Shattered impression

I liked Super Junior. No. I loved them. i loved them so much that i took every chance i had just to be able to be a step closer to them.

and then came the day.

august 2, 2008.

it was d day that i hoped for once i would get to see the boys.

it was d day that i hoped i would see eeteuk.

it was d day that i hoped i would see them as how they were on tv, on radio, on shows.

and it was dat day, everything shattered.

what had gone wrong? was it me? was it us malaysian fans? or was it them?

i waited in d cold for two hours minus another hour i spent running here and there just to see them. and only 3 hours later i got to see them.

3 hours wouldn't matter so much to me.

i would wait for another hour or hours more if i had to, just as long as i get to see them.

and then they showed up.

but what did we, fans get for waiting hours in d cold??

except for hyuk and siwon who smiled and waved at us, others didn't even bother to look at us.

i am quite dissappointed with eeteuk.

he was d first to come out. and he went straight into the car. he only looked at ELFs when he was in d car.

but at least he smiled.

and then heenim, he only stared. couldn't he at least smiled or smirked, like he always did to ELFs??

i dun know about the others. but seriously, i dun remember others waving and smiling except d two.

except for hyuk n siwon, my impression of other members were shattered. n d magnae line too. is that how they really are in real-life? do they really appreciate fans? idk.

i dunno what to believe anymore. oppa, was it dat hard to just smile?

but still, i'm a fan. am i stupid? whatever.