I'LL ABANDON THIS BLOG. AND WILL MOVE TO LIVEJOURNAL.
IF U'RE INTERESTED, U CAN CHECK MY LIVEJOURNAL.
AND MAYBE LINK ME TO YOUR BLOG. ^^
To Livejournal
I'LL ABANDON THIS BLOG. AND WILL MOVE TO LIVEJOURNAL.
IF U'RE INTERESTED, U CAN CHECK MY LIVEJOURNAL.
AND MAYBE LINK ME TO YOUR BLOG. ^^
Sorry Sorry's last stage~!
090501 KBS Music Bank Sorry Sorry
- They didn't perform because they attended/performed at Jackie Chan Concert in Beijing.
- They won No.1 again! This time it's Weekly Chart!
- It's the first time! Before this they won No.1 for two consecutive months for the monthly charts.
- It's really unexpected cause they're wrapping up Sorry Sorry Performance this week.
So let's see.
No.1 @ KBS Monthly Chart March
No.1 @ KBS Monthly Chart April
Mutizen (No.1) @ SBS Inkigayo - March 29, 2009
Mutizen (No.1) @ SBS Inkigayo - April 5, 2009
Mutizen (No.1) @ SBS Inkigayo - April 12, 2009 (3 consecutive wins entitled them to Triple Crown)
No.1 @ MNet MCountdown for 2 weeks
No.1 @ KBS Weekly Chart May
So, it's 8 awards altogether.
SUPER JUNIOR, CHUKAHAE~!!
090502 MBC Music Core Sorry Sorry
- They were sticking to the new choreography for the 2nd part of DanDanDanDaranDan dance.
- They looked exhausted. (they just came back from Jackie Chan and Friends Concert in Beijing a day before)
- The outfits are LOVE. White suits FTW!!
- Teuk's hairstyle is one of the best(since he has that short hair)! Too bad, the cameramen ahjusshi didn't focus on him.
- Teuk's smirk + smile during Yesung's bridge is <3333 . I... D-I-E-D!!
- Hyuk and Dong played 'Rock Paper Scissors' during Kyu's bridge part(^_^)
- MuCore's cameraman/men didn't focus on Teuk during his part (T.T)
- They'd rather waste the film filming the floor instead of focusing on the members who were singing e.g. Teuk. Why, ahjusshi? Why???
090503 SBS Inkigayo Sorry Sorry Remix.
-Today was last the last stage of Sorry Sorry. (i'm gonna miss Sorry Sorry performances!)
- They performed a Remix at Inkigayo. It was awesome.
- the remix was opened by the Lee Brothers (Lee Sungmin, Lee Donghae, Lee Hyukjae) - the three top dancers of Suju besides, Geng, Dong,Teuk. (bcuz I'm biased, Teuk gets BOLD)
- After the remix, the door opened and there was Teuk, with his smirk! *fainted on the floor*
- Not digging their outfits. they were using the same outfits they wore for Music Core performance 2, 3 weeks ago. not all, tho. at least, Hyuk did.
SJ @ Jackie Chan & Friends Concert, Beijing.
- SJ was in Beijing over the weekend. that explained why it seemed quiet.
- They were invited as part of Jackie Chan's friends to perform in Jackie Chan and Friends Concert.
- Suju is one of the two Korean performers invited to the prestigious Concert, alongside Rain.
- Another SM artist, Zhang li Yin was also invited. ( they said her performance was amazing that night. i'd really love to see. i love liyin's voice since i heard her sang Timeless. will dig on YT later)
3RD ALBUM REPACKAGED - MAY 06, 2009~!
- the repackage will finally be released! YAY!
- they will include some new songs e.g It's You, I'm On It etc.
- They'll promote It's You next! Starting this week on KBS Music Bank!
- Anticipating! *is having heartquake counting down the day!*
Two days to go! Woot~!!!
- They didn't perform because they attended/performed at Jackie Chan Concert in Beijing.
- They won No.1 again! This time it's Weekly Chart!
- It's the first time! Before this they won No.1 for two consecutive months for the monthly charts.
- It's really unexpected cause they're wrapping up Sorry Sorry Performance this week.
So let's see.
No.1 @ KBS Monthly Chart March
No.1 @ KBS Monthly Chart April
Mutizen (No.1) @ SBS Inkigayo - March 29, 2009
Mutizen (No.1) @ SBS Inkigayo - April 5, 2009
Mutizen (No.1) @ SBS Inkigayo - April 12, 2009 (3 consecutive wins entitled them to Triple Crown)
No.1 @ MNet MCountdown for 2 weeks
No.1 @ KBS Weekly Chart May
So, it's 8 awards altogether.
SUPER JUNIOR, CHUKAHAE~!!
090502 MBC Music Core Sorry Sorry
- They were sticking to the new choreography for the 2nd part of DanDanDanDaranDan dance.
- They looked exhausted. (they just came back from Jackie Chan and Friends Concert in Beijing a day before)
- The outfits are LOVE. White suits FTW!!
- Teuk's hairstyle is one of the best(since he has that short hair)! Too bad, the cameramen ahjusshi didn't focus on him.
- Teuk's smirk + smile during Yesung's bridge is <3333 . I... D-I-E-D!!
- Hyuk and Dong played 'Rock Paper Scissors' during Kyu's bridge part(^_^)
- MuCore's cameraman/men didn't focus on Teuk during his part (T.T)
- They'd rather waste the film filming the floor instead of focusing on the members who were singing e.g. Teuk. Why, ahjusshi? Why???
090503 SBS Inkigayo Sorry Sorry Remix.
-Today was last the last stage of Sorry Sorry. (i'm gonna miss Sorry Sorry performances!)
- They performed a Remix at Inkigayo. It was awesome.
- the remix was opened by the Lee Brothers (Lee Sungmin, Lee Donghae, Lee Hyukjae) - the three top dancers of Suju besides, Geng, Dong,Teuk. (bcuz I'm biased, Teuk gets BOLD)
- After the remix, the door opened and there was Teuk, with his smirk! *fainted on the floor*
- Not digging their outfits. they were using the same outfits they wore for Music Core performance 2, 3 weeks ago. not all, tho. at least, Hyuk did.
SJ @ Jackie Chan & Friends Concert, Beijing.
- SJ was in Beijing over the weekend. that explained why it seemed quiet.
- They were invited as part of Jackie Chan's friends to perform in Jackie Chan and Friends Concert.
- Suju is one of the two Korean performers invited to the prestigious Concert, alongside Rain.
- Another SM artist, Zhang li Yin was also invited. ( they said her performance was amazing that night. i'd really love to see. i love liyin's voice since i heard her sang Timeless. will dig on YT later)
3RD ALBUM REPACKAGED - MAY 06, 2009~!
- the repackage will finally be released! YAY!
- they will include some new songs e.g It's You, I'm On It etc.
- They'll promote It's You next! Starting this week on KBS Music Bank!
- Anticipating! *is having heartquake counting down the day!*
Two days to go! Woot~!!!
I watched My Wife Got Married.
It was really refreshing and new. It's about a girl who marries two guys and both guys know the existence of the other guy. it was really a nice movie. I like it.
Son Ye Jin is so sweet. She's so cute begging her husband to let her marry anther guy. And her second husband was just as cute as her. The 3 of them are just so adorable.
I pity her 1st husband but her 2nd husband is just as sweet and Ye jin herself is too adorable to hate.
But should this happen in the real world, it's really NOT going to be CUTE.
a woman marrying 2 guys...that's a bit too much?
But just for the sake of the movie, I enjoyed it.
Teuk wrote about the movie in his cyworld. That's why i watched it. I thought i wasn't going to like it. But I did.
Where are they?
This week seems so quiet. I wonder what suju is doing right now since they haven't been on shows for the past few days.
I wonder if they'll perform Sorry Sorry this week. It should be the last stage for Sorry Sorry. I wish kibum could come and perform. at least for one performance.
Looking forward their new song. Fighting!
It was really refreshing and new. It's about a girl who marries two guys and both guys know the existence of the other guy. it was really a nice movie. I like it.
Son Ye Jin is so sweet. She's so cute begging her husband to let her marry anther guy. And her second husband was just as cute as her. The 3 of them are just so adorable.
I pity her 1st husband but her 2nd husband is just as sweet and Ye jin herself is too adorable to hate.
But should this happen in the real world, it's really NOT going to be CUTE.
a woman marrying 2 guys...that's a bit too much?
But just for the sake of the movie, I enjoyed it.
Teuk wrote about the movie in his cyworld. That's why i watched it. I thought i wasn't going to like it. But I did.
Where are they?
This week seems so quiet. I wonder what suju is doing right now since they haven't been on shows for the past few days.
I wonder if they'll perform Sorry Sorry this week. It should be the last stage for Sorry Sorry. I wish kibum could come and perform. at least for one performance.
Looking forward their new song. Fighting!
morning rant
Bonjour.
French is a language that i wish i can speak, besides Korean and Japanese. I think it's such an appealing language. sexy and there's something romantic about speaking french. ^^
My love (s) ^^
I should call mak and abah tomorrow. i guess they're worried. i should be done with AE by tomorrow. hopefully everything will end tomorrow. so i can go back. i guess padi is in penang right now. so no one's home?
i should be a better daughter.
i should get up early and clean up the house and cook.
but - i am just so useless.
and my mom and dad are so tolerable of me. these two persons who supports me the most, i can never thank them enough.
me , the ungrateful daughter who only sleeps when i go back, not helping with the house chores, always isolating myself in my room. just what kind of person am i?
friends - not?
i wish i have friends who support me, who will rescue me when i take the wrong path, those who'll have trust in me, those that're appreciative of what i've done for them.
some friends broke my heart. all these years we've been together, all these years, i've been supporting them when they were at their weak points, and all these years i've been trusting them, yet when i'm in such state, they looked at me with accusing face as if saying "it's ur fault u become like this"
when ur friends are in a mess, would u leave them?
shouldn't u help them out of the mess?
would u just leave them alone and let them drown further and further?
these people, whenever i see them now, it feels like i don't know them anymore. and i feel like a different person too.
i cant believe how selfish some people can be. and i became selfish too. if they can guiltlessly make me feel so, why can't i?
these people, we might not see each other for a long while afterwards i guess. which i'm glad. cause i really can't stand the pretentious face they put in front of me.
to these people, don't worry, u don't have to see me anymore.
it's useless really to feel upset over this. if they dun want the friendship then it's ok. i dun want it either. we both just go our way and both parties are happy.
see - happy ending is easy. who says there's no happy ending?
if u want one, u can always have it.
suicide
back then, it's so funny how whenever i didn't have any money left, i would think of suicide, i would be so depressed i just wanna die.
for the past few years, i never really cried. if i cried, it has always been because of money. money - is the essence of life.
but these days, even when money is tight, i dun go around thinking of suicide anymore.
suicide is stupid. suicide is just not the way out.
even when things get really bad, and i thought i really can't face life anymore, i would never think of suicide. because there's just so many other ways u can do to fix ur life.
by ending it is like u just cherish ur failure. it's not a victory.
i have so many things planned. if they don't go the way i want it to be, i'll have other things i want to do. as long as i live, i want to try as many things as possible, earn as much money as possible. be someone.
yes, someday, i'm gonna be someone. someone better.
i really wish i can earn so much money so i can take my mom and dad and my family shopping just anything they want. i'm so looking forward the future~
fighting~!!
French is a language that i wish i can speak, besides Korean and Japanese. I think it's such an appealing language. sexy and there's something romantic about speaking french. ^^
My love (s) ^^
I should call mak and abah tomorrow. i guess they're worried. i should be done with AE by tomorrow. hopefully everything will end tomorrow. so i can go back. i guess padi is in penang right now. so no one's home?
i should be a better daughter.
i should get up early and clean up the house and cook.
but - i am just so useless.
and my mom and dad are so tolerable of me. these two persons who supports me the most, i can never thank them enough.
me , the ungrateful daughter who only sleeps when i go back, not helping with the house chores, always isolating myself in my room. just what kind of person am i?
friends - not?
i wish i have friends who support me, who will rescue me when i take the wrong path, those who'll have trust in me, those that're appreciative of what i've done for them.
some friends broke my heart. all these years we've been together, all these years, i've been supporting them when they were at their weak points, and all these years i've been trusting them, yet when i'm in such state, they looked at me with accusing face as if saying "it's ur fault u become like this"
when ur friends are in a mess, would u leave them?
shouldn't u help them out of the mess?
would u just leave them alone and let them drown further and further?
these people, whenever i see them now, it feels like i don't know them anymore. and i feel like a different person too.
i cant believe how selfish some people can be. and i became selfish too. if they can guiltlessly make me feel so, why can't i?
these people, we might not see each other for a long while afterwards i guess. which i'm glad. cause i really can't stand the pretentious face they put in front of me.
to these people, don't worry, u don't have to see me anymore.
it's useless really to feel upset over this. if they dun want the friendship then it's ok. i dun want it either. we both just go our way and both parties are happy.
see - happy ending is easy. who says there's no happy ending?
if u want one, u can always have it.
suicide
back then, it's so funny how whenever i didn't have any money left, i would think of suicide, i would be so depressed i just wanna die.
for the past few years, i never really cried. if i cried, it has always been because of money. money - is the essence of life.
but these days, even when money is tight, i dun go around thinking of suicide anymore.
suicide is stupid. suicide is just not the way out.
even when things get really bad, and i thought i really can't face life anymore, i would never think of suicide. because there's just so many other ways u can do to fix ur life.
by ending it is like u just cherish ur failure. it's not a victory.
i have so many things planned. if they don't go the way i want it to be, i'll have other things i want to do. as long as i live, i want to try as many things as possible, earn as much money as possible. be someone.
yes, someday, i'm gonna be someone. someone better.
i really wish i can earn so much money so i can take my mom and dad and my family shopping just anything they want. i'm so looking forward the future~
fighting~!!
the usuals
it's 7.33 am. i'm editing chapter 4 and doing my chapter 5 of AE. what a loser. i know. but i feel better a bit. it still sucks, the feeling of being stuck in shah alam.
food
i want to go home. this semester i spent a lot of money. i didn't shop, really. all the money went to FOOD. yep, that explains my PROSPEROUS FAT. before this semester started, i was 47 kg. now, i've ganied 5 more kgs. i'm almost 52 kg now. i'm fat. i'm willing to admit that now.
when my mom called, she always tells me not to eat a lot, cause evrytime i go home, i just expand more and more. maybe she's afraid she wouldn't recognize me anymore. hahaha. sadly, her words - as much as i understand her concern, i just fail to oblige. Because i love to eat too much.
People eat to live, I LIVE TO EAT. I can't live without food. Who could?
When I'm stressed, i have to eat,
when I'm bored, i have to eat,
when I'm happy, i have to eat,
when i'm depressed, of course I need to eat a lot more.
Clothes
I haven't shop for a while. I only have a few jeans, 1 sweatpants, several t-shirts, few blouses and a couple of shoes and two flip flops.
but i do have quite a number of baju kurung. and these days, i don't make anymore new baju kurung cause i guess i have a lot already. maybe 12? usually i'll just have one new baju kurung a year for Hari Raya.
Even for Hari Raya ( I think it's been 3 years already?) I always forget about the baju raya thingy. usually only during the middle or the end of fasting month that i'd remember i hadn't bought my baju raya yet. and to buy kain and to get it tailored would be difficult.
but thank god, my mom and my sisters always bought me the kain in advance and sent them to be tailored. it was only when my mom called and told me that she'd bought the kain and asked me which of my baju kurung did i want to send as sample for the kain, would i remember about the whole baju raya thingy.
Stylish? No!
I am not stylish. i am not even normal looking. i am quite messy. my friend would say i am very messy and shabby <--is that the word? i'll check my vocab later.
i admit i am.
i like seeing people dressing up stylishly. but i'm not one. back then, i did put some effort in trying to look good. but after a while, i didn't care anymore. i just lost interest.
in fact, i lost interest in many things.
i always wondered about how i should look, what i should wear, how should i act in front of people, how should i make friends etc. now, these things didn't bother me anymore. in the end, i'd just be the person i'm comfortable being, living in my own world.
I'm anti-social. i think that's the word. i don't hate people. i just don't feel comfortable around people. I feel awkward and weird. and then i'll act weird and awkward and different like i have a multiple personality disorder or something.
i suddenly don't know what to say anymore about this, so i'll stop here..
The most important persons in my life - my mom and my dad. I MISS THEM. i know i haven't been a good daughter, spending their money way too much and I'm so dumb in study, aish..but I really want to go home and see them so badly. and go to town together.
I'M HOMESICK T.T
Just a little bit more, Nae. Maybe next week, you can go back. *pats self*
Weird ahjusshi oppa!
I've figured the reason Teuk looks different compared to the past years. He shaved and trimmed his eyebrows, that's why.
Why? Just why?
HIS BUSHY EYEBROWS LOOKED FINE BEFORE. I really don't understand. His eyebrows now make him look fierce and - well, I HATE IT.
let the eyebrows grow again ahjusshi oppa. jebal~!
Teuk with short hair. i still can't accept it. I miss his longer hair and bangs! But I love his current hair colour. His short hair makes him look chubby. but his body is still like he's made of stick and bones only.
Never mind, i still love u even if u're stick and bones, ahjusshi. even if u're a retard or crazy or dumb or whatever, i'll still love u. cause u just make me insane everytime.
plus u've got the looks, money and the BMW.
who cares about the brain.
Teuk's cheesiness is seriously affecting me.
I'm dead if DIE HARD Teuk's fans read this. They might kill me just at the word 'crazy, retard and dumb' that i use for Teuk.
I don't mean it, u see~ it's just to explain circumstance. and i put "IF" there.. which implies possibilities. *gets stoned anyway*
MY WISH
I know for a fact that I WILL NEVER/ CAN NEVER marry leader-sshi. I no longer feel so disturbed by that fact. ( u must think i'm a retard to even think i've got a chance with him. if u feel so, u're correct. i am a retard.)
So now, my latest hobby is finding the ideal woman for ahjusshi oppa.
My wish is - I hope when the time is right, he will meet someone pretty, so pretty that he'll never see other girls besides her.
I hope she's supermodel-like. Beautiful body, beautiful face, tall, confident, warm, motherly, noonim-ly, cute, adorable, sexy, hot, awesome, funny and most importantly she loves ahjusshi oppa more than I love him.
She's gonna look stunning wearing the white wedding dress *cries. i shouldn't start this*
ok, i'll stop here. Ahjusshi oppa, don't marry too soon. u're gonna break so many hearts.
food
i want to go home. this semester i spent a lot of money. i didn't shop, really. all the money went to FOOD. yep, that explains my PROSPEROUS FAT. before this semester started, i was 47 kg. now, i've ganied 5 more kgs. i'm almost 52 kg now. i'm fat. i'm willing to admit that now.
when my mom called, she always tells me not to eat a lot, cause evrytime i go home, i just expand more and more. maybe she's afraid she wouldn't recognize me anymore. hahaha. sadly, her words - as much as i understand her concern, i just fail to oblige. Because i love to eat too much.
People eat to live, I LIVE TO EAT. I can't live without food. Who could?
When I'm stressed, i have to eat,
when I'm bored, i have to eat,
when I'm happy, i have to eat,
when i'm depressed, of course I need to eat a lot more.
Clothes
I haven't shop for a while. I only have a few jeans, 1 sweatpants, several t-shirts, few blouses and a couple of shoes and two flip flops.
but i do have quite a number of baju kurung. and these days, i don't make anymore new baju kurung cause i guess i have a lot already. maybe 12? usually i'll just have one new baju kurung a year for Hari Raya.
Even for Hari Raya ( I think it's been 3 years already?) I always forget about the baju raya thingy. usually only during the middle or the end of fasting month that i'd remember i hadn't bought my baju raya yet. and to buy kain and to get it tailored would be difficult.
but thank god, my mom and my sisters always bought me the kain in advance and sent them to be tailored. it was only when my mom called and told me that she'd bought the kain and asked me which of my baju kurung did i want to send as sample for the kain, would i remember about the whole baju raya thingy.
Stylish? No!
I am not stylish. i am not even normal looking. i am quite messy. my friend would say i am very messy and shabby <--is that the word? i'll check my vocab later.
i admit i am.
i like seeing people dressing up stylishly. but i'm not one. back then, i did put some effort in trying to look good. but after a while, i didn't care anymore. i just lost interest.
in fact, i lost interest in many things.
i always wondered about how i should look, what i should wear, how should i act in front of people, how should i make friends etc. now, these things didn't bother me anymore. in the end, i'd just be the person i'm comfortable being, living in my own world.
I'm anti-social. i think that's the word. i don't hate people. i just don't feel comfortable around people. I feel awkward and weird. and then i'll act weird and awkward and different like i have a multiple personality disorder or something.
i suddenly don't know what to say anymore about this, so i'll stop here..
The most important persons in my life - my mom and my dad. I MISS THEM. i know i haven't been a good daughter, spending their money way too much and I'm so dumb in study, aish..but I really want to go home and see them so badly. and go to town together.
I'M HOMESICK T.T
Just a little bit more, Nae. Maybe next week, you can go back. *pats self*
Weird ahjusshi oppa!
I've figured the reason Teuk looks different compared to the past years. He shaved and trimmed his eyebrows, that's why.
Why? Just why?
HIS BUSHY EYEBROWS LOOKED FINE BEFORE. I really don't understand. His eyebrows now make him look fierce and - well, I HATE IT.
let the eyebrows grow again ahjusshi oppa. jebal~!
Teuk with short hair. i still can't accept it. I miss his longer hair and bangs! But I love his current hair colour. His short hair makes him look chubby. but his body is still like he's made of stick and bones only.
Never mind, i still love u even if u're stick and bones, ahjusshi. even if u're a retard or crazy or dumb or whatever, i'll still love u. cause u just make me insane everytime.
plus u've got the looks, money and the BMW.
who cares about the brain.
Teuk's cheesiness is seriously affecting me.
I'm dead if DIE HARD Teuk's fans read this. They might kill me just at the word 'crazy, retard and dumb' that i use for Teuk.
I don't mean it, u see~ it's just to explain circumstance. and i put "IF" there.. which implies possibilities. *gets stoned anyway*
MY WISH
I know for a fact that I WILL NEVER/ CAN NEVER marry leader-sshi. I no longer feel so disturbed by that fact. ( u must think i'm a retard to even think i've got a chance with him. if u feel so, u're correct. i am a retard.)
So now, my latest hobby is finding the ideal woman for ahjusshi oppa.
My wish is - I hope when the time is right, he will meet someone pretty, so pretty that he'll never see other girls besides her.
I hope she's supermodel-like. Beautiful body, beautiful face, tall, confident, warm, motherly, noonim-ly, cute, adorable, sexy, hot, awesome, funny and most importantly she loves ahjusshi oppa more than I love him.
She's gonna look stunning wearing the white wedding dress *cries. i shouldn't start this*
ok, i'll stop here. Ahjusshi oppa, don't marry too soon. u're gonna break so many hearts.
only me.
almost everyone have gone back. only tini is still here with her sister. and they're going out rite now. the house is so quiet. it's too quiet, it's scary.
turned on Extreme on Media Player- so there's some kind of sound in this house. good thing i didn't watch Haunting in Connecticut documentary last nite.
If i did, i'd probably hang myself now out of regret.
called home and abah picked up the phone. talked to abah, n mak. it seemed so merry at home. there are so many people there. ah, i want to go home too!
Tastebud.
i read bout SJ's styles of eating, n read the comment. somebody posted something like "they don't eat veggies? no wonder they're so skinny"
don't ppl who EAT veggies that are usually skinny?
since when not eating veggies makes one skinny?
I don't eat veggies but why am i FAT?
turned on Extreme on Media Player- so there's some kind of sound in this house. good thing i didn't watch Haunting in Connecticut documentary last nite.
If i did, i'd probably hang myself now out of regret.
called home and abah picked up the phone. talked to abah, n mak. it seemed so merry at home. there are so many people there. ah, i want to go home too!
Tastebud.
i read bout SJ's styles of eating, n read the comment. somebody posted something like "they don't eat veggies? no wonder they're so skinny"
don't ppl who EAT veggies that are usually skinny?
since when not eating veggies makes one skinny?
I don't eat veggies but why am i FAT?
Height obsession
Today, should be the last day of AE making.
I am so yesterday. I know. I've just listened to Love Story by Taylor Swift recently and i really liked it. So I googled Taylor Swift and found out that she's 5' 11" . I didn't know she's that's tall. That's a half inch taller than Teuk.
And because lately I've been obsessed with height, I googled some celebrities' height.
What I found so far:
Selena Gomez : 5' 5"
Taylor Swift: 5' 11"
Emma Watson : 5' 6" / 5' 7"
Miley Cyrus : 5' 5"
Lindsay Lohan 5' 5"
Mila Kunis: 5' 2"
My height as of now is 4' 9" . Short, I know. That's why I'm targeting to at least grow 6 to 7 more inches and become 5' 4" by the end of 2010.
But I share the same height as Mari Yaguchi, a Japanese singer, an ex member of Morning Musume. She's also 4' 9" and she's 2, 3 years older than me?
If the inches growing is a success, maybe when I go to Korea someday, I can go to Sukira and ask Teuk to try it too so that he could grow a couple inches more and become 6' and doesn't have to feel short anymore cause he's just 5' 10" .
Frankly I don't think he's short but then, Korean women are just getting taller these days. With average height of 165 - 173 cm, that's quite some height for women. Plus they're wearing heels, that's why he looks short next to them.
Erika Sawajiri Married!
If you've watched the Japanese drama "One litre of tears", you'll know her. She plays the lead role, Aya. Her real name is Erika Sawajiri, 23 years old.
And she's married in January 2009 to a media tycoon ( i think) well, his husband is very influential in the entertainment business (he's best friends with Marc Jacobs), i can say that much.
He's 40 something and frankly, I think she should choose a better man. More good looking maybe, cause she's so pretty and young but then - yeah. He's RICH.
maybe she prefers someone who can secure her? I'm being judgmental. maybe she really loves him, i don't know, do i?
Yeah, but the rumours about her marriage contract sounds just as interesting as her wedding.
Some of the content of the contract among others:
- if any party cheats, he/she will have to compensate the other party with some sum ( I think it's USD 110K?)
- if he have sex with anybody, he'll have to compensate her USD220K(?)
AND SHOULD THERE BE A DIVORCE, SHE'LL receive 90% OF HIS WEALTH.
Maybe it's just rumours. IDK.
But if it's true, I have to say she's really smart. And if it's true I wonder how could the guy sign the contract, acknowledging the fact that he could possibly risk 90% of his wealth?
Maybe it's LOVE.
Yeah, LOVE is the only thing that can make u think even the most irrational thing is sensible and right.
Did I just turn this blog into a gossip blog?
I am so yesterday. I know. I've just listened to Love Story by Taylor Swift recently and i really liked it. So I googled Taylor Swift and found out that she's 5' 11" . I didn't know she's that's tall. That's a half inch taller than Teuk.
And because lately I've been obsessed with height, I googled some celebrities' height.
What I found so far:
Selena Gomez : 5' 5"
Taylor Swift: 5' 11"
Emma Watson : 5' 6" / 5' 7"
Miley Cyrus : 5' 5"
Lindsay Lohan 5' 5"
Mila Kunis: 5' 2"
My height as of now is 4' 9" . Short, I know. That's why I'm targeting to at least grow 6 to 7 more inches and become 5' 4" by the end of 2010.
But I share the same height as Mari Yaguchi, a Japanese singer, an ex member of Morning Musume. She's also 4' 9" and she's 2, 3 years older than me?
If the inches growing is a success, maybe when I go to Korea someday, I can go to Sukira and ask Teuk to try it too so that he could grow a couple inches more and become 6' and doesn't have to feel short anymore cause he's just 5' 10" .
Frankly I don't think he's short but then, Korean women are just getting taller these days. With average height of 165 - 173 cm, that's quite some height for women. Plus they're wearing heels, that's why he looks short next to them.
Erika Sawajiri Married!
If you've watched the Japanese drama "One litre of tears", you'll know her. She plays the lead role, Aya. Her real name is Erika Sawajiri, 23 years old.
And she's married in January 2009 to a media tycoon ( i think) well, his husband is very influential in the entertainment business (he's best friends with Marc Jacobs), i can say that much.
He's 40 something and frankly, I think she should choose a better man. More good looking maybe, cause she's so pretty and young but then - yeah. He's RICH.
maybe she prefers someone who can secure her? I'm being judgmental. maybe she really loves him, i don't know, do i?
Yeah, but the rumours about her marriage contract sounds just as interesting as her wedding.
Some of the content of the contract among others:
- if any party cheats, he/she will have to compensate the other party with some sum ( I think it's USD 110K?)
- if he have sex with anybody, he'll have to compensate her USD220K(?)
AND SHOULD THERE BE A DIVORCE, SHE'LL receive 90% OF HIS WEALTH.
Maybe it's just rumours. IDK.
But if it's true, I have to say she's really smart. And if it's true I wonder how could the guy sign the contract, acknowledging the fact that he could possibly risk 90% of his wealth?
Maybe it's LOVE.
Yeah, LOVE is the only thing that can make u think even the most irrational thing is sensible and right.
Did I just turn this blog into a gossip blog?
fandom and fight
these days i seemed to have been unlucky a lot. and there's just so many bad things happening.
and today i had a fight with two ELFs on sj forum because i was offended by their replies of my questions. and i replied back, pointing out my dissatisfation of their replies which i think were rather cold and rude.
maybe i was just being sensitive. idk. what's wrong with me these days.
frankly i don't know. i'm so messed up.
after i replied, i just left the forum. damn. this is why sometimes i hate fandom. there's always some ppl who'll screw the name of the fandom.
but since i'll still go around the forum i decided to just forget it. i guess maybe i was just being sensitive. since i don't even understand myself now, i better stay out of trouble. so after their second replies, i apologized ( since it seemed that they took the time explaining, so maybe they didn't mean it.) and thank them for their hard work.
in the end, we're all still ELFs. so why fight?
i think i really need a break. and fix myself before i started something else. i seriously need a break from everything. i'm so messed up right now.
i want to go home ASAP.
and today i had a fight with two ELFs on sj forum because i was offended by their replies of my questions. and i replied back, pointing out my dissatisfation of their replies which i think were rather cold and rude.
maybe i was just being sensitive. idk. what's wrong with me these days.
frankly i don't know. i'm so messed up.
after i replied, i just left the forum. damn. this is why sometimes i hate fandom. there's always some ppl who'll screw the name of the fandom.
but since i'll still go around the forum i decided to just forget it. i guess maybe i was just being sensitive. since i don't even understand myself now, i better stay out of trouble. so after their second replies, i apologized ( since it seemed that they took the time explaining, so maybe they didn't mean it.) and thank them for their hard work.
in the end, we're all still ELFs. so why fight?
i think i really need a break. and fix myself before i started something else. i seriously need a break from everything. i'm so messed up right now.
i want to go home ASAP.
this date, two years ago
On this date, two years ago - April, 19, 2007 - Super Junior Leeteuk, Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk and Shindong were involved in a car accident.
Kyuhyun and Leeteuk were badly injured while Eunhyuk and Shindong were luckier, as they had minor injuries.
Leeteuk had to be hospitalized and he recieved 170 stitches on his back from removal of glass shreds.
Kyu suffered from broken ribs, serious bleeding and some abdominal injuries.
I didn't know them yet by that time but when i learnt about the accident in October, it still shocked me. By that time, Teuk and Kyu had gotten better(Kyu still in process of recovery)
I finally understood the feeling when they made their comeback for Don't Don. It felt overwhelming seeing 13 of them on stage again - together, after the fatal accident.
APRIL 19, 2007 - It will definitely be the most unforgettable day for us, fans.
I wish them health and success and prosperity in the coming years.
*This feels like New Year, making wishes and looking back at the past. *
Kyuhyun and Leeteuk were badly injured while Eunhyuk and Shindong were luckier, as they had minor injuries.
Leeteuk had to be hospitalized and he recieved 170 stitches on his back from removal of glass shreds.
Kyu suffered from broken ribs, serious bleeding and some abdominal injuries.
I didn't know them yet by that time but when i learnt about the accident in October, it still shocked me. By that time, Teuk and Kyu had gotten better(Kyu still in process of recovery)
I finally understood the feeling when they made their comeback for Don't Don. It felt overwhelming seeing 13 of them on stage again - together, after the fatal accident.
APRIL 19, 2007 - It will definitely be the most unforgettable day for us, fans.
I wish them health and success and prosperity in the coming years.
*This feels like New Year, making wishes and looking back at the past. *
life isn't always rainbows
life isn't always rainbows and vibrant colours,
sometimes, it's black and white, and you can hardly see where you are going.
But it's the black and white that makes you look back and think, learn and grow.
from that, you paint the black and white into rainbows again.
Life is a choice, you choose the way you want your life to be.
i look forward life once i've graduated. although i can't picture what i'll be or do, still, i look forward to it. for the past five years, i think i've learnt a lot and discovered a lot, although maybe it wasn't much compared to others.
in 2010, i want to be a better person, i want to achieve something and be someone. maybe not someone famous, but a better person. i don't want to feel intimidated about myself anymore. and i hope i'll have better self-esteem and people would not look down on me anymore.
maybe i'd go travelling too, if i have enough money. and of course the first place i'll visit is Seoul, the city where my 'soul' lies in. so many things would have changed by then.
will i still be a Super Junior fan?
will i still be head over heels for Teuk?
I really don't know. I hope I will be Super Junior fan forever. I WANT TO. I'm always proud of the fact that I am an ELF.
But by that time, 2010..
- Super Junior will probably be on hiatus.
- Maybe only the sub-units that will be active.
- Teuk's hairstyles would have changed a lot already.
- Everyone would've changed a lot too. And me, as well.
Teuk probably has got himself a gf, or maybe he'll still be the same lonely leader-sshi. Whichever it is, I hope he'll become a stronger person.
By that time, 2010 - I hope that there would not be so much bitterness anymore in my life. i want to forget who i am right now and turn over a new leaf.
I want to be a stronger and better person too.
To GOD
To myself
To my parents
To my family
To my friends
AND
To Super Junior (<-- this was kinda weird)
Haha, I'll be a better ELF! ^^
2010 Nae, Fighting!!
sometimes, it's black and white, and you can hardly see where you are going.
But it's the black and white that makes you look back and think, learn and grow.
from that, you paint the black and white into rainbows again.
Life is a choice, you choose the way you want your life to be.
i look forward life once i've graduated. although i can't picture what i'll be or do, still, i look forward to it. for the past five years, i think i've learnt a lot and discovered a lot, although maybe it wasn't much compared to others.
in 2010, i want to be a better person, i want to achieve something and be someone. maybe not someone famous, but a better person. i don't want to feel intimidated about myself anymore. and i hope i'll have better self-esteem and people would not look down on me anymore.
maybe i'd go travelling too, if i have enough money. and of course the first place i'll visit is Seoul, the city where my 'soul' lies in. so many things would have changed by then.
will i still be a Super Junior fan?
will i still be head over heels for Teuk?
I really don't know. I hope I will be Super Junior fan forever. I WANT TO. I'm always proud of the fact that I am an ELF.
But by that time, 2010..
- Super Junior will probably be on hiatus.
- Maybe only the sub-units that will be active.
- Teuk's hairstyles would have changed a lot already.
- Everyone would've changed a lot too. And me, as well.
Teuk probably has got himself a gf, or maybe he'll still be the same lonely leader-sshi. Whichever it is, I hope he'll become a stronger person.
By that time, 2010 - I hope that there would not be so much bitterness anymore in my life. i want to forget who i am right now and turn over a new leaf.
I want to be a stronger and better person too.
To GOD
To myself
To my parents
To my family
To my friends
AND
To Super Junior (<-- this was kinda weird)
Haha, I'll be a better ELF! ^^
2010 Nae, Fighting!!
A Tall Dream
I've just made a mid-year resolution.
By the end of 2010, I must be at least 5' 4" .
My goal as of now is to grow at least 6 more inches and stand at 160cm ^^ But that will still be a few months away before I could get started.
But it's ok. I'll wait.
If I'm 160cm, I'll be Fany's height? Or should I go for 163cm?
By the end of 2010, I must be at least 5' 4" .
My goal as of now is to grow at least 6 more inches and stand at 160cm ^^ But that will still be a few months away before I could get started.
But it's ok. I'll wait.
If I'm 160cm, I'll be Fany's height? Or should I go for 163cm?
work. depression. and leader-sshi
my brain expires. that or it refuses to work. and i've done nothing. no progress. nothing. why am i like this?
i want to go home so bad. i miss home. i really miss home. i miss sleeping on the bed. i miss everything at home.
"..Donghae-ah, you've worked so hard. without you, there's no Super Junior," - Leeteuk
"No, hyung! Without you, there's no Super Junior!" - Donghae
"I know." - Leeteuk
Come To Play - without Eeteuk and Kibum.
- i didn't plan to watch it at first cause there's no Eeteuk.
(I claimed i love 13, but cause of Teuk, i won't watch->> me and my endless biasness)
- so in the end i watched.
- it feels empty. suju without Teuk feels incomplete. it doesn't feel as funny and good.
- despite that, i managed to understand the first 5 minutes of the talk ->> mostly when they talk about hangeng's popularity in china and a few others. here and there.
- other than that, i dun understand. I still feel sad Eeteuk couldn't make it. *cries in a corner*
i'm so messed up. i dun even know what the heck is up with me?
i want to go home so bad. i miss home. i really miss home. i miss sleeping on the bed. i miss everything at home.
"..Donghae-ah, you've worked so hard. without you, there's no Super Junior," - Leeteuk
"No, hyung! Without you, there's no Super Junior!" - Donghae
"I know." - Leeteuk
Come To Play - without Eeteuk and Kibum.
- i didn't plan to watch it at first cause there's no Eeteuk.
(I claimed i love 13, but cause of Teuk, i won't watch->> me and my endless biasness)
- so in the end i watched.
- it feels empty. suju without Teuk feels incomplete. it doesn't feel as funny and good.
- despite that, i managed to understand the first 5 minutes of the talk ->> mostly when they talk about hangeng's popularity in china and a few others. here and there.
- other than that, i dun understand. I still feel sad Eeteuk couldn't make it. *cries in a corner*
i'm so messed up. i dun even know what the heck is up with me?
once upon a me
the death of me
- still not out of the stressful period.
- assignments, assignments n lots more assignments.
- last night i lost mind n became a retard.
NAETARD.
ah, this is tiring.
Kattun - Rescue
-this song's cool
- the song is Rescue by Kattun.
- i fell instantly in love with this song the first time i listened to it.
- there's a feeling of Linkin Park to it.
- and Jin's bridge part sort of reminds me of Evanescence
ahjusshi oppa
- his cyworld layout is (?)
- i'm finished.
- what do i do after this?
- ah, really, why? right. i know.
- but why now?
END OF SEMESTER COME SOON! AND ASSIGNMENTS GO AWAY! SHUUUHHH~!!
- still not out of the stressful period.
- assignments, assignments n lots more assignments.
- last night i lost mind n became a retard.
NAETARD.
ah, this is tiring.
Kattun - Rescue
-this song's cool
- the song is Rescue by Kattun.
- i fell instantly in love with this song the first time i listened to it.
- there's a feeling of Linkin Park to it.
- and Jin's bridge part sort of reminds me of Evanescence
ahjusshi oppa
- his cyworld layout is (?)
- i'm finished.
- what do i do after this?
- ah, really, why? right. i know.
- but why now?
END OF SEMESTER COME SOON! AND ASSIGNMENTS GO AWAY! SHUUUHHH~!!
dunia yang kecil dan gila ini
AKU BENCI ASSIGNMENT!!!!
AKU BENCI ASSIGNMENT!!!!
AKU BENCI ASSIGNMENT!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!
Kecelakaan apekah ini? (Nadrah, 2009)
sbb BOSAN dan MALAS tgk assignment, aku tgk Youtube. Suju menang TRIPLE CROWN at Inkigayo. (winning 3 weeks in a row) Yay!!!
ahjusshi oppa, anda sgt diam hari ini. adakah anda speechless, oppa? adakah anda terkejut dgn kemenangan anda?
Anda memang sungguh berbeza apabila kamera tidak fokus kepada anda.
Dihadapan kamera, anda sungguh bubbly dan riang ria RIBENA tetapi OFF SCREEN, anda tidak berbicara sepatah pun.
Ahjusshi oppa,anda telah bekerja keras maka tahniah.bukan shj diatas kemenangan suju pada hari ini,tetapi kerana selepas 2 tahun, anda masih lagi menjadi pojaan hatiku~~
walaupun anda ibarat stick and bones yg sungguh fragile dan mungkin akan terbang ditiup angin, aku tetap tegar menyukaimu, oppa.
aku sungguh berkeju sekali lagi nampaknye..
AKU BENCI ASSIGNMENT!!!!
AKU BENCI ASSIGNMENT!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!
Kecelakaan apekah ini? (Nadrah, 2009)
sbb BOSAN dan MALAS tgk assignment, aku tgk Youtube. Suju menang TRIPLE CROWN at Inkigayo. (winning 3 weeks in a row) Yay!!!
ahjusshi oppa, anda sgt diam hari ini. adakah anda speechless, oppa? adakah anda terkejut dgn kemenangan anda?
Anda memang sungguh berbeza apabila kamera tidak fokus kepada anda.
Dihadapan kamera, anda sungguh bubbly dan riang ria RIBENA tetapi OFF SCREEN, anda tidak berbicara sepatah pun.
Ahjusshi oppa,anda telah bekerja keras maka tahniah.bukan shj diatas kemenangan suju pada hari ini,tetapi kerana selepas 2 tahun, anda masih lagi menjadi pojaan hatiku~~
walaupun anda ibarat stick and bones yg sungguh fragile dan mungkin akan terbang ditiup angin, aku tetap tegar menyukaimu, oppa.
aku sungguh berkeju sekali lagi nampaknye..
SOME CRAPS THAT I NEED TO SAY
My Stand, My LOVE, MY HAPPINESS
I think I've gotten pretty sick by now by people who keep on condemning Super Junior. Back then i used to feel very hurt whenever people say bad things about Suju like they can't sing, they can't dance, they're not good enough and their songs are rubbish etc etc.
Lately, i don't bother anymore to feel hurt.
Cuz it's so PATHETIC.
all these people. they don't even know Suju and yet they speak as though they know them so damn well and try to put up an argument with me about Suju.
I'd say you just go do some research first on suju and get back to me.
If you don't even know what Suju is about, don't speak rubbish about Suju with me.
I know the bois enough for me to decide whether I should like them or not.
Super Junior might not be the best singers, best performers etc but to me they're always the best!
THEY MAKE ME HAPPY AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS.
-------------------------------------------
OK. All ANGST out.
------------------------------------------
WEEKEND
- No more class! Yay! But there are still loads of work.
- SJ didn't win today at MuBank. I kinda expected it. But that tiny bit of hope somehow still managed to get the better of me. I was quite sad. But oh well, at least the bois did well. ^^
- They won yesterday on M! Countdown although they were not present.
- MuCore is tomorrow and Inkigayo the next day. I hope they win TRIPLE CROWN! ^^
- still kinda sad that Teuk ahjusshi didn't film Come To Play with the others.
- just because he's not in ONE variety show, i feel like HE'S GONE forever.
- i'm still hoping some of them will film FAMILY OUTING!
- and I sooooo want ROYAL PIRATES to come to Star King and play Sorry Sorry ROCK VERSION in front of Suju.. I hope RP change their mind and accept the offer. Please! You guys are awesome, you should go to STAR KING!
- I miss home. i feel like I haven't gone home since forever. when was the last century i was home? 19th century?
And cause i need to lift up my moods after days of endless stress.
Guess what? Teuk's GIFS again. HAHAHA ^^ I always feel so happy doing the GIFS! ^^
But first of..the bunch of my fav dorks~ ^^
re-enacting his scene in All About Eve ^^
wae kureo ni? - leader-sshi ^^
Yesung just loves his hyung way too much ^^
I think I've gotten pretty sick by now by people who keep on condemning Super Junior. Back then i used to feel very hurt whenever people say bad things about Suju like they can't sing, they can't dance, they're not good enough and their songs are rubbish etc etc.
Lately, i don't bother anymore to feel hurt.
Cuz it's so PATHETIC.
all these people. they don't even know Suju and yet they speak as though they know them so damn well and try to put up an argument with me about Suju.
I'd say you just go do some research first on suju and get back to me.
If you don't even know what Suju is about, don't speak rubbish about Suju with me.
I know the bois enough for me to decide whether I should like them or not.
Super Junior might not be the best singers, best performers etc but to me they're always the best!
THEY MAKE ME HAPPY AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS.
-------------------------------------------
OK. All ANGST out.
------------------------------------------
WEEKEND
- No more class! Yay! But there are still loads of work.
- SJ didn't win today at MuBank. I kinda expected it. But that tiny bit of hope somehow still managed to get the better of me. I was quite sad. But oh well, at least the bois did well. ^^
- They won yesterday on M! Countdown although they were not present.
- MuCore is tomorrow and Inkigayo the next day. I hope they win TRIPLE CROWN! ^^
- still kinda sad that Teuk ahjusshi didn't film Come To Play with the others.
- just because he's not in ONE variety show, i feel like HE'S GONE forever.
- i'm still hoping some of them will film FAMILY OUTING!
- and I sooooo want ROYAL PIRATES to come to Star King and play Sorry Sorry ROCK VERSION in front of Suju.. I hope RP change their mind and accept the offer. Please! You guys are awesome, you should go to STAR KING!
- I miss home. i feel like I haven't gone home since forever. when was the last century i was home? 19th century?
And cause i need to lift up my moods after days of endless stress.
Guess what? Teuk's GIFS again. HAHAHA ^^ I always feel so happy doing the GIFS! ^^
But first of..the bunch of my fav dorks~ ^^
re-enacting his scene in All About Eve ^^
wae kureo ni? - leader-sshi ^^
Yesung just loves his hyung way too much ^^
limping. Teuk. saranghanda
work.
- CALL assignment is pretty interesting. a courseware.
- maybe cuz it's a computer/software thingy.
- like PS or IR, Virtualdub whatsoever.
Teuk's phail - not!
- Teuk's got one english line in 3rd album.
- i dun remember which song.
- but- but - his english was perfect pronouncing the line.
- hearing him speaks perfect english is - weird.
- cuz i've only heard of his engrish all this while.
- like when he said "oh, reeree?" (oh, really?)
- HAHAHAHA - SUPER CUTE!!!
- but he's been weird lately.
- i wonder what's up with him.
- AHJUSSHI OPPA, DON'T FALL SICK. ^^
HeeTeuk LOVE.
- AH. i came across a video at youtube.
- reading Hee's cyworld entry about Teuk is making me teary.
- Hee does love Teuk.
- Ahjusshi, uhdee sseo?? bogo shipda T.T
- CALL assignment is pretty interesting. a courseware.
- maybe cuz it's a computer/software thingy.
- like PS or IR, Virtualdub whatsoever.
Teuk's phail - not!
- Teuk's got one english line in 3rd album.
- i dun remember which song.
- but- but - his english was perfect pronouncing the line.
- hearing him speaks perfect english is - weird.
- cuz i've only heard of his engrish all this while.
- like when he said "oh, reeree?" (oh, really?)
- HAHAHAHA - SUPER CUTE!!!
- but he's been weird lately.
- i wonder what's up with him.
- AHJUSSHI OPPA, DON'T FALL SICK. ^^
HeeTeuk LOVE.
- AH. i came across a video at youtube.
- reading Hee's cyworld entry about Teuk is making me teary.
- Hee does love Teuk.
- Ahjusshi, uhdee sseo?? bogo shipda T.T
this and that
3rd Album
- I've got my hand on the 3rd album! it arrived 2/3 days ago, but I've got it today. ^^
- the booklet is beautiful~ ^^ I love it! Thanks KakNor!
- Nomu kamsahamnida, unni! ^__^
WhiTeuk Complex
- If Teuk's got white complex, I've got Teuk's complex.
- I don't really wear white often, even if i wear white, it'll be just a t-shirt or a headscarf
- but eversince the spread of Teuk's white complex, I tried to be one too
- so i tried putting on white sweatshirt, on top of a white tee and a white scarf.
- and the result - it feels so weird and awkward.
- i'd never worn so much white on myself.
- in a way it feels good. i feel like i sparkle. bwahahaha ^^
Teuk's cyworld translation - 090121
- I've got my hand on the 3rd album! it arrived 2/3 days ago, but I've got it today. ^^
- the booklet is beautiful~ ^^ I love it! Thanks KakNor!
- Nomu kamsahamnida, unni! ^__^
WhiTeuk Complex
- If Teuk's got white complex, I've got Teuk's complex.
- I don't really wear white often, even if i wear white, it'll be just a t-shirt or a headscarf
- but eversince the spread of Teuk's white complex, I tried to be one too
- so i tried putting on white sweatshirt, on top of a white tee and a white scarf.
- and the result - it feels so weird and awkward.
- i'd never worn so much white on myself.
- in a way it feels good. i feel like i sparkle. bwahahaha ^^
Teuk's cyworld translation - 090121
(It) wont’ be inferior even after going through many decolourization (processes) and dying..
The quality of your fine hair…
*your silky hair, ahhhh~*
Even with UV rays and strong light waves..It won’t go faint even if there’s insufficient sleep
*even sunrays doesn't dare to do damage to your perfect hair*
Your deep and distant eyes…..
*melts me and they're so deep that i'm so drown in them*
Songs, radio, and many other programs which requested you for a “BoBo” but you refused to give in..
Your lips…
*your lips are just too perfect*
If you broke your hand, you’d break a Casanova’s prejudice (?)..
Your beautiful hands…
*your hand is the most beautiful man's hand i've ever seen*
There won’t be any difference even with lots of make-up or insufficient sleep..
Your glowing and beautiful skin..
*i so want ur skin, oppa! *cries*
Are you human for sure…
*no u're not!*
Or are you a doll….
*u're as beautiful as doll*
Or are you really an angel….?
*course u're an angel, how else can u be so perfect?*
Mummy…I want to get married to someone like this…ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹
*lol, yes, i want to marry u, ahjusshi oppa*
ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹ã…‹
Please~~~~~~~~This fella’s popularity......
--------end---------
*the black words are teuk's entry*
*the blue words are my spazzing of Teuk ^^*
Original Source; ë°•ì •ìˆ˜ 미니홈피
Credits; OnlySJ13 + superduperlove.wordpress.comi laughed outloud reading this entry, but everything he wrote is indeed true.he's just too beautiful for words.
and his comment of how girls want to marry someone like him is O.o
it is true tho', at least there are thousands who feel so.
and i am one of them.
what a competition!
Pingu Pingu Pingu NAD!!!
- again, changing the layout.
- why doesn't cuztomized one have comments box and link button to earlier/older posts?
- no header. how sad.
Apparently, I've got a pet.
It's a pingu and funny how it looks so much like Nadrah.
Meet PinguNad(that's her name)
She can do freestyle dancing especially popping...
And she can make her head floats in the air...
She can also do land surfing^^
And she exercises well..and happily...
I'll bet no one has this kind of pet. it's one of a kind. How do you like it?
- why doesn't cuztomized one have comments box and link button to earlier/older posts?
- no header. how sad.
Apparently, I've got a pet.
It's a pingu and funny how it looks so much like Nadrah.
Meet PinguNad(that's her name)
She can do freestyle dancing especially popping...
And she can make her head floats in the air...
She can also do land surfing^^
And she exercises well..and happily...
I'll bet no one has this kind of pet. it's one of a kind. How do you like it?
Happy Birthday, Lee Hyukjae!
Saengil chukahamnida!
Saengil chukahamnida!
Saranghanun Lee Hyukjae!
Saengil chukahamnida!
- Today, Hyukjae turns 24 (in korean year)
- technically he's my age > 86-er
- they celebrated his birthday at sukira ^^
- wish all 13 were there but oh, well
- hope they celebrate together later at Han River :)
Hyuk with Hae*i just realized i didn't have that much pic of Hyuk.
the world of entertainment
> SJ didn't win today at MuBank.
> the No.1 went to Davichi.
> at least they did the encore happily with Davichi in the end. ^^
Lollipop MV is out! love the song and MV! so colourful and bubbly :)
*i'll just ignore whatever bad news i read. why is the world such a cruel place? *sighs*
- love Sandara Park's broomstick hair - reminds me of Chibi Usagi's sailor something from SailorMoon. I've always loved that broomstick hair ^^
- love the vibrant coloured outfits!
- CL's awesome. she stood out. she kinda looked like PCD's Nicole.
- TOP and GD are too cute and hawt!
- changed the layout. like it? not the best but better, i guess.
- the comments box are not available, it's pretty sad, but just use the tagboard for anything.
- the links didn't come out. idk why. will try to sort it out later.
> the No.1 went to Davichi.
> at least they did the encore happily with Davichi in the end. ^^
Lollipop MV is out! love the song and MV! so colourful and bubbly :)
*i'll just ignore whatever bad news i read. why is the world such a cruel place? *sighs*
- love Sandara Park's broomstick hair - reminds me of Chibi Usagi's sailor something from SailorMoon. I've always loved that broomstick hair ^^
- love the vibrant coloured outfits!
- CL's awesome. she stood out. she kinda looked like PCD's Nicole.
- TOP and GD are too cute and hawt!
EDIT.EDIT.EDIT
- changed the layout. like it? not the best but better, i guess.
- the comments box are not available, it's pretty sad, but just use the tagboard for anything.
- the links didn't come out. idk why. will try to sort it out later.
13 reunion
it's not 11 or 12..It's 13
13!
KIBUMMIE was with the other 12 at Yamaha event in Bangkok yesterday!!!
finally!!
Kibum-ah, where did you go??
PLEASE DON'T GO MISSING EVER AGAIN..
kibum-ah, at least be there at Music Bank this Friday!
n win the No.1 again, this time as 13, jebal~~
Kibum-ah, bogoshipda~
13!
KIBUMMIE was with the other 12 at Yamaha event in Bangkok yesterday!!!
finally!!
Kibum-ah, where did you go??
PLEASE DON'T GO MISSING EVER AGAIN..
kibum-ah, at least be there at Music Bank this Friday!
n win the No.1 again, this time as 13, jebal~~
Kibum-ah, bogoshipda~
13 @ Yamaha Motor Show, BANGKOK:
http://asiaidol.bluegy.com/koreanstars_photo_activities.php?page=1&StarID=378
Another Win on Inkigayo
THEY WON AGAIN!
ANOTHER NO.1
one more pic from Music bank, two days ago..
leader-sshi knelt down ... T.TSuper Junior is No.1 at Music Bank!
THEY WON!
THEY WON!
THEY WON!
OMG, THE FEELING IS SO GREAT...
IT'S SERIOUSLY 13EYOND IMAGINATION!!!
3 weeks after their comeback, Super Junior won No.1 at Music Bank.
Sorry Sorry tops all music charts including the online charts.
The album also secures No.1 on the album chart, beating even Seo Taiji's.
Sorry Sorry tops all music charts including the online charts.
The album also secures No.1 on the album chart, beating even Seo Taiji's.
group hug
Teuk's doing the thank you speech
teary Teuk.
leader-ssi broke down n cried. harder. T.T
Hae calmed Teuk T.T (soo cute~~)
Siwon was looking down on the floor, trying hard not to cry.
Geng was teary as he said thank you in Chinese to fans in ChinaWhen everyone was all emotional, Heechul did Gee dance>>soo Heenim.
Yesung said thank you to ELFs.
ELFs were crying too.
SNSD chanted ELFs cheers.
They did ENCORE with SNSD.
More like SNSD who did the ENCORE cuz SJ were still crying/shocked/emotional. lol ^^
Teuk knelt down to fans after ENCORE. He couldn't stop crying.
Siwon had to ask him to get up.
Oppa, uhljima T.T
** Hae n Siwon are so sweet for taking care of Teuk. I SWEAR I will LOVE them after this eventhough I still don't like Shibrow's weird gestures n Hae's idk. TT.TT
SNSD chanted ELFs cheers.
They did ENCORE with SNSD.
More like SNSD who did the ENCORE cuz SJ were still crying/shocked/emotional. lol ^^
Teuk knelt down to fans after ENCORE. He couldn't stop crying.
Siwon had to ask him to get up.
Oppa, uhljima T.T
** Hae n Siwon are so sweet for taking care of Teuk. I SWEAR I will LOVE them after this eventhough I still don't like Shibrow's weird gestures n Hae's idk. TT.TT
SUPER JUNIOR, CHUKAHAE~
LET'S WIN MORE AWARDS AND THE DAESANG!!!
ELFs BELIEVE in 13
SUPER JUNIOR, FIGHTING ~!!!
LET'S WIN MORE AWARDS AND THE DAESANG!!!
ELFs BELIEVE in 13
SUPER JUNIOR, FIGHTING ~!!!
i think i'm suffering from brain damage. am i? how can i forget so many important things? *knocks head to wall* has my brain gone bad? am i getting dumb? why? why? why?
however despite the brain damage, my head can still digest Super Junior and Teukie. Maybe I should slow down a bit on Suju, I guess I've been too excited, too happy, too surprised, 2, 3,4,5,6 ~ and so, I've gone crazy - a bit.
oh, i guess due to excessive/ massive (?) excitement, i'm having heartquake continously, and i guess that's why my brain is a bit out of place.
and because of the heartquake n brain's disfunctional, i forgot so many things and said weird things. and then i went high on doing Suju and Teuk's gifs.
OFF TO BEAUTIFUL LEADER-SSI AND 13 ^^
however despite the brain damage, my head can still digest Super Junior and Teukie. Maybe I should slow down a bit on Suju, I guess I've been too excited, too happy, too surprised, 2, 3,4,5,6 ~ and so, I've gone crazy - a bit.
oh, i guess due to excessive/ massive (?) excitement, i'm having heartquake continously, and i guess that's why my brain is a bit out of place.
and because of the heartquake n brain's disfunctional, i forgot so many things and said weird things. and then i went high on doing Suju and Teuk's gifs.
OFF TO BEAUTIFUL LEADER-SSI AND 13 ^^
You, Me and Her
You went to the zoo. with your younger brothers - and her.
one of your brothers asked her about you
"do you really think he likes you?"
and you tried to speak up, defending yourself
but your other brothers wouldn't let you.
and she said "i heard he always talk about me," confidently.
again you tried to speak up but your attempt failed.
she kept on talking, her high-pitch voice shrieking,
stirring the still air.
your cheeks were flushed red.
you blushed because of her.
she stepped on poo and ran over at you screaming: save me! save me!
and shaking her off, you said "what do you want?"
and i thought you didn't like her afterall
but you helped her clean her shoes.
you went to take pictures with the snake.
it was your brother's mission.
he was scared and was as pale as sheet as the creature glided above him.
you were also scared and she was too.
and i thought "she couldn't even protect you"
and she was standing so far from you,
i couldn't be happier.
suddenly one of your brothers brought a snake near you.
you ran. she did too.
you were running in the same direction.
side by side.
you went to the lion's cage next.
your brothers were scared.
you and her were thrilled as you watched the lions.
and the gate was opened.
your brothers didn't dare to enter.
the lion groaned.
one of your brothers was really scared.
he hid behind you and held onto you. tight.
you smiled as you told him, "it's allright, it's allright"
playing your role as an older brother to him, you held him close.
"let's go closer"
you moved as you held him tight, not letting go of your little brother.
my heart fluttered.
you are always such a caring and loving person.
it was your turn now.
you put on coats and scarves because your theme was autumn.
she did too.
you both sat on a carousel, facing each other
and your brothers started snapping pictures.
she put a flower on your ear.
you let her.
and i thought, she was just treating you like a brother.
then the orang utan came.
it swung and swung and you had to stop and stepped off the carousel.
your brother came and took the orang utan away.
you were posing in front of the carousel now.
she stood next to it and you were next to her.
the orang utan returned and swung on the carousel and slapped her.
"ouch, it hurts! stop it, orang-a," she said.
but it didn't understand and kept on slapping her.
so you changed the position with her.
when you were about to pose, the orang utan hit you.
you looked at the orang utan in shock.
but you didn't snap at it.
instead you said " my mother said not to hit girls"
and are u a girl?
i laughed at that.
you're always so funny.
the sightseeing and photo-taking session ended.
you didn't talk much all day,
cause mostly she did the talking all the time.
so you merely listened.
to this girl that speaks in a high pitch tone and couldn't stop talking.
this girl that screamed and laughed free-spiritedly.
this girl that made you blushed and speechless.
but as much as i hated how she managed to make you blush and speechless,
i couldn't really HATE her.
because as much as you didn't seem to care about her,
i couldn't help but notice that glint of relief in your eyes for having her there,
with her around you felt so comfortable,
with her around, you could just be yourself, quiet and attentive,
and not the persona that you always have to portray ; loud and funny.
although of course i love you both ways.
and so, i couldn't HATE her.
even though she was loud, and eventhough she couldn't protect you,
but in a way, she looks after you.
and i could never thank her enough for that.
el fin.
this was supposed to be a poem but it doesn't sound poetic.
in case you didn't understand, the story goes like this:
the guy went to the zoo with his younger brothers and their girl friends. they paired up and each couple had a photo-taking mission with the themes of autumn, winter, summer and spring.
btw, jownie (fellow Teuk's lover) made me this gif of Teukie~! ^^
Serious Teuk is still very pretty~! ^__^
p/s: mal, i still can't think what to write for you yet. sorry ^^;;
one of your brothers asked her about you
"do you really think he likes you?"
and you tried to speak up, defending yourself
but your other brothers wouldn't let you.
and she said "i heard he always talk about me," confidently.
again you tried to speak up but your attempt failed.
she kept on talking, her high-pitch voice shrieking,
stirring the still air.
your cheeks were flushed red.
you blushed because of her.
she stepped on poo and ran over at you screaming: save me! save me!
and shaking her off, you said "what do you want?"
and i thought you didn't like her afterall
but you helped her clean her shoes.
you went to take pictures with the snake.
it was your brother's mission.
he was scared and was as pale as sheet as the creature glided above him.
you were also scared and she was too.
and i thought "she couldn't even protect you"
and she was standing so far from you,
i couldn't be happier.
suddenly one of your brothers brought a snake near you.
you ran. she did too.
you were running in the same direction.
side by side.
you went to the lion's cage next.
your brothers were scared.
you and her were thrilled as you watched the lions.
and the gate was opened.
your brothers didn't dare to enter.
the lion groaned.
one of your brothers was really scared.
he hid behind you and held onto you. tight.
you smiled as you told him, "it's allright, it's allright"
playing your role as an older brother to him, you held him close.
"let's go closer"
you moved as you held him tight, not letting go of your little brother.
my heart fluttered.
you are always such a caring and loving person.
it was your turn now.
you put on coats and scarves because your theme was autumn.
she did too.
you both sat on a carousel, facing each other
and your brothers started snapping pictures.
she put a flower on your ear.
you let her.
and i thought, she was just treating you like a brother.
then the orang utan came.
it swung and swung and you had to stop and stepped off the carousel.
your brother came and took the orang utan away.
you were posing in front of the carousel now.
she stood next to it and you were next to her.
the orang utan returned and swung on the carousel and slapped her.
"ouch, it hurts! stop it, orang-a," she said.
but it didn't understand and kept on slapping her.
so you changed the position with her.
when you were about to pose, the orang utan hit you.
you looked at the orang utan in shock.
but you didn't snap at it.
instead you said " my mother said not to hit girls"
and are u a girl?
i laughed at that.
you're always so funny.
the sightseeing and photo-taking session ended.
you didn't talk much all day,
cause mostly she did the talking all the time.
so you merely listened.
to this girl that speaks in a high pitch tone and couldn't stop talking.
this girl that screamed and laughed free-spiritedly.
this girl that made you blushed and speechless.
but as much as i hated how she managed to make you blush and speechless,
i couldn't really HATE her.
because as much as you didn't seem to care about her,
i couldn't help but notice that glint of relief in your eyes for having her there,
with her around you felt so comfortable,
with her around, you could just be yourself, quiet and attentive,
and not the persona that you always have to portray ; loud and funny.
although of course i love you both ways.
and so, i couldn't HATE her.
even though she was loud, and eventhough she couldn't protect you,
but in a way, she looks after you.
and i could never thank her enough for that.
el fin.
this was supposed to be a poem but it doesn't sound poetic.
in case you didn't understand, the story goes like this:
the guy went to the zoo with his younger brothers and their girl friends. they paired up and each couple had a photo-taking mission with the themes of autumn, winter, summer and spring.
btw, jownie (fellow Teuk's lover) made me this gif of Teukie~! ^^
Serious Teuk is still very pretty~! ^__^
p/s: mal, i still can't think what to write for you yet. sorry ^^;;
sick from reading
the layout of this blog is starting to make me tired, just seeing it the first thing when i clicked on the link make me urghhh *keyboard smash*
but changing to fancier layout would take a lot of time, n energy which i don't think i could afford right now.
maybe it's just cause i feel like throwing up right now, so it kinda annoys me.
I finished reading Peter Robinson's In a Dry Season.
My favourite so far from Peter Robinson's books. But then I've only read three: Caedmon's Song, Wednesday's Child and In a Dry Season. I like his writing style. Mucho.
I also finished The Curtis Reincarnation by Zathyn Priest. I finished this few days ago actually. It was very intriguing in the beginning.
I loved the idea of the story, and Bec's dialogue was so damn funny but the characters of Tyler Curtis and Jordan totally turns me off.
There's just too much fluff and sometimes Tyler's character seemed like a girl. I knew that he was supposedly gay and all but i don't think a gay acted like that? all girlish and - let's just say girlish. i dunno if that's Priest's definition of a gay for all we know.
so that's that and i spotted grammatical errors? and the plot wasn't very strong. i can critic all i want but at least he'd finished and published a book when i never even finished a single work yet. and i've grammatical errors everywhere. how irony.
out of blue, n the sick feeling (from trying to finish the book) i suddenly remembered that time when i saw Teuk in Genting. maybe cause i was reading bout Gloria from Gwen's memory, and how surreal she seemed, that's just how Teuk was at that time. As much as he was real, he was actually surreal, like a dream, a fantasy.
His beauty, and everything that I came to love about him defines him as a perfection.
although of course, perfection doesn't exist but I think if there had been a closer definition to perfection, it'd be him. at least in my dictionary.
and so, when something is too perfect, can you believe it's real?
there you go, i've gone cheesy again, i can go all the way beyond cheesy, you could even make a cheesecake out of me for all i know when it comes to him.
i think i learn this cheesiness from him. teuk's definitely corrupting my mind, not that i mind~
oh, it's a pun!
ignore me, i was just entertaining myself so i can say all the random things when i say things about a totally unrelated stuffs.
before u get the wrong idea, i'm not mentally disturbed, i'm just stressed a bit. but who doesn't? and i still feel sick and want to throw up. *sighs* i should never force myself to finish the book.
i've said this over n over again but i really wish the end of the semester comes soon.
i've become fat effortlessly. i feel like a *dwaejji* just sitting and sleeping and eating. i really miss home. i want to go home but with all the work, i can't.
but i bet u must be wondering, with so many works, how can i still sit here comfortably and write everyday without fail here and even update myself with super junior stuffs? well, that's cause i'm a wonder girl. Nad's not the only one. And I'm cool like that.
Not.
Sorry, I was entertaining myself again. I really shouldnt've read so much, it was starting to poison my sanity.
oh, i wrote so much already. the problem when i write here, if u noticed, once i start writing i can ramble and point out so many things just out of one thing and suddenly when realization hits, i've already written so much. so i better stop.
i'm not in the right state of mind. probably when i re-read this, i'd be wondering what the heck was i thinking. but for all i know i dun feel so right now, so i'll just post this as it is.
naeyte~
but changing to fancier layout would take a lot of time, n energy which i don't think i could afford right now.
maybe it's just cause i feel like throwing up right now, so it kinda annoys me.
I finished reading Peter Robinson's In a Dry Season.
My favourite so far from Peter Robinson's books. But then I've only read three: Caedmon's Song, Wednesday's Child and In a Dry Season. I like his writing style. Mucho.
I also finished The Curtis Reincarnation by Zathyn Priest. I finished this few days ago actually. It was very intriguing in the beginning.
I loved the idea of the story, and Bec's dialogue was so damn funny but the characters of Tyler Curtis and Jordan totally turns me off.
There's just too much fluff and sometimes Tyler's character seemed like a girl. I knew that he was supposedly gay and all but i don't think a gay acted like that? all girlish and - let's just say girlish. i dunno if that's Priest's definition of a gay for all we know.
so that's that and i spotted grammatical errors? and the plot wasn't very strong. i can critic all i want but at least he'd finished and published a book when i never even finished a single work yet. and i've grammatical errors everywhere. how irony.
out of blue, n the sick feeling (from trying to finish the book) i suddenly remembered that time when i saw Teuk in Genting. maybe cause i was reading bout Gloria from Gwen's memory, and how surreal she seemed, that's just how Teuk was at that time. As much as he was real, he was actually surreal, like a dream, a fantasy.
His beauty, and everything that I came to love about him defines him as a perfection.
although of course, perfection doesn't exist but I think if there had been a closer definition to perfection, it'd be him. at least in my dictionary.
and so, when something is too perfect, can you believe it's real?
there you go, i've gone cheesy again, i can go all the way beyond cheesy, you could even make a cheesecake out of me for all i know when it comes to him.
i think i learn this cheesiness from him. teuk's definitely corrupting my mind, not that i mind~
oh, it's a pun!
ignore me, i was just entertaining myself so i can say all the random things when i say things about a totally unrelated stuffs.
before u get the wrong idea, i'm not mentally disturbed, i'm just stressed a bit. but who doesn't? and i still feel sick and want to throw up. *sighs* i should never force myself to finish the book.
i've said this over n over again but i really wish the end of the semester comes soon.
i've become fat effortlessly. i feel like a *dwaejji* just sitting and sleeping and eating. i really miss home. i want to go home but with all the work, i can't.
but i bet u must be wondering, with so many works, how can i still sit here comfortably and write everyday without fail here and even update myself with super junior stuffs? well, that's cause i'm a wonder girl. Nad's not the only one. And I'm cool like that.
Not.
Sorry, I was entertaining myself again. I really shouldnt've read so much, it was starting to poison my sanity.
oh, i wrote so much already. the problem when i write here, if u noticed, once i start writing i can ramble and point out so many things just out of one thing and suddenly when realization hits, i've already written so much. so i better stop.
i'm not in the right state of mind. probably when i re-read this, i'd be wondering what the heck was i thinking. but for all i know i dun feel so right now, so i'll just post this as it is.
naeyte~
I'm lovin Teuk's new hair now. I think the stylist noona really loves him, that should explain his hair getting better and better each time.
Super Junior performed today at KBS Music Bank. Again, the lighting was crazy. It was mostly on and off and dark, you could hardly see the boys. Did they think the audience have night vision?
And I can't dload the latest performance, cause my PC is so slow and even when I go over at Soompi it lags like hell. Why???
only managed to watch the performance on Youtube and it's not even HQ. How sad. But I really really really LOVE Teuk's hair there and his suit. But then, when did I not love him? Even when he had a messy-struck-by-lightning hair in Cooking! Cooking MV, I still think he looked HOT.
I noticed their outfits weren't so much different from their previous performances. And it seemed that Hyuk changed the choreography a bit. The part when "Let's Dance! Dance! Dance! Dance!" when they did these hand motions, and there was like a bridge, he did a pelvic thrust.
It's so cute when Hyuk is trying to be sexy. ^__^
*nooo...the HQ version of today's performance is upped but I can't download. *cries bloodtears*
Super Junior performed today at KBS Music Bank. Again, the lighting was crazy. It was mostly on and off and dark, you could hardly see the boys. Did they think the audience have night vision?
And I can't dload the latest performance, cause my PC is so slow and even when I go over at Soompi it lags like hell. Why???
only managed to watch the performance on Youtube and it's not even HQ. How sad. But I really really really LOVE Teuk's hair there and his suit. But then, when did I not love him? Even when he had a messy-struck-by-lightning hair in Cooking! Cooking MV, I still think he looked HOT.
I noticed their outfits weren't so much different from their previous performances. And it seemed that Hyuk changed the choreography a bit. The part when "Let's Dance! Dance! Dance! Dance!" when they did these hand motions, and there was like a bridge, he did a pelvic thrust.
It's so cute when Hyuk is trying to be sexy. ^__^
*nooo...the HQ version of today's performance is upped but I can't download. *cries bloodtears*
Curtis and me
with a help from a very kind-hearted person i finally managed to get "The Curtis Reincarnation by Zathyn Priest" I just happened to read the review of the book at an LJ and I just knew I must read it. Still reading. Will be back with reviews after I finish the book.
Somehow I was picturing Gackt as Tyler Curtis. And even though Jordan is described as muscular, I somehow thought of Hyde (cause he's older than the other) plus Hyde's hot. He definitely doesn't look like he's almost 40. He looks like he's just 17.
As much as it's funny, but I think it's so weird that Tyler is so coy and shy. Definitely not what I expect. But the story's quite refreshing, I guess? Idk yet what else to say. i'll have to finish the book first.
I still haven't finished Peter Robinson's.
Sometimes, I hope it's the end of semester already; my AE finished, no more assignments, no more classes etc. so I can lay on my bed at home and read Peter Robinson's and just fall asleep.
And I can spazz and go on download frenzy of movies and dramas and spend time doing new LJ layouts of Eeteuk, smiling like an idiot over Eeteuk's face, listening to Super Junior songs for gazillion times without having to stop cause of class etc., read fanfics and write one of my own, watch TV, read the newspaper, anticipating breakfast and when it's evening go to town and pick up padi from work.
I guess I'm still tired. and thus, all the daydreaming. haha ^^
Somehow I was picturing Gackt as Tyler Curtis. And even though Jordan is described as muscular, I somehow thought of Hyde (cause he's older than the other) plus Hyde's hot. He definitely doesn't look like he's almost 40. He looks like he's just 17.
As much as it's funny, but I think it's so weird that Tyler is so coy and shy. Definitely not what I expect. But the story's quite refreshing, I guess? Idk yet what else to say. i'll have to finish the book first.
I still haven't finished Peter Robinson's.
Sometimes, I hope it's the end of semester already; my AE finished, no more assignments, no more classes etc. so I can lay on my bed at home and read Peter Robinson's and just fall asleep.
And I can spazz and go on download frenzy of movies and dramas and spend time doing new LJ layouts of Eeteuk, smiling like an idiot over Eeteuk's face, listening to Super Junior songs for gazillion times without having to stop cause of class etc., read fanfics and write one of my own, watch TV, read the newspaper, anticipating breakfast and when it's evening go to town and pick up padi from work.
I guess I'm still tired. and thus, all the daydreaming. haha ^^
she's this person
she's this one person who speaks just anything to me,
without fear, without any feeling of intimidation.
maybe because we've known each other for almost 5 years now,
so she feels so comfortable.
she's this person whom i can just blurt out things too.
and spank her whenever i want to.
and scratch her shoulder with my nails,
and draw on her arms.
she's this person who dreams with me,
she's this person who thinks so much like me,
she's this person who reads me like a book,
and so do i of her.
she notices things about me that i doesn't,
and i notice things about her that she doesn't.
when we walk,
she would choke me and
i'd dig my nails on her shoulder,
or slap her arm,
then she'd grab my neck and drag me like a cat.
i'd push her to the side and spank her again.
and her strong big hands would strike back.
this person whose power could've qualified as a female wrestler,
without fail, the spanking episode repeats each day.
this person is special.
"are you dead yet?"
"i'd love to throw you in the drain"
"before u die, make sure u write a will and name me for all ur belongings"
see, even the way she points out things are different.
this person who found pleasure and joy in the weirdest way.
unique i must say.
she's this person that i'd want to kill everyday,
throw in drains, push her towards a busy traffic and have a car run over her,
plotting how we'd hurt each other or better yet kill each other,
are the way we bond,
it makes us too happy for our own good.
she's like a stand-up comedian.
except that instead of others, she's more into entertaining herself.
she'd say things and laughs.
this person who always asks "where did i park my Mercedes?"
funny how her "Mercedes" looks so much like a Gen2,
she's that optimist, you see.
you really couldn't find other person like her around.
this person who thinks she's a goddess - the hottest thing alive, a genious.
this person who says the harshest thing and yet feels happy doing so,
this person who thinks the reason for the global warming was her existence,
this person who thinks way too highly of herself,
this person who walks with so much confidence in her high heels,
without fail she walks as if she's a model on a runway.
even when she trips along the way.
and just my luck i see this person everyday.
and this person - is my friend.
*I'm sure u can guess who this person is.*
without fear, without any feeling of intimidation.
maybe because we've known each other for almost 5 years now,
so she feels so comfortable.
she's this person whom i can just blurt out things too.
and spank her whenever i want to.
and scratch her shoulder with my nails,
and draw on her arms.
she's this person who dreams with me,
she's this person who thinks so much like me,
she's this person who reads me like a book,
and so do i of her.
she notices things about me that i doesn't,
and i notice things about her that she doesn't.
when we walk,
she would choke me and
i'd dig my nails on her shoulder,
or slap her arm,
then she'd grab my neck and drag me like a cat.
i'd push her to the side and spank her again.
and her strong big hands would strike back.
this person whose power could've qualified as a female wrestler,
without fail, the spanking episode repeats each day.
this person is special.
"are you dead yet?"
"i'd love to throw you in the drain"
"before u die, make sure u write a will and name me for all ur belongings"
see, even the way she points out things are different.
this person who found pleasure and joy in the weirdest way.
unique i must say.
she's this person that i'd want to kill everyday,
throw in drains, push her towards a busy traffic and have a car run over her,
plotting how we'd hurt each other or better yet kill each other,
are the way we bond,
it makes us too happy for our own good.
she's like a stand-up comedian.
except that instead of others, she's more into entertaining herself.
she'd say things and laughs.
this person who always asks "where did i park my Mercedes?"
funny how her "Mercedes" looks so much like a Gen2,
she's that optimist, you see.
you really couldn't find other person like her around.
this person who thinks she's a goddess - the hottest thing alive, a genious.
this person who says the harshest thing and yet feels happy doing so,
this person who thinks the reason for the global warming was her existence,
this person who thinks way too highly of herself,
this person who walks with so much confidence in her high heels,
without fail she walks as if she's a model on a runway.
even when she trips along the way.
and just my luck i see this person everyday.
and this person - is my friend.
*I'm sure u can guess who this person is.*
It's over!
The seminar's over. I'm so glad. I feel so relieved. The whole seminar thing is sucking up my energy. The whole process is just so TOUGH. But it's over. Fullstop.
I feel so tired. I didn't sleep last night cause i was finishing up the montage. it's not a big deal, not sleeping. But today, somehow i felt extremely exhausted. I dozed off a few mins during both speakers. and after the seminar's over, while waiting to arrange the gamelan stuffs, i dozed off while sitting on the chair. i even fell asleep when Nad drove me home.
That would be the last seminar ever, I hope.
What else? Oh, I did a one page essay for Women in Literature entitled 'I Want A Husband' and i think what i wrote is so unrealistic. The physical part, i was actually describing Teuk. Haha, should anyone read the essay, they must've said that such person doesn't even exist.
Can someone as beautiful as what I described POSSIBLY exist?
Asa a matter of fact, YES. And his name is Eeteuk.
HAHA. But besides that, the other points, I made them all up. Seriously the criterias I put is too perfect for any human being. But I had fun making it up. who cares, right?
After almost two years, i still LOVE Eeteuk the most (although sometimes, i did cheat with Junsu and Jae>>but only a bit). haha. i'm being cheesy again.
when it comes to Eeteuk I would automatically become so CHEESY. I even memorized several cheesy lines from korean dramas so when I meet him someday I can say it to him. HAHA. NAE is michyeo~
i'm so addicted to SORRY, SORRY. I listen to this song everyday since it was released a week ago. it's still on repeat. and i SOOO LOVE the MV! and the performance. and i love Teuk's fierce face when performing. OMG! HE'S SO HOT! AH, what can i say? he's just too perfect.
And did I mention that his body is of PERFECT SYMMETRY? he looks PERFECT in just any angle. HAHAHA. Of course, he's my oppa. And I really LOVE the grey outfit with army-like boots he wore in the MV. He reminded me of Jae. I really love that style.
I feel so tired. I didn't sleep last night cause i was finishing up the montage. it's not a big deal, not sleeping. But today, somehow i felt extremely exhausted. I dozed off a few mins during both speakers. and after the seminar's over, while waiting to arrange the gamelan stuffs, i dozed off while sitting on the chair. i even fell asleep when Nad drove me home.
That would be the last seminar ever, I hope.
What else? Oh, I did a one page essay for Women in Literature entitled 'I Want A Husband' and i think what i wrote is so unrealistic. The physical part, i was actually describing Teuk. Haha, should anyone read the essay, they must've said that such person doesn't even exist.
Can someone as beautiful as what I described POSSIBLY exist?
Asa a matter of fact, YES. And his name is Eeteuk.
HAHA. But besides that, the other points, I made them all up. Seriously the criterias I put is too perfect for any human being. But I had fun making it up. who cares, right?
After almost two years, i still LOVE Eeteuk the most (although sometimes, i did cheat with Junsu and Jae>>but only a bit). haha. i'm being cheesy again.
when it comes to Eeteuk I would automatically become so CHEESY. I even memorized several cheesy lines from korean dramas so when I meet him someday I can say it to him. HAHA. NAE is michyeo~
i'm so addicted to SORRY, SORRY. I listen to this song everyday since it was released a week ago. it's still on repeat. and i SOOO LOVE the MV! and the performance. and i love Teuk's fierce face when performing. OMG! HE'S SO HOT! AH, what can i say? he's just too perfect.
And did I mention that his body is of PERFECT SYMMETRY? he looks PERFECT in just any angle. HAHAHA. Of course, he's my oppa. And I really LOVE the grey outfit with army-like boots he wore in the MV. He reminded me of Jae. I really love that style.
SUPER! SUPER! SUPER! SUPER JUNIOR!
i just got back from Midvalley buying some stuff for Seminar. i'm tired like heck today. actually i'm tired like heck since the last two weeks.
everyday we would spend hours just trying to settle evrything. it's so tiring and yeah, i'd never thought i'd breakdown but i did. yes. i never knew it could get this stressful and difficult.
but i'm not gonna talk about that. i've been so tired already with it. i've no more energy to be mad or frustrated. it would be of no use anyway. ok, fullstop.
so, yeah, on a brighter note, i wnat to talk about, of course my GREATEST PASSION aka LOVE that is SUPER JUNIOR!
So, they finally made a comeback on March 13! Because I've been busy and tired, I haven't been able to really spazz or mention it yet.
But they're back now.
The performance at Music bank was so sleek and smooth. I love it! And the MV's out around the same time I guess. And it's so frikin AWESOME. So far, I think this is their BEST MV!
Just like their theme "polished and trendy" for Sorry Sorry, the MV is so WOW! I think it's so cool. It's black and white and it's so elegant. the boys showed their mature site.
Altho there's still some members' hair that I didn't really like but TEUK+HYUK+YESUNG are so DAMN HOT in the MV! and that's all that matters to me.
I love TEUK's fierce face. And his short hair doesn't look so bad in the MV. And his eyebrows actually behaved.which is good. haha *i dun really like his eyebrows, but except that, I LOVE EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT THIS GUY! HEHE*
HYUK! His sleek dance is as powerful as always. But somehow I felt that it's gotten so much better. Definitely the BEST DANCER in SUJU~!And I'm LOVIN' HIS HEENIM-LIKE HAIRCUT! IT LOOKS SO FINE ON HIM. ILU MONKEY~!!
Save the best for the last.
Yes! YESUNG IS THE HOTTEST ATTRACTION of the MV.
Even when I think I'm already so biased and I only think that Teuk's the best etc, but Yesung definitely beat my biasness cause gosh, he was so awesome in the MV.
ALL HIS PARTS.
I REPEAT.
ALL HIS PARTS in the MV totally kills me.
I practically died of HEATSTROKE due to HIS EXTREME HOTNESS.
Since when did this boi get THIS HOT? Gosh.
I've watched the MVs countless times now. And I've been listening to Sorry Sorry since it was released (March9) UNTIL TODAY. it keeps playing ON REPEAT.
I have a feeling this would last at least for months. Definitely longer than Mirotic.
So, to COMEBACK PERFORMANCES.
090313 KBS MUSIC BANK
- Awesome performance
- Hate the lighting. how could they dim the lights during the chorus?
- Bad camera angle. I never liked the camera angle of Music Bank.
- Because of the lighting and camera angle, couldn't really see the bois n the coreography. that's my only complain.
090314 MBC MUSIC CORE
- AWESOME PERFORMANCE!
- Lighting's better!
- Stage's better ( the floor is mostly white, so at times when the lights dimmed, you could still see the bois.
- Camera angles' better than music bank.
090315 SBS INKIGAYO
- lol, it's actually tomorrow.
- will spazz later but I HAVE A FEELING that it's going to be the BEST COMEBACK! But I hope it's LIVE!
- I love Inkigayo's cameramen the most. they are always good with angles and captures every inch of the boys.
After a year and 6 months, they're FINALLY BACK. What a worth wait ^___^
everyday we would spend hours just trying to settle evrything. it's so tiring and yeah, i'd never thought i'd breakdown but i did. yes. i never knew it could get this stressful and difficult.
but i'm not gonna talk about that. i've been so tired already with it. i've no more energy to be mad or frustrated. it would be of no use anyway. ok, fullstop.
so, yeah, on a brighter note, i wnat to talk about, of course my GREATEST PASSION aka LOVE that is SUPER JUNIOR!
So, they finally made a comeback on March 13! Because I've been busy and tired, I haven't been able to really spazz or mention it yet.
But they're back now.
The performance at Music bank was so sleek and smooth. I love it! And the MV's out around the same time I guess. And it's so frikin AWESOME. So far, I think this is their BEST MV!
Just like their theme "polished and trendy" for Sorry Sorry, the MV is so WOW! I think it's so cool. It's black and white and it's so elegant. the boys showed their mature site.
Altho there's still some members' hair that I didn't really like but TEUK+HYUK+YESUNG are so DAMN HOT in the MV! and that's all that matters to me.
I love TEUK's fierce face. And his short hair doesn't look so bad in the MV. And his eyebrows actually behaved.which is good. haha *i dun really like his eyebrows, but except that, I LOVE EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT THIS GUY! HEHE*
HYUK! His sleek dance is as powerful as always. But somehow I felt that it's gotten so much better. Definitely the BEST DANCER in SUJU~!And I'm LOVIN' HIS HEENIM-LIKE HAIRCUT! IT LOOKS SO FINE ON HIM. ILU MONKEY~!!
Save the best for the last.
Yes! YESUNG IS THE HOTTEST ATTRACTION of the MV.
Even when I think I'm already so biased and I only think that Teuk's the best etc, but Yesung definitely beat my biasness cause gosh, he was so awesome in the MV.
ALL HIS PARTS.
I REPEAT.
ALL HIS PARTS in the MV totally kills me.
I practically died of HEATSTROKE due to HIS EXTREME HOTNESS.
Since when did this boi get THIS HOT? Gosh.
I've watched the MVs countless times now. And I've been listening to Sorry Sorry since it was released (March9) UNTIL TODAY. it keeps playing ON REPEAT.
I have a feeling this would last at least for months. Definitely longer than Mirotic.
So, to COMEBACK PERFORMANCES.
090313 KBS MUSIC BANK
- Awesome performance
- Hate the lighting. how could they dim the lights during the chorus?
- Bad camera angle. I never liked the camera angle of Music Bank.
- Because of the lighting and camera angle, couldn't really see the bois n the coreography. that's my only complain.
090314 MBC MUSIC CORE
- AWESOME PERFORMANCE!
- Lighting's better!
- Stage's better ( the floor is mostly white, so at times when the lights dimmed, you could still see the bois.
- Camera angles' better than music bank.
090315 SBS INKIGAYO
- lol, it's actually tomorrow.
- will spazz later but I HAVE A FEELING that it's going to be the BEST COMEBACK! But I hope it's LIVE!
- I love Inkigayo's cameramen the most. they are always good with angles and captures every inch of the boys.
After a year and 6 months, they're FINALLY BACK. What a worth wait ^___^
sinking
i gave up.
i surrendered.
those things that put me into such a state that i hated.
just like that i gave them up. because i was so tired. i was trying to change things so much but it was not the usual circumstance i was dealing with and i couldn't carry such heavy burden anymore. suddenly i've become so weak.
i was so down. i saw it coming but i convinced myself that i was gonna make it.
i was gonna make it.
but - for once i couldn't. i fell apart.
and it hit me. something burnt inside me out of my fall. out of my failure. frustration. and anger. i shouldn't tolerate. i shouldn't.
i was always in control of myself, i knew what i want and what i'd do but putting too much faith in trust, in miracle, in people - is a BIG BIG MISTAKE.
and that was my greatest downfall, when i let others took control of me.
AND I HATE THAT.
i should've known that there's no such thing as TOLERANCE in business.
i surrendered.
those things that put me into such a state that i hated.
just like that i gave them up. because i was so tired. i was trying to change things so much but it was not the usual circumstance i was dealing with and i couldn't carry such heavy burden anymore. suddenly i've become so weak.
i was so down. i saw it coming but i convinced myself that i was gonna make it.
i was gonna make it.
but - for once i couldn't. i fell apart.
and it hit me. something burnt inside me out of my fall. out of my failure. frustration. and anger. i shouldn't tolerate. i shouldn't.
i was always in control of myself, i knew what i want and what i'd do but putting too much faith in trust, in miracle, in people - is a BIG BIG MISTAKE.
and that was my greatest downfall, when i let others took control of me.
AND I HATE THAT.
i should've known that there's no such thing as TOLERANCE in business.
MARCH TW-ELF-TH - THEY'RE HERE
Today is the release of Super Junior's 3rd album - Sorry Sorry.
Version A (left) and B (right) cover
Version A Cover
Version A Booklet picFrom left (front) :Heechul, Eeteuk, Hangeng
From left(2nd row):Yesung, Kyuhyun, Siwon, Ryeowook
From left(3rd row): Shindong, Kibum, Kangin, Hyuk
I read that everyone's saying that the songs in Vol 3 are much better than Super Junior'05 Twins and Super Junior Vol 2. I have yet to hear other songs. But I think I like quite a number of songs from the first albums and I think I love most of the songs in Super Junior Vol 2 so can I really anticipate all the songs?
I also read how ppl commented that most of the songs are mostly dominated by KRY and only Sungmin, Kangin and Hae. Lol. really?
WHY? That means there's no Teukie? And no rapping from Hyuk?
As much as I love KRY's voices, this is still Super Junior album. Super Junior = 13. So why only these six are singing? I know they're trying to produce better music but the other members voices are good as well.
I think Teuk's improved a lot and he can DEFINITELY SING! And Heenim, also he always seems so playful but I LOVE HIS VOICE. And Geng and Siwon, they did well with Sorry Sorry. So why can't they all have lines? I feel so sad.
But idk, I haven't listened to all the other songs yet. I might end up liking them but still, I'm gonna feel it's such a loss that not all 13 are singing. But the boys are so proud and happy with this album so, maybe I should just accept it.
It's alreday March 13 in Korea right now. Less than 20 hours till their comeback performance. I feel so nervous for them. Haha, I know it's not even me who's singing or performing and yet I feel so damn nervous.
I hope everything goes well. I hope nobody trip or whatever. and i can't wait to hear ELF's chants. It's always amazing to hear their chants. Hehe.
That aside. Let's talk about the album cover+booklet.
Alice at SJ-World.net posted up some pictures of the booklet of both versions.
Here's some pics spam. (credit: Soompi and as tagged)
Teaser from Version A . From left: Shindong, Eeteuk, Hyuk (front) and Yesung
Version B Cover (I ordered this version ^^)The reason I chose this version is cause everyone's smiling
n Teuk's smile is just simply beautiful ^^
More 3rd Album pics: This is from Version B I guess?From left: Heechul, Hangeng, Donghae, Kangin, Eeteuk, Ryeowook
From left: Shindong, Sungmin, Yesung, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, Kibum, Siwon
Version A pics: Dong, Teuk, Yesung, HyukSince she, too LIKES JUNGSOO/Eeteuk, so of course there's a whole bunch of Teuk's pics there. and I must say this:
THEY'RE FRIGGIN' GORGEOUS.
But then, when is HE NOT GORGEOUS? I know right? He always knows how to kill us fangirls with his PRETTINESS and HOT CHARISMATIC LOOK.
Teuk's pics spam (credit: as tagged and Soompi)
Beautiful leader-ssi ^^
BEAUTIFUL. My fav pic off Version A ^^
Version A : Teuk
Version A : Teuk
Version B : Teuk ^^I'm convinced now, Teuk descends from the Greek Gods. How can such beauty possibly exist? Looks like I'm falling harder for him. Ah, ottoke??
Gahh, seeing the pics of Version A booklet makes me wanna cry. Should I buy Version A too? Ahhh~~~
I need to stop spazzing here. Gotta do my AE. Will continue tomorrow with updates on their comeback. Nite~ ^^
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
Posts
