Mirror Mirror on the Wall

i never realized this before, when i look at those skinny people, i just keep saying, oh they're so skinny. i envied them and even wished i would be as skinny as them.

but now i think it's not healthy. like eeteuk.he's so skinny that he looks like he'll crumble any moment. altho' he looks good the way he is and beautiful, but he looks so fragile. poor oppa.

and when i looked in the mirror just now, i realized that i am actually healthy compared to others. because i have a lot of FAT. hehehe.

and my dream changes a bit. i don't want to be skinny, i want to be a healthy thin girl.

i need to shed off some weight to achieve that goal. maybe 10kg minus will be perfect on me since i'm short.

i have a test at 10 a.m today. i hope to get over it soon. i still need to do some assignments this weekend. i need to reread 'A Dream of China' again. i guess i still don't understand a lot about the story.

.Friends stay.

i miss my bestfriend,Nor. i hope one of these days i get to meet her. We've been friends for 17 years now. i knew her since i was 5. she's also my cousin.

She is the best friend i've ever had. Although i'm lacking so much, she still stays by my side and always treats me so nicely.

talking about friends, i think i'm losing one now. i don't know for sure. but i feel like this friend of mine seems to lose trust in me and in those eyes, i could no longer see respect for me.

i guess i can't stop her if she wants to leave.

.Man in Love.

i heard a good news! i hope it's true! Suju is filming A Man in Love MV~!! i just hope it'll be just them in the MV. pls pls pls, let it be just them.

i will post up some Eeteuk and Super Junior pictures soon. Maybe in the next entry.