mother begged..

ya iya iya~
and life goes on like that..
with regrets like that and tears too..
ya iya iya~
and life goes on like that..
and it hurts so much but still smile again..

even without father, we finally made it,
we were able to open a small restaurant,
it wasn't big but we were happy,
there were tears on my mother's lined eyelids,
we named the restaurant after mother's and my name and prayed for good luck,
into the late night, people stayed,
everyone's well wishes continued,
they left near midnight..
mom seemed tired as she fell into a deep sleep..
and didn't wake up again..ever again..

i loved you..
although i've never said it..
i love you..
please rest peacefully now..
in that world without me..forever

ya iya iya~
and life goes on like that..
with regrets like that and tears too..
ya iya iya~
and life goes on like that..
and it hurts so much but still smile again..

credit: muish(youtube)

Hardsubbing pain!

i tried to hardsub all Super Junior videos I have, so i downloaded all types of subtitle application and Virtualdub and Virtualdubmod..

it was such a painful process!! i knew nothing, n the Help guide didn't help at all so,i had to explore the function on my own..nothing worked at first, but in d end, i finally made the sub, but just the softsub, i still didn't know how to hardsub..

Yesterday, i made another sub for Marry U and U, in .srt format, n converted it in .ssa format so that i can use 'em for hardsubbing, (i got the hardsubbing guide from some forum)but Virtualdub can't play the video files.. there's some codec error, so i couldn't encode.. T.T

and now, i have to download some kind of codec to be able to play the video files..i don't really understand it, actually..but never mind..

tomorrow, i'll probably go swimming!!yes!how i miss swimming~