welcome to hell,nae.

school is terrible. i felt terrible. everything felt so terrible. i felt like i just died everytime i stepped in d school ground.

home alone.

i'm alone at home. it feels really empty. my life has become so meaningless.

everything became meaningless since June 16, 2008.

suju, the day it started.

i love suju. it's d only group/artist that i'm sooooooo attached to.

suju is special. i think i can love this group forever.

i didn't like music before. i hate singing. i tdidn't understand why ppl wants to be a singer. i was just a non-believer of the beauty of music.

that is until - i knew super junior.

suju gave me a new life. suju makes me see the beauty of music.

and suju gives me the reason to live my life.

eversince i knew suju, i've been really happy. i haven't cried for a long while now. i smiled a lot more and laughed so much more.

my life has become much more meaningful because of suju.

i love every member of suju. even though how much i love each member may differ from one another. i do love all of them.

heechul - d first person dat got me sooo into suju, d person with a witty sense of humour, full of sarcasm, too confident of himself, narcississtic and is prettier than any girls.

eeteuk - d last person dat i noticed in suju, n d person dat i hated so much when i first knew him. n later i grew to love this leader so much and became so attached to him.my fav pelvic thrust dancer, possesses a great persuasive speech power, caring hyung and sensitive.

hyukjae - whom i thought looked like a monkey at first and looked way too ordinary. and as time passed, his rapping n dancing got me awed! n d fact dat he's getting hotter n dorkier each day makes me love him more and more each day.

kangin - who had such a cool hairstyle in don't don. d scratch on his head made him too hot!!!n his silliness never fails to put a smile on my face.

yesung - whom at first i thought he was trying too hard to get attention, but his beautiful husky voice blows me away. and his dorkiness in EHB! he's definitely one of my fav members!

kyuhyun - d beautiful magnae. his face is a work of art. his voice is perfection. and his brain is probably as genius as einstein.lol.he is perfect in every sense.

shindong - despite his heavy physical, he is very flexible and he has great dancing skills..d cutest member of suju. he reminds me of a delicious candy.

ryeowook - d angelic voice who sends chills to the body when he starts humming to d song.

hankyung - d sexy pelvic thrust dancer! one of d main dancer in suju, who masters martial arts and all 54 types of chinese traditional dance. a great cook.

sungmin - who's more than a pretty face. cute but manly, and has a lovely voice.

kibum - boyish looks. serious. killer pretty boy smile. a great actor.

donghae - sweet, soft-hearted, sensitive member. and possess a soothing voice. one of main dancers in suju.

siwon - rich! rich! rich! yes, he's rich! plus his face is too good-looking! and his body and abs is a perfection. the most gentleman out of all members. and he drives a cool expensive audi!

i love all 13 of them.

they are gorgeous, beautiful, silly, perfect.

i will never get bored by them.

MY TOP 3 OF SUJU as of now

1. Eeteuk

2. Yesung+Hyukjae

3. Kangin + Heechul

MY TOP PAIRINGS

1. KangTeuk

2. YeTeuk + KyuTeuk

3. HanChul + KyuChul

4. EunTeuk