sick from reading

the layout of this blog is starting to make me tired, just seeing it the first thing when i clicked on the link make me urghhh *keyboard smash*

but changing to fancier layout would take a lot of time, n energy which i don't think i could afford right now.

maybe it's just cause i feel like throwing up right now, so it kinda annoys me.

I finished reading Peter Robinson's In a Dry Season.

My favourite so far from Peter Robinson's books. But then I've only read three: Caedmon's Song, Wednesday's Child and In a Dry Season. I like his writing style. Mucho.

I also finished The Curtis Reincarnation by Zathyn Priest. I finished this few days ago actually. It was very intriguing in the beginning.

I loved the idea of the story, and Bec's dialogue was so damn funny but the characters of Tyler Curtis and Jordan totally turns me off.

There's just too much fluff and sometimes Tyler's character seemed like a girl. I knew that he was supposedly gay and all but i don't think a gay acted like that? all girlish and - let's just say girlish. i dunno if that's Priest's definition of a gay for all we know.

so that's that and i spotted grammatical errors? and the plot wasn't very strong. i can critic all i want but at least he'd finished and published a book when i never even finished a single work yet. and i've grammatical errors everywhere. how irony.

out of blue, n the sick feeling (from trying to finish the book) i suddenly remembered that time when i saw Teuk in Genting. maybe cause i was reading bout Gloria from Gwen's memory, and how surreal she seemed, that's just how Teuk was at that time. As much as he was real, he was actually surreal, like a dream, a fantasy.

His beauty, and everything that I came to love about him defines him as a perfection.

although of course, perfection doesn't exist but I think if there had been a closer definition to perfection, it'd be him. at least in my dictionary.

and so, when something is too perfect, can you believe it's real?

there you go, i've gone cheesy again, i can go all the way beyond cheesy, you could even make a cheesecake out of me for all i know when it comes to him.

i think i learn this cheesiness from him. teuk's definitely corrupting my mind, not that i mind~
oh, it's a pun!

ignore me, i was just entertaining myself so i can say all the random things when i say things about a totally unrelated stuffs.

before u get the wrong idea, i'm not mentally disturbed, i'm just stressed a bit. but who doesn't? and i still feel sick and want to throw up. *sighs* i should never force myself to finish the book.

i've said this over n over again but i really wish the end of the semester comes soon.

i've become fat effortlessly. i feel like a *dwaejji* just sitting and sleeping and eating. i really miss home. i want to go home but with all the work, i can't.

but i bet u must be wondering, with so many works, how can i still sit here comfortably and write everyday without fail here and even update myself with super junior stuffs? well, that's cause i'm a wonder girl. Nad's not the only one. And I'm cool like that.

Not.

Sorry, I was entertaining myself again. I really shouldnt've read so much, it was starting to poison my sanity.

oh, i wrote so much already. the problem when i write here, if u noticed, once i start writing i can ramble and point out so many things just out of one thing and suddenly when realization hits, i've already written so much. so i better stop.

i'm not in the right state of mind. probably when i re-read this, i'd be wondering what the heck was i thinking. but for all i know i dun feel so right now, so i'll just post this as it is.

naeyte~