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I am worried. ae. and seminar. i don't know if everything will go well for the seminar. the budget is so tight. and we dun get a lot of sponsors. we might have to use our own money.

the seminar is sucking up all my energy. and i'm having headache over ae. i feel like i cant think straight. i feel so tired. i think i will only be able to rest in MAY. which is two months away.

and about the posting. i really really don't want to apply to be a teacher. it's just not something i want to do.

i've figured what i want to do. it's risky but i think it's worth it. i don't want to get stuck at the same level for my entire life. i want to achieve something. i want to make my own money.

i want to do things that i enjoy doing and one that i have full control of.