fandom and fight

these days i seemed to have been unlucky a lot. and there's just so many bad things happening.

and today i had a fight with two ELFs on sj forum because i was offended by their replies of my questions. and i replied back, pointing out my dissatisfation of their replies which i think were rather cold and rude.

maybe i was just being sensitive. idk. what's wrong with me these days.

frankly i don't know. i'm so messed up.

after i replied, i just left the forum. damn. this is why sometimes i hate fandom. there's always some ppl who'll screw the name of the fandom.

but since i'll still go around the forum i decided to just forget it. i guess maybe i was just being sensitive. since i don't even understand myself now, i better stay out of trouble. so after their second replies, i apologized ( since it seemed that they took the time explaining, so maybe they didn't mean it.) and thank them for their hard work.

in the end, we're all still ELFs. so why fight?

i think i really need a break. and fix myself before i started something else. i seriously need a break from everything. i'm so messed up right now.

i want to go home ASAP.