Dance.Dance.Revolution.

Life is meaningless without sleep. but i sleep too much. does that make my life too meaningful?just how meaningful is too meaningful? too meaningful meaningful?

meaningful whatever~

do u know what is test. of course u do. i have test. what a stupid statement. ahh, i have to read n study richard III! just why do i have to study richard III? Richard III doesn't even give a damn to study me!?but it's good dat he doesn't. if he does, i'll puke~!i just hate Richard III.

grammar.grammar.grammar. yesterday we went out.me,nad,ayein,zana..went to midvalley n watched a movie. it was a great hangout. i hadn't gone out for a while so it rili feels good to me. laughing.laughing.laughing.very merry feeling.

today when i woke up, i felt rili tired. cuz i woke up late, so my body felt so tired. while waiting for d video to load, i fell asleep on d mat. so tired.so tired.so tired.i didn't want to wake up.

i ate bread.i ate tasteless rice with tasteless chicken.they're tasteless.so hungry.hungry.hungry.

these days, i like dancing n singing. maybe i like dancing more. dancing gives a rili great feeling.i tried to imitate suju's dance, but it's very fast!!i know nothing 'bout dancing n suddenly i want to dance.it's funny.

i've tried rokkugo n octopus dance..octopus dance is good to relax ur muscle.i tried to do pelvic thrust dancing too..there are several pelvic thrust dancing, i only knew one.. it's d part in don't don when they sing "stop banging my head my eyes gone red"it was exciting. i like that part a lot.everytime i dance dat part, i could feel a rili great adrenaline rush so i just keep doing just dat part over n over again.

i still can't do eeteuk's style of pelvic thrusting tho'..his pelvic thrusting is difficult.i want to learn bokgo dance too..n stephanie's explosive dance!!

i have new dancing idols! they're Stephanie n U-Know Yunho!!

These two ppl are like dancing machine!!OMG!!i have to admit that Yunho's dance's the best i've ever seen.n Stephanie. She's the best female dancer on earth!!how i wish i can dance like stephanie.ahh, n she's in d same company as suju too..i envy her..surely she always bumps into eeteuk T.T ..if i'm eeteuk, i'll surely fall in love with her..i mean she's just so hot..n a great dancer too..n stephanie's a year younger than me, yet she's so successful..!!ah, i rili envy her!!

juz now i realize dat no matter how stressed i am, i jz find dat other's stress are much worse.i guess i'm d kind of ppl who makes big things look small.most of d times, i dun bother much. what do ppl call dat?ignorant. ppl said being ignorant is not a good thing. but i love it. being ignorant gives me dis blissfulness dat i probably wouldn't have if i dun become one.

i'm happy being ignorant. but it worries me sometimes, cuz naturally i dun have much reaction or feelings towards other ppl's business, n ppl think i jz dun care enough..jz bcuz i dun show how i feel, it doesn't mean i dun care. why do i even bother to explain myself?i hate explaining myself.

ok..let's cut d crap..

why is dreaming so comforting??

1 comments:

  ZLC

February 18, 2008 at 11:41 AM

its good ape being ignorant sumetimes.u dont haf headache or migraine..i wish i can juz ignore wot others tink of me..or wot others do to me..but i can...im so particular about it..i wish i can be ignorant too but its hard...im always panicking~